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  1. Summary

    I guess this is about an OT3.

    But it's not Cyn and the Boys.

    Gemma's messed up. So is Danse. Arthur's no better.

    Heed the warnings and stay away, this is a rotten mess.

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  2. Summary

    Fics based on fics by mslilylashes. Go read those first!

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  4. Summary

    The ongoing smutty and not so smutty adventures of Cynthia, better known as Cyn, and her two handsome men, Arthur Maxson and Paladin Danse.

    OK, they're all smutty.

    They are mostly chronological, but not entirely. If you want to read them in chronological order it goes:

    1. Impartial Mediation
    2. Compensation Order
    3. Third Party Liability
    4. Shelter Me From the Cold
    5. Study Time
    6. Long Time Coming
    7. Morning
    8. Exposure
    9. Workaholic
    10. Guilty Verdict
    11. Tart
    12. Moonlight
    13. Below Deck
    14. Sapphire
    15. Equilibrium
    16. Impatience
    17. Impulsive
    18. Impass
    19. Mine (not yet published)
    Required reading before "Mine" is 15 (Equilibrium) forward, especially "Impass" otherwise it won't make a lick of sense. I also reference "Exposure" and "Below Deck"

    "Catch of the Day" is a modern AU and not connected with the other stories.

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  5. Summary

    Arthur Maxson and Paladin Danse.

    Elder Arthur Maxson outranks Paladin Danse, and Danse knows that as long as the Elder is commanding him, they will never be equals. Only when Arthur cedes control to Danse can they be together.

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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Cas presses his body closer to Dean’s, and this, and its intensity, steals Dean’s breath. “What about this?” he asks. “Am I close enough to you, now?” Dean blinks, lips parted. He swallows.

    “I’d have you closer, still,” he answers, and Castiel’s eyes are warmer and softer than the flames of the forge. He cups Dean’s jaw, runs his thumb across Dean’s cheek. Dean’s hands are behind him, he curls them round the edge of the worktable in terrified anticipation. The room is amber as flame and flames of want lick along Dean’s insides.

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    Some of the missing moments between Cas and Dean - uncensored - from Restless Wanderer. Or, scenes of the two foolish farmers in love, making love.

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    06 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    To read when complete mixed with RW because it was 99% perfect and 1% frustrating and i want to experience it fully and also ugly cry again

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    “Shut up and listen,” Bobby says. “I ain’t calling about some monster, I’m calling about Castiel.”

    Dean freezes in place. “He’s alive?”

    “More’n that, Dean. He’s human.”

    On instinct, every atom in Dean’s body is on high alert. He starts moving, fingers already reaching for the keys he hangs up on a loose nail next to the door. “Where is he?”

     

    or, in which after lucifer hitches a ride to hell on sam's back, dean makes good on his promise to settle down. so what if it's with cas instead of lisa?

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    14 Nov 2024

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    A study in learned helplessness, set in the Men of Letters Bunker.

    Cas clings hard to what he has, and doesn't think about what he doesn't.

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    17 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fucked up in the best way

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Deliberately terrible Spirk smut. You’re welcome.

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    21 Aug 2024

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    Crack

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    “As for your current predicament… there may be something I can do to help.” Cas looks hesitant even as he says it, casting his eyes sidelong at Dean.

    Dean turns to him. “What d’you mean?”

    Castiel’s lips press into a thin line, all of the jovial glint gone from his eyes. “PTSD and trauma can alter pathways and connections in your brain, in a very physical way. Because these changes are physical… it may be possible to… heal them, in a sense.”

    “Heal my brain?” Dean shoots back incredulously.

    or the one where they finally talk about what cas said before the empty took him

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    19 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Reread soon

    Great love confession