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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Minho pulled Seungmin’s hand away from his palm.
    “Don’t do that,” he said sternly.
    Something flashed uncomfortably in Seungmin’s eyes for a moment. “It’s not that bad,” he murmured.
    “You shouldn’t do that. It could get worse,” Minho’s face was dark.
    Seungmin’s eyelids fluttered, almost scared. “I won’t go too far,” he muttered under his breath.

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    12 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Han Jisung has been alone and suffering for a long time, until he took the step to join the music club at school. As he slowly makes friends with the seven other boys in the club, he has to decide whether or not to tell them the secrets he'd been hiding for ten years.

    When tragedy strikes, he has no choice but to let them in.

    Or: this started as a little "what if a member had a younger sibling that was taken away due to the foster care system" one shot idea and turned into this 100k+ word work that im now calling my masterpiece. please enjoy fellow stays <3

     

    *updated 8/9/25 to allow unregistered users to view story*

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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
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    08 Feb 2026

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    "F-fuck." He groans out as the thumping drowns out any other noise that might have seeped through the walls. The pain is horrible, but it will pass. It always does. The tears begin to fall silently as he rocks back and forth in the bed, trying to dull it—help it.

    Seungmin wasn't always like this. These constant drops didn't happen. He knows what could fix it. He knows that this pain is a choice that he willingly put himself into. It keeps him safe. It is his protection.

    He was classified as a sub at the age of 20. Subs have a need to be put into a headspace, usually referred to as subspace, somewhat regularly to keep these drops from happening. To keep them healthy. Seungmin now chooses not to be put into subspace. Not anymore.

    If he were allowing a dom to put him in subspace, he wouldn't have to deal with this pain, but this is pain he has control over. He is inflicting this on himself. He knows what to expect. He knows what it does to him. He would rather this control than that fear.

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    14/?
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    06 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    Minho could hear voices. The dead. Minho could hear the dead.

    Hearing the dead was a curse for Minho, but when a string of homicides leaves Minho's small town in anguish, hearing the dead might be his best asset (or maybe his worst.)

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
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    23 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

    Mystery Work

    Part of skzprivatecollection0325
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    20 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    Seungmin is sent to a psychiatric hospital due to his difficult eating disorder he's battled for years.

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    42
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    20 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 12

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    It was mortifying.
    He never cried for a guy.
    Never.
    He always knew how to hold it in, how to maintain his composure, how to present a facade of cool indifference, even when his insides were screaming.
    But he couldn’t help it.
    The dam had broken, the weight of three weeks of forced optimism and terrifying hope finally crushing him. And it didn’t matter.
    It was over anyway.
    His tears were just proof of his "too much-ness," another reason for Minho to leave.

    “I liked you! You were the only one I really liked.”
    The confession, wrenched from him in a moment of utter vulnerability, hung in the frigid air, exposed and fragile. It started angry.
    Mad.
    But in the end, his voice was nothing more than a broken whisper.
    He didn’t want it anymore. Didn’t want to be humiliated anymore. Just wanted it to end. To be over. Wanted Minho to be gone. He wanted to be gone. At home. Writing in his book. With himself. Alone. Writing to himself. He was the only person who could love him right.

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    Jisung is used to them leaving after three weeks. So when Minho stays, it’s scarier than what he had thought it would be.

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    1/1
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    18 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    In his brain fog, he accidentally clicked on his camera roll instead of whatever app he was trying to go to. All he saw when the app opened was Minho. Doongie’s birthday pictures. Jisung sighed and clicked on them hesitantly.

    Minho’s smile lit up his screen even though his brightness was low. The shine in Minho’s eyes when he looked at his cat. There was one of him looking at Jisung, past the phone, with a look of genuine happiness on his face. The shine in his eyes had gotten bigger, just like his smile, and Jisung felt his stomach spin like a washing machine full of guilt, and shame.

    The bet was over, sure. Jisung got his money and that was that, he and Minho were still hanging out– but Jisung still felt sick thinking about it. The fact that their relationship was built on a hundred bucks.

    (Or, Jisung accepts a bet to ask the weird kid out, but ends up developing real feelings)

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Seungmin wakes in the dead of night to men in balaclavas, then it all goes dark.

    His kidnappers expect resistance, anger or bargaining. Instead, they find a boy who flinches at kindness, who has been living in a cage long before they ever took him.
    As they begin to understand what they have stolen him from, the lines between captor and protector begin to blur, softening into something careful, something dangerous, something that was never part of the plan.

    Felix is left behind, unravelling as he searches for the one person who ever made his world survivable.

    Minho is a private investigator hired to bring Seungmin home. But the deeper he digs, the clearer it becomes that 'home' was never safe at all, and that returning him may be the cruelest outcome possible.

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    Chapters:
    44/?
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    10 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 13

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    Minho never noticed him—until he did.

    Han Jisung is everywhere: in his classroom, at his locker, at his bus stop. At first, Minho thinks it's coincidence. Then the notes start. The small "gifts." The feeling that someone is always watching.

    It's flattering. Until it isn't.

    A slow-burning, twisted story of obsession, desire, and control. One boy thinks love can be claimed. The other is about to learn just how dangerous being seen can be.

    Or; Han Jisung is consumed by Lee Minho, and he will do anything to be noticed—even if it means crossing every boundary.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    39
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    02 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 81

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    “Hi, Jisung-ah,” Minho’s voice is soft and hesitant, making Jisung look down at the ground. His stomach swirls around as he tries his best to swallow the lump in his throat.

    “Hello, Minho-ssi.”

    💿

    Han Jisung likes to think he is doing better. Well, even.

    But that was before the past came crashing down on him in the shape of Lee Minho.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    20/20
    Collections:
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    22 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    glass child

    adj.

    a sibling who feels invisible because their sibling(s) take up a disproportionate amount of parental energy. generally the oldest sibling.

    That’s what Changbin was.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    "If you could do anything," Jisung continues. "No consequences. What would you do?"

    "I would kiss you,” Minho says.

    "You can.”

    "I can't."

    “I can keep a secret, Minho,” Jisung says, leaning over the center console, taking up Minho’s space because he knows how much Minho likes Jisung taking up his space.

    Or: Jisung is a university senior running from what happened last semester. Minho is his older, crush-worthy professor who makes for a mind-numbing distraction.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    “So you’re up for adoption, then?”

    Seungin faltered, squinting at the man and his friend. “Um…yes, technically?” It came out as a question.

    “Technically?” Felix repeated.

    Seungmin sighed, getting a little frustrated. What was up with these two? Did they not think he knew enough to help them? And the black cat was still staring at him blankly, expressionless.

    “Yes, I’m technically up for adoption. Why don’t you let me bring you inside so you can look at some more kids? Have you looked at the indoor playroom yet? Most of them are probably in there since it’s pretty hot out. Why don’t you find the rest of your group and head over there.”

    “But I don’t want to go look at the little kids,” Felix protested, and he took a seat next to Seungmin on the bench. “I want to talk to you.”

    Seungmin stared at him. “Why?”

    OR: puppy-hybrid Seungmin has given up on ever being adopted permanently. Until seven gorgeous men step into his life and fall immediately smitten with him.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    32,839

    26 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 82

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    Trigger Warning! Please do not progress further if you are easily triggered, do not want to read eating disorder content, do not agree with projecting onto real life people as if they are characters, or are one of the Stray Kids members—I have been informed that if you read this, you will hate me.
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    Changbin spirals hard and fast into an eating disorder. It starts with a few comments and a depressive episode and it all goes downhill from there.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    483
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    82
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    13,647

    18 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 33

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    The world is coming to an end, and no one but Seungmin knows it yet.

    He doesn’t expect them to know. There hasn’t been a sighting of some world-shattering meteor making its way to earth; there isn’t some deadly virus going around without a cure to take care of it; the antichrist hasn’t suddenly appeared. There isn’t a single sign that the world is about to end, and Seungmin doesn’t know how to warn his friends.

    or

    Seungmin is running out of time, his friends try to convince him to give himself a bit more.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    143
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    33
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    1,350

    09 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 6

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    Minho didn’t know it, but he was Jisung’s strongest drug. Stronger than the pills, stronger than the needles, stronger than the smoke that used to fill his lungs and choke his pain into silence. Just being here, just being near him, Jisung felt something close to peace.

    Or: Han Jisung, drug addict boy knows the strongest drug he has ever used, Lee Minho

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    5
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    20
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    6
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    236

    28 Oct 2025

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    “Um,” he squeaked, internally kicking himself when his voice cracked. “I… My name’s Han Jisung, I’m sixteen, and I…” He swallowed the lump in his throat, his knees pressing closer to his chest as he fumbled over what words were to come out of his mouth next. He didn’t want to say it, because in his heart it wasn’t true, but if he had asked any of his friends; his family, they’d all tell him the same thing.

     

    “I tried to kill myself.”

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    after a failed suicide attempt, jisung finds comfort in his peculiar new roommates in the psych ward.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    21/26
    Comments:
    356
    Kudos:
    693
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    180
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    23,852

    07 Oct 2025

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    Why was he thinking about this in the first place? There was no way Chan was ready to have kids yet. He was barely able to take care of himself and he was always away at work until ungodly hours of the night, kids shouldn’t even be on the table.

    But…

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    alternatively: chan starts off fostering one kid and ultimately ends up with six

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    Chapters:
    29/29
    Comments:
    341
    Kudos:
    911
    Bookmarks:
    126
    Hits:
    32,571

    02 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 40

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    “We’ll escape this place eventually, yeah? Together.”

    “Promise me?”

    “I promise.”

    “And we’ll go everywhere? We won’t end up like my mom, will we? Not stuck in an unhappy marriage in a town that eats us alive, right?”

    Hyunjin meets Seungmin in their quiet and small hometown when he’s five years old, and they become inseparable in the blink of an eye. Throughout the years, Hyunjin learns a thing or two about the world and himself, falls in love with his best friend, and grows up in the process.

    When Seungmin leaves, he takes a piece of Hyunjin’s heart with him. Hyunjin thinks that’s the end of it.

    Or, Hyunjin’s trials and tribulations through growing up and falling in love with his best friend. There’s a treehouse, a train track moment, heartbreak, and a whole lot of yearning.

    Language:
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    46,284
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    141
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    2,773

    30 Sep 2025

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