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The Boston Year by Argabarg
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“Shhh, shhh, moya lyubov. I know, I know. I think is maybe the same for me too. I understand why you did not want me to marry Sveta, because I would have. If I could have loved her the same as I love you, I would have married her. It would be easier, this is true. But we are not built for easy, I think. We are built for hard work and each other.”
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A look at the year that Ilya still played for Boston, except they explicitly state their dom/sub relationship.
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- Part 2 of Bellboy
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19 Feb 2026
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but they bring their boys up different by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Ilya knows what he is. He has always known what he is. The word for it in Russian tastes like something you'd scrape off a boot.
The word in English is bisexual, which is a nicer word, which he has heard, which he does not use. He uses other words. He uses the word his brother taught him. He uses it on himself before anyone else can.
He grows up. He gets good at hockey. He moves to America. He... falls in love.
(Or, five times people fail to notice Ilya being queer, and one time they have no choice.)
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19 Feb 2026
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"“Dennis! Dennis, baby, it's okay, stay with me. Stay with me, baby!” Robby pleaded, his body moving automatically to pull Dennis into his lap, Dennis whimpering all the while.
The door burst open and a familiar voice was heard, “Robby?! What the fuck is going on—” Jack shouted, having heard Robby scream for help, before coming to an abrupt stop, the sight before him resembling a nightmare, “—Jesus Christ.” He choked."
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Gloria finds out that Dennis & Robby & Jack are together a few months before Dennis becomes an intern rather that med student, she says that she won't tell anyone but that if the higher-ups ever found out that Dennis would be fired immediately. So she suggests to be extra careful until Dennis is no longer a med student. Robby starts panicking that they will accidentally ruin Dennis's career, so he tells Jack they need to break up with him. Jack disagrees but Robby gives him an ultimatum--me or him. They break up with Dennis. A month goes by and Dennis isn't doing good, but it all comes to a head when a patient gets violent.
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14 Feb 2026
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Surface Pressure by colorfulwayfarer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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"Shane can feel his coach’s gaze on him as he finishes removing his gear, can feel the anger radiating off him and everyone else in the room so strongly it makes tears prick at the corners of his eyes, and he knows he’s not strong enough to stop what’s about to happen.
He’s usually better at hiding this side of him, at gritting his teeth and pretending he’s not actually a real submissive like this club expects of him. But Shane is so tired of pretending, so tired of being forced to hide the aspects of himself these people don’t want to see, and he can’t muster up the strength to mask like he usually does.
He’s not the robot that people think he is. He’s someone who loves hockey more than almost anything and this is the only way he’s ever been allowed to have it. He’s someone who, even after everything, still is desperate to prove his worth to the only MHL team he has ever known.
He’s also a sub surrounded by people who hate him and whose thoughts are becoming more fractured by the second. There is no scenario where he comes out of this unscathed."
Or, Shane does the only thing he can do in the aftermath of tripping during the Voyageurs and Centaurs playoff series. He breaks.
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07 Feb 2026
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Unravel me and you by rubygoby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.
So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?
Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.
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Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.
And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.
Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.
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- Part 1 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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06 Feb 2026