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“I’ve invited a special guest for today,” Dean tells his viewers, glancing away from the camera as the bed dips beside him. Cas is all easy confidence as he settles onto the mattress next to Dean, and they share a quick smile before Dean turns his attention back to the viewers. “This is my boyfriend. For all of you who’ve wanted to see me get fucked by something other than my varied collection of toys…” He winks teasingly and pitches his voice a little deeper—teasing, sultry. “Today’s your lucky day.”
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ESPN News reports that the Los Angeles Angels of Anaheim have signed right-handed pitcher Sam Winchester from the Kansas City Royals. Winchester, runner-up for this year’s Cy Young award, became a free agent in October and is rumored to have penned a deal for around $175 million over five years. If confirmed, those numbers would propel the talented young righty into the ranks of the highest-paid players in the game. Winchester will also be reunited with his older brother in Anaheim, catcher Dean Winchester, and his longtime manager with the Royals, Bobby Singer, who announced his own signing with the Angels last week.
Or, the Destiel baseball AU that I was specifically asked not to write.
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'I would like to take in your most abused one,' Castiel says, looking at the rows of doors in the yellow corridor. 'Give him a good home.'
After his accident, Castiel needs someone to help him around the small brick house he lives in and the bookstore he owns. So, he adopts Dean; an omega who barely survived being dumped in a ditch and left for dead. Dean doesn't talk, but that's fine; they learn to live together in the quaint, rainy city surrounded by a green forest. Castiel just wants to give Dean a peaceful life he deserves, and maybe also - become his mate?
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In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.
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"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.
Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.
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Dean is tired. It's been a long week, a long month, a long life. He's tired and sad and he's getting old.
He knows it's stupid, since he should be happy. He's defeated Chuck, his family is safe, the world is saved, and he's got his angel. He's even going to therapy, for God's sake! He should be happy. He should be. He isn't.
His angel shows him that it's okay to be sad. Sometimes, he just needs a little TLC.
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Castiel always gets up early because he likes to go swimming in the lake outside of the home he owns with his husband Dean, and because they live far enough away from any neighbors that they have complete privacy, Castiel likes to swim naked. Dean sometimes likes to tease his husband by taking his towel and shorts from the chair next to the lake so Castiel has to walk back to the house dripping wet and naked.
Usually, this behavior means Dean is looking for a spanking or some other punishment (they're still working on getting Dean to actually ask for what he needs, but, well, this is Dean Winchester), but this particular morning, Castiel decides to respond in a different way.
As much as he loves seeing his sub's ass well-spanked and beautifully red, Castiel offers Dean an all-day scene instead.
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- Part 1 of S and M Destiel Remix
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Cas is an overworked teenager who just lost his father, and is trying to run the tavern that's been left to him on his own. Dean knows nothing but mistreatment, and will do anything for a full stomach and a warm place to sleep.
Wander Home is a verse set in a vaguely medieval setting, with historical accuracy that depends on how much research I feel like doing that day. It is a hurt/comfort Destiel verse, with an autistic Cas and severely abused Dean finding each other and helping each other survive and heal <3
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Cas sets Dean up where he’s leaning against the headboard where they can see each other. And instructs Dean to masturbate.
(Marked as complete for now, but might have another chapter added sometime in the future as a follow-up)
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- Part 2 of S and M Destiel Remix
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you see me in the lovely garden tending by fleeceframe
Fandom Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
08 Jan 2024
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At the end of season 2 episode 2, Dean beats up the impala. This is the monologue I wish had preceded that. And you know what, it was kinda therapeutic to write. Please don't judge my messed-up brain.
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Dean Winchester never wanted to go home again. Going back to Lawrence meant people who knew what he was, who didn't buy into the lie. But with a tragic accident, he's back and dealing with the death of his father, the social stigma and objectification of being an out Omega, and the lingering aftermath of a long-ago crime.
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dean used to turn tricks. over a decade later, he met cas.
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grip them tight and raise them from pernicion by Flux for FrecklesHideNothing
Fandoms: Supernatural
04 Jan 2014
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Dean and Cas have been at each other's throats for years, but Anna and Sam are determined to change that for the better. With a well-placed love letter and some careful direction, they manage to get the two into a semi-antagonistic, fiercely competitive, and emotionally confusing game of relationship chicken. Now they just need to get to prom.
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An empty bunker, two horny idiots in love, and an eighth.
(With only a tiny bit of plot thrown in. Part of the series but can absolutely be read as a stand-alone.)
ETA 6/27/22: **Title is from the song Burn Slow by Dirty Heads**
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So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
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"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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don't care where you've been by thanks_tacos
Fandom Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
26 Jun 2024
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Castiel’s clearly not about to complain about Dean’s predilection for this particular act, but he can admit he finds it fascinating, another of Dean’s little quirks that he wants to investigate to the fullest even if he never arrives at a complete understanding.
He’s lost track of how many times Dean has pulled him aside in the middle of the day and dragged him somewhere moderately private – maybe the backseat of the car, maybe a rest stop bathroom – like he couldn’t wait another second to get his mouth on Castiel.
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“She seemed quite… taken with you.”
“Who?” Dean replies without thinking. He’s not sure why he’s playing dumb – it’s pretty fucking obvious that she’s into him. Obvious to Cas too, apparently. “Shannon?”
Cas doesn’t even have a response to that, just a slight narrowing of his eyes at the sound of her name, faint frown deepening.
That’s interesting. So interesting, in fact, that Dean can’t help but prod at it a little and see where that gets him.
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“Have you ever tried baklava?” Cas asks, voice dipping low, a suggestive lilt to his words.
“No,” Dean says slowly. “Is it any good?”
Cas fixes him with a very intent look. “I think you’ll like it.”
And for Dean, that’s assurance enough. He’s definitely game.
When Dean jets off to Europe with Cas, he gets a much-needed vacation from hunting – and his insecurities.
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- Part 11 of Dream of Now