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when my heartbeat stops, will you stay mine? by threetreecrabs (mangocrab)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
23 Feb 2026
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Centuries after his death, Flins finds Varka again.
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24 Feb 2026
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A Study on the Revival of Kremnoan Roses: Botany, Symbolism, and Best Practices by lumeenary
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 Feb 2026
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“You’re distracted, Deliverer,” Mydei mutters. Despite saying this, he isn’t pulling any punches today.
The silence between them becomes stiff, and Phainon needs to occupy his hands with something, anything. “I’m in the middle of… researching something,” he says.
Mydei hums. “With the Grove?”
Phainon feels sort-of-bad-sort-of-not for obfuscating the truth: one because it’s Mydei, and the other because the matter is about him confessing to Mydei, you see. He pulls a face. “You could say that.”
Kremnoan Roses aren't real. Probably. Phainon is about ninety-nine percent sure. But after coming across an antique Kremnoan vase, Phainon swears that if he, by some miracle, manages to recreates them, he will confess to Mydei with a bouquet of mythical roses.
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16 Feb 2026
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How to Verify Important Gossip by Orasmyn
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 Dec 2025
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Phainon had never imagined Mydei having - well, a vagina and all the other internal stuff that usually goes with it. Maybe he’s a bad person. Maybe he should have.
Not that it’s a problem! Mydei can have any combination of genitals he wants. Or got given when he was busy forming in the womb. He could be totally smooth down there like a Kimon doll, and that totally would be fine.
Phainon hears of a rumor considering Mydei, and because he can't possibly be normal about Mydei, he has to find out if it's true or not.
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12 Feb 2026
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I Do(n't Know How) by Chumbidum for Joce0506
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Jan 2026
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In the wake of Era Nova, Phainon strives to find a new calling, a new purpose beyond 'the Deliverer'. Somewhere in between 'Legally a Locksmith' and 'Dromas Handler', he realises that 'Mydei's Husband' is also on the table.
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07 Feb 2026
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"Are you always this reckless?"
Varka can do nothing but grin. "Believe it or not, dear Lightkeeper, but this is me having grown out of my reckless phase."
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In which Varka gets injured, isn't prepared for the Ratnik he seeks out for help to be so beautiful, and Flins collects shiny rocks.Bookmarked by Utara
28 Jan 2026
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28 Jan 2026
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Varka tips his head. "What's with the flowers?" he asks. "Got a secret admirer?"
"No," Flins tells him. Another step forward, he holds them out. "They're for you."
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In which Flins tries to court Varka, and Varka takes way too long to realize it.Bookmarked by Utara
28 Jan 2026
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Varka has spent forty years making sure "biology" is never an excuse. He may be an alpha, but more importantly, he's a Grand Master, the Knight of Boreas, the sort of man who has enough self-control to walk away from any omega in heat if there isn't a ring on both their fingers.
He never felt the need to question this. Not before he met a certain (too-charming) lightkeeper he soon fell half in love with. Even though Flins is definitely a beta... This proves that Nod-Krai's stories about "moonmad" Fae whisking alphas away never to be seen again are just that: stories. They have to be, because the Fae in those stories—creatures of light and hunger that smell sweeter than sin itself—don't sound anything like Flins at all...
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05 Jan 2026
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your touch is my memory (to return to you) by fishbasketcase
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Jan 2026
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Some people can say Mydeimos, last prince of Castrum Kremnos, has a betting problem.
Mydei, however—in the most politest of terms—is in it to win it.
In not so polite terms, he calls everyone else critical of his betting skills losers. He admits that it’s a bit toxic of him, but that’s to show that he doesn’t take bets lightly at all, and more that he honors each bout with utmost dignity and sheer competitiveness.
So the moment Mydei sees the emblem stamped on the flags of the city-state, he turns to Hyacine and says, "I bet you three balance coins that that's our monster."
Hyacine sputters, even as Little Ica eyeballs the emblem and agrees with a solemn, "Doo doot."
There's a unicorn. And a fertility festival. Mydei's a virgin and that shouldn't matter until it does.
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02 Jan 2026
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The Knight of Boreas gets roped into a fae marriage.
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14 Dec 2025
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Phainon starts physical therapy for his arm. Mydei helps him get through it.
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10 Dec 2025
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It seems it cannot be avoided. Not exactly like Mydei is avoiding physicality in any sense of the word, but he had held off in order to measure Phainon's longevity. Now that he's found it to be unfortunately deficient, it seems that critical action must be taken. He owes it to him, doesn't he? It just…remains to be seen if Phainon's interest is piqued by such a notion.
It certainly does not save him from feeling like a predator circling it's prey, sizing up a meal to fill the maw in his chest. Perhaps he should bear some level of shame for actively planning something like this; a proverbial setting of the snare for the other to walk into, one last test in order to present his suggestion. But they've fought like wild dogs, and they've bathed together. This is just the next natural step.
mydeimos has noticed the deliverer's stamina lacking in their latest spars. he endeavors to assist him with this problem through unconventional means.
phainon accepts the proposal, but his endurance...isn't as poor as he made it seem.
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oneshot. completed
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23 Nov 2025
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It's Beginning to Look a Lot Like Solstice by Maleficar
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Dec 2024
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It is easy to imagine, the two of them passing out presents to the children at the fete. Wriothesley handing him a box, Neuvillette’s fingers brushing against his as he accepts the box. Their eyes meeting across the top of the present. A charged, knowing moment passing between them. And then, later, Wriothesley might pull Neuvillette aside, might confess to him that his heart is too full in the way the Neuvillette’s is, and Neuvillette might, at last, have someone to love and be loved by on the Solstice.
How wonderful that might be.
What a shame it must remain a fantasy.
Neuvillette finds himself trapped in a time loop on the eve of the midwinter solstice.
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08 Nov 2025
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Wrapped Around His Fingers by Maleficar
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Oct 2025
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“You—you grabbed my collar, and it—” Phainon breaks off.
Mydei lifts one hand from Phainon’s hip and slips two fingers beneath Phainon’s collar. “Like this?” He tugs once, twice.
The sound Phainon makes is obscene.
When Phainon won't stay focused in the agora, Mydei grabs his collar to help direct his attention, to interesting results.
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08 Nov 2025
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lesson one: always bite the hand that feeds you by dirtmemer for Ha_Xici
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 Oct 2025
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At some point all Phainon was able to think about was Mydei's mouth, wet with blood, imagining the drag of it down Phainon's jugular, the heat of it against Phainon's lips—a sure sign of abundant blunt force trauma to the brain. Mydei spat in his eye, Phainon elbowed Mydei's windpipe, and so on and so forth. Then Phainon opened his mouth and said: "I bet you won't win against me this round," which Mydei replied: "With what?" and Phainon joked: "My dignity." Mydei's laugh was rough, feral. He said: "Deal."
In which Phainon learns how to bite.
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01 Nov 2025
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“What conclusion have you come up with?”
“Human custom would point to love,” Flins notes. Varka will laugh it off easily enough. Flins will suffer a moment of embarrassment, and it won’t matter at the end of the night. But his teeth ache and something stirs in his stomach, pulling at him, whispering something that sounds unfairly like mine.
A low, soft hum. “And what of the fae?” Varka asks.
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Flins doesn't want to love like a monster. Varka just wants him, however he is.Series
- Part 1 of to love or to consume
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06 Oct 2025
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30 Aug 2025
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to the me in your memory by Intensely_Reading
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Jun 2025
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“I didn’t do anything wrong, did I?”
“You didn’t,” Mydei says, his gaze averting from Phainon. He takes a deep breath, steeling himself. “You did nothing wrong, Phainon.”
“Then… what do we need to talk about?” He watches Phainon take a hesitant step forward. Mydei curses, frustrated, and jerks his head up.
“I think we should take a break.”
(These days, Mydei wonders if he's been living under the shadow of his past self all this time.)
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21 Aug 2025
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If we have no shippers, that means I'm dead by Intensely_Reading
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
21 Aug 2025
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Phainon wakes to his Phaidei account exploding with notifications, a small war in his comments section, and half the people convinced he’s running the Phaidei account, with the top reply being:
Deliberber @phaifan33550336
replying to @phaidei
Dawg look at my deliverer shipping himself with Mydeimos we’re cookedIt’s enough for him to click on his Weaver account in a frenzied panic, scroll to the settings, and click “delete”—mashing all the buttons, captchas, and “deletes” until he finally sees the “This account no longer exists” on his page.
“Oh my god,” he mutters, heart racing. He chucks his teleslate on his bed and flops back down.
(In which Phainon, an idol, attempts to run a fan account shipping himself with his childhood best friend, Mydeimos—another idol.)
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21 Aug 2025
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don't do the cooking by the book! by evenzz
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Aug 2025
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“And this, little ladies, is how you crack an egg,” Phainon declared, smashing the shell against the corner of the earthenware.
The break was uneven and far too messy, and the three girls watched in slight horror as half of the egg shell fell into the cake batter.
“Deliverer, you embarrass me everyday.”
Phainon and Mydei bake a beautiful pistachio cake with Tribbie, Trinnon and Trianne.
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18 Aug 2025