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  1. Rec 1

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    Barok struggles to stay awake during the day because of the terrible nightmares he experiences...

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Rec 4

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    When someone attempts to kill van Zieks in his sleep, Kazuma is arrested as the obvious suspect. It feels as though all his past mistakes have caught up to him at last... and then van Zieks himself comes to visit him.

    BvZ Monthly February Prompt - Trust

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya was quiet for a long moment. "I'm scared I'm going to end up like my mother."

    Ilya is struggling while Shane is on the road with the Metros, and the distance, combined with a brutal depressive episode, leaves Ilya spiralling. When everything becomes too much and the intrusive thoughts won't stop, Ilya takes Anya for a walk - and somehow ends up at Shane's parents' house.

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    23 Feb 2026

  4. Rec 77

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    “Was a bad game,” Ilya admitted. “When phone rang, wasn't thinking. Only memory.”

    “Your father,” Shane guessed.

    “Da.”

    “He would lecture? Yell?”

     

    After a rough loss, Yuna and David call Ilya. The conversation doesn't go the way he was expecting, and it throws him off. Afterwards, he talks to Shane about it.

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    23 Feb 2026

  5. Rec 3

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    Barok notices a change in his apprentice's mood, and worries he may be the problem.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    "If things only stay exactly like this, nothing will go wrong.

    Nobody will get hurt."

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has already lost a loved one to suicide. He can’t let it happen again.

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    21 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 2

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    Other Sissel has moved into her new house, and Sissel is going with her. It's strange to go somewhere new and stay there, but Other Sissel needs him more than anyone else does right now. Even if Other Sissel's family is coming to stay with her for a vacation, Sissel isn't sure he dares to leave...or when he'll see Jowd and Lynne and the others again.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    finished chapter 1

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Yuna Hollander… got his number from Hayden Pike? Two people he has rarely if ever spoken to, yet who are undeniably important to Shane. Two people who have absolutely no reason to have his phone number.

    His eyes scan back up and snag on that name. Lily.

    She thinks she’s talking to Lily.

    Ilya’s hands move before his brain. He doesn’t bother to worry about where she could’ve heard the name from, not when he knows Shane never talks to anyone about what they do. No one should know about Lily, but Mrs. Hollander somehow does. She is offering him some kind of information, and he doesn’t care what he has to do to get it—pretending to be Shane’s Boston hookup is nothing.

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    Ilya's POV of where nobody knows you

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    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    finished chapter 1

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    After a moment, Hayden pulls back. Then he hands her the phone—Shane’s phone.

    “I grabbed this when I was getting his stuff and I saw, well.”

    He looks away from Yuna, briefly glances at David, then looks away from him too. There’s an oddly guilty look on his face that has Yuna suspicious at once.

    “Um, has Shane told you guys about Lily?”

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    AKA, Yuna and David find out about Lily, Shane’s... girlfriend?, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.

    Featuring:
    - high Shane
    - Ilya angst
    - theories about who Lily could be
    - Yuna & "Lily" texting
    - identity shenanigans

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    14 Feb 2026

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    "Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."

    "You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"

    "I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."

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    Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.

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    13 Feb 2026

  11. Rec 8

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    “What are you talking about? Of course I like men. Men are great,” she retorts. “They comfort me when I cry over a dumb movie. They’ll go out with me to a bar and have a good time. They can be kind and caring and gentle. What in the world makes you think I don’t like men?”

    Svetlana shakes her head. “I am not asking that. I am not asking if you think men are nice and fun. I am asking if you like men the way you like me.”

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    Rose knows something about Shane. Svetlana thinks she knows something about Ilya, namely that he’s dating one of the players at tonight’s game and she’s going to find out exactly who it is.

    What they don’t know about is each other. Until they do.

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    13 Feb 2026

  12. Rec 48

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    Shane rests his head on Ilya’s shoulder. “Is it the medication, you think?”

    Ilya hates the question, but he nods anyway. “Probably, yes. I was not like this before.”

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    Or: Ilya Rozanov used to know exactly what he wanted and how to get it. Now, after months of being on antidepressants, desire feels like a stranger to him, and not even Shane Hollander is able to bring it back.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “I don’t skip meals just because I feel like it.”

    “Dah, yes,” Ilya rolls his eyes, throwing his hands up in the air. He feels insane. Shane not understanding his worth makes him insane. “Obviously. You skip meals because you don’t believe you deserve it. So much better, Hollander.”

    He knows it's the wrong thing to say the second the words leave his mouth. Shane, stunned in silence as all the air leaves his lungs.

    or, Ilya knows Shane's habits, and Shane is having a bad eating day

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    12 Feb 2026

  14. Rec 3

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    Barok can’t help but notice all the ways in which Kazuma is adorable, unaware that his apprentice has similar thoughts about him.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Ilya wants, immediately, to silence the call, fling his phone onto the floor, and go to bed. But he doesn’t. Can’t. It is three in-the-morning. Shane is calling him. He doesn’t like that combination. Dislikes it more than the idea of talking to Shane right now.

    Answering and bringing the phone to his ear, Ilya tries to decide what he’s expecting to hear.

    “Uhm, hello?” Feminine, soft-sounding, and concerned was not in any of the realms of possibilities he could’ve ever imagined.

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    An alternative ending to episode 4 featuring Rose being an amazing token hetero.

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    11 Feb 2026

  16. Rec 7

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    When Ryunosuke chooses to stay with Barok during his next visit to London, Barok can't help but worry the gloomy manor isn't a suitable place for him. After all, it's been more tomb than home for the past ten years.

    BaroRyuu Twelve Moons February Prompt - Home

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    10 Feb 2026

  17. Rec 35

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    It happened in slow motion. As soon as Ilya bumped into the table, he froze, watching the vase fall to the floor. The shatter was deafening to his ears.

    He scrambled to his knees, not paying attention to the way the glass cut his shaking hands as he desperately tried to pick up the pieces. Fuck.

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    05 Feb 2026

  18. Rec 2

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    He said there was a demon living inside him, and Barok feared it.

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    03 Feb 2026

  19. Rec 88

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    “You are very particular with when you eat,” Ilya says, finally.

    Shane tilts his head, moderately offended as he scrambles to say, “No, I’m not.”

    “You are.”

    “I’m not–”

    “It is not question, Hollander,” Ilya says, and there’s no room for discussion. He’s moving on, popping another chip into his mouth. “It is fact.”

     

    or, Ilya making observations about Shane's eating habits.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Bile coated his tongue.

    For some reason—a reason very well known to him, though he pretended otherwise—it reminded Ilya of home. It was never a good thing to be reminded of that.

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    Ilya is sick. He learns what it's like to have a family that takes care of him.

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    01 Feb 2026

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