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written for the boy king Sam discord server prompt: Sam has grown up in a very religious environment. He's devoted, he goes to church, he prays. He knows that God is with him, because he listens to his prayers. But as Sam grows older, he realizes it's not God that's been listening. And he realizes that he's not asking - he's been ordering, and his loyal servants would never deny their King.
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16 Feb 2026
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Your mind is not your own. The future steals it, sometimes, a splitting pain behind your eyes and a throbbing at your temples. Your blood is not your own. Someone made you dirty at six months old. Your body is not your own. It was built for someone else.
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16 Feb 2026
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how heartwarming it is inside your skin by imjustheretoreadonefic
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
03 Jan 2026
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There's a bone-deep dissatisfaction that lingers within him. He can't fill it with work, or with food, or with company, or with knowledge or stress or relief or sex. He throws himself into the nearest body for a fuck or a fight or a firm hug, and it does nothing for him. He yearns. He yearns.
(Sam feels guilty and hollow. He fails to fill the void with hunting. Cas fills it with pain.)
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12 Feb 2026
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"You're going to help me or I'll fucking kill you," Sam all but spits in his face.
Castiel chortles out a laugh, partly at the absurdity of the threat and partly because he repeats the thought: Yes, this actually in fact is Sam Winchester.
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Soulless Sam demands Castiel's help in getting his soul back. Castiel denies, but gives him something else instead.
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12 Feb 2026
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On a routine hunt, Sam is bitten by a sex demon. The venom's effects are almost immediate when it's delivered by bite and not kiss. They're immediate and devastating.
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- Part 1 of Climbing Walls Series
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07 Feb 2026