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    Ilya suggests Shane can sleep with other people because he’s trying to be selfless. Shane storms out because he thinks Ilya is trying to get rid of him. They both spend the next several hours spiraling in different cities: Shane in a Montreal bar, Ilya in his own head.

    Shane tries to prove a point and almost throws up instead.
    Ilya drives to Montreal like he’s about to commit a felony.
    And Hayden Pike has to witness all of it.

    Or, two idiots in love speedrun an almost breakup and accidentally end up engaged.

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    16 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Yup. Yup Yup Yup. This is it.

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    “You can’t possibly think I’m in the mood to play right now.”

    Buck swallowed, hard, fighting down the rising tide of panic. What was going wrong? Eddie didn’t want him? Eddie was mad at him, sure, but this is what Buck was good at. This is what Buck was for, when it came down to it. Nothing but bones and marrow and the muscles that encased them. His body was why he’d been made, and his body was what he had to offer, and if Eddie didn’t want that, then what would be left?

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    During a fight about Buck once again risking his life, Buck thinks it would help if Eddie played rough with him. Eddie doesn’t agree.

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    29 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Yup. Yup yup yup. THIS is angst. And good communication.

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    Buck and Eddie have been together for a while now—settled, stable, and quietly happy in a way Buck never thought he’d get to be. They share a home, they share Christopher, they share everything.

    Until Eddie sleeps with someone else.

    It’s one night. One terrible, meaningless night. But it’s enough to shatter the fragile peace they built together, to gut Buck so completely he forgets how to breathe.

    But maybe, if they’re both brave enough, they can still find a way through the wreckage.
    Because love doesn’t just disappear—and neither does the ache of wanting to be forgiven.

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    29 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hm. I dont do cheating fics but this was interesting.

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    “I never asked for that,” he said suddenly, making Eddie move and turn his face toward him.
    Buck gathered the courage to turn too. Eddie’s eyes were even darker in the dim light of the room. An invisible question in his expression.
    “I didn’t ask you to choose between me and Chris,” Buck explained.

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    28 Jul 2025

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    The writing style is absolutely amazing

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    He thought about Maddie, but she was most likely with Chimney, Bobby hadn’t reached out since the dinner when things went awry, and Eddie yelled at him the last time they spoke.

    ‘Exhausting.’

    That’s what Eddie had called him that shook his very existence.

    ~~~
    title is from 'Happiness' by Rex Orange County

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    20 Jul 2025

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    YEOWCH! right in the aorta. Back at it. Summertime sadness.