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Grant Me Peace by Dionysus2xBorn, TheProjector
Fandoms: Narziß und Goldmund | Narcissus and Goldmund - Hermann Hesse
16 Jan 2026
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The monastery walls are closing in, and on the eve of his escape, Goldmund makes one last, desperate pilgrimage to the one man he cannot leave behind. The air between them crackles, charged with the years set ablaze in the wake of his departure—a history of unspoken words and desires buried beneath layers of stoic discipline. Goldmund shatters the fragile silence, laying his soul bare in a raw plea for Narcissus to finally abandon the cage of his own making and surrender to the one truth he has never dared to fully speak aloud.
What begins as a desperate confession ignites into a forbidden awakening, a moment so raw and consuming it forces the unbreakable monk to face the truth his heart has always known. But in the ashes of their surrender, there is little peace, rather, a devastating new torment where bliss and shame become one for Narcissus. In a final, heartbreaking pact that will bind them forever in blood, Goldmund offers to become the instrument of Narcissus’s penance, a last attempt to grant him absolution from a love that has always been, for him, both his salvation and his damnation.
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Who am I, if not “the boy” who saved the world? by TheProjector
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
11 Jan 2026
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Five never was able to really relax into his life, “just being,” never had those blanketed, long stretches of complex wondering a normal preteen and teen go through to find themselves. Maybe that was more or less the reasoning behind his snarky nature to, well, everyone. He was jealous of the lives they all got to lead. He envied being able to find himself and actually be whoever that was.
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You Kissed Me Just to Kiss Me by Dionysus2xBorn, TheProjector
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
09 Jan 2026
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During a brief moment of safety at Surfer Boy Pizza, Will slips away from his friends, overwhelmed by a growing sense of suffocation and the need to confess his love for Mike before they all very possibly could die. What he doesn’t expect is for the silence to answer back. In the lonely space behind the laughter and warmth, something cruelly his own is waiting—wearing the face of the boy he loves, turning years of loving devotion into a weapon. As fear blurs the boundaries of his mind, logic, and hope, Will is forced to confront the truth he’s buried for years: love can save him, or it can be the very thing that breaks him.
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My White Sheet and Porcelain Clawfoot Tub, Baptized in the Blood of the Innocent. by Dionysus2xBorn, TheProjector
Fandoms: The Secret History - Donna Tartt
30 Oct 2025
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I've always seen too much, since childhood—plagued by visions, dreams drenched in beautiful decay that refuse not to haunt me well into the light of day, staining everything with their strange insistence. For what? I do not know. But they ask for meaning, which, try my utmost, I cannot seem to give. In their incessant asking, they have come to strip what color any of the rest of life held for me. I tried to quiet them, built my life from order—books and ritual. I thought if I could master discipline of the mind, the world would follow. But every act of control has only sharpened the dissonance. So, I am taking a page from Kafka: I will solve this problem by letting it devour me. The thing living beneath the surface of me—ancient and restless, hungry to dissolve the boundaries—waits for exactly this, for the seams to split. Only, unlike him, I do not fear it; rather, I welcome it. He endured the absurd. I dance with it. And if it succeeds in devouring me—better to be consumed by the teeth of truth than to spend a lifetime running. I want it to smile at me, to know it sees me smiling back. Whether they be revelation or ruin, I do not know—much less care. What I do know is that they lead me somewhere... I cannot refuse to go.
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Strange Sanctuary by Dionysus2xBorn, TheProjector
Fandoms: Like Minds | Murderous Intent (2006)
27 Aug 2025
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While trapped in a cycle of abuse, Nigel finds solace and self-expression through crossdressing, a secret he shares with his supportive yet troubled mother. Set in the dim lights of the basement they’re often locked in, which becomes their safe haven, the story unfolds as Nigel, unable to articulate his feelings, turns to an old ritual of comfort with her time and time again, until he’s gotten older and older and finds something has changed.
So, as Nigel asks to wear his mother's old wedding dress, a symbol of a happier time now, for her as much as him, the scene delves into the transformative power of a safe space, for self-expression, and for the importance of support in healing. The scene is a raw and honest portrayal of a mother's love and a child's struggle to find their place in a world that often seeks to silence them. The dress, once a source of joy, escape, and hope has evolved into a silent language between them, a way for Nigel to express himself when words fail. His mother, though burdened by her own past and the present abuse, tries to provide a safe space for Nigel, encouraging him to embrace his true self and foster a sense of whimsy that sees him through many terribly scary events.
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After reliving Apocalypse!Klaus' memories in the Void of Harlan and Abigail, Klaus has a pretty good idea of how to get their powers back and deal with Reggie for good, if only he could stop getting himself killed in the process. And a lot of Five's hesitance around their relationship makes more sense, but that doesn't necessarily make it any better. Klaus still isn't the same person Five spent an entire lifetime with, even if he has that Klaus' memories now, and he can't help but question the fact that it's only once he's back, with those memories intact, that Five wants to be with him.
Featuring BAMF Klaus with All the Powers, Five barely maintaining grasp of his sanity, and their seriously confused siblings wondering how they missed all this relationship development...
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- Part 4 of Find Your Way Home
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01 Feb 2026
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Five has been seeing a Dominatrix instead of going to therapy like a normal person.
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01 Feb 2026
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Five finds himself waiting in line to his filthiest daydream.
Staying in Room 444, Five learns how joyful the 'in-between' can be.
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- Part 1 of Second Chance
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01 Feb 2026
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(k)live love laugh by gaishnik for Tardis_jpg, crankytrashpanda
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
25 Oct 2025
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nsfw art stuff with klaus and five from 2022 to recent days
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01 Feb 2026
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Five is driving the two of them home when he really needs to pee.
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01 Feb 2026