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Three years is a long time to be alone. Diluc was always around people when he was younger. If he were with people, he would be distracted. Otherwise, he would be alone with his thoughts.
Now, all he had were his thoughts. He couldn't trust anyone. Couldn't find comfort in anyone.
But sometimes, he pretended he could.
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19 Feb 2026
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"Xiao!"
"Adeptus Xiao!"
"Xiao..."
Or Aether enjoys calling Xiao's name simply to spend time with him, and yet when Aether ends up needing him the most, he doesn't show up.
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18 Feb 2026
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“The Grandmaster had been notably seen keeping a peculiar coin in his pocket while the fae had been caught with a bright, teal colored gem on his muted clothes.”
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18 Feb 2026
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Illuga meets and greets the same people almost every day. Even though he had just finished a dangerous patrolling mission, he is more energetic and ever-so kind. Even as he is on the battlefield, his determination never wavers. His father, Nikita even remarks that he is more determined than ever.
He had forgotten to visit Flins at the Final Night Cemetery for a week, so he figured he could take the time to visit late. As always, the night darkens his surroundings. Since Aedon is not here to accompany him as his light, he brings a normal lamp with a simple candle flame inside. Flins greets him and gives him the usual two glasses of water. A simple chat is initiated and without skipping a beat, Flins tells the young Ratnik something.
“You’re not Illuga, are you?”
TLDR; Illuga goes on patrolling, but what comes back… isn’t him. And Flins knows it.
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- Part 1 of faelight drooling emoji
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18 Feb 2026
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whomsoever cradles the flame by shatteredstars
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
05 Feb 2026
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A silver spear with a lantern hanging from the blade. A second lantern, ornate and time-worn, divorced from its usual place at its owner’s hip. Neither of the lanterns are lit with their familiar blue flame.
Illuga is a Lightkeeper. He knows better than anyone in the room what it means when a Lightkeeper’s Oath Lantern has been separated from its bearer.
Flins doesn’t return from the battle against Dottore. Illuga becomes his lantern's keeper.
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18 Feb 2026
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Written for the Stardew Valley Writers Guild Mermay event for the prompt Secret
Sebastian has always wondered why he's the only one who can see the pretty lady in the water. One day, he decides to join her.
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14 Feb 2026
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Alex has always made it a point to mind his own business. He wakes up, works out, heads to the beach, or helps out around the house, then goes to bed. Rinse and repeat, adding the occasional two-hour phone call from Haley updating him on her summer in Zuzu City. If anyone asks, he won’t be here for much longer, onto bigger and better things, like earning a spot on a professional gridball team.
Sebastian isn’t one to open up to people. He has Sam and Abigail, and that’s more than enough for him, seeing as he won’t be in Pelican Town by this time next year. Or, that’s what he tells himself each time someone interrupts his work or makes band practice run later than it needs to. He’s alone, happy, and has no plans to change that.
Until the night Alex catches sight of a light coming from inside the abandoned Community Center, and Sebastian is just crossed enough to let his mind run away with itself.
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14 Feb 2026
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Elliott knew you were a catch, but he didn’t realize how much until he gazed upon your prone form on your beach towel beside him.
Perhaps he didn’t tell you that he loved you often enough.
Perhaps you needed to hear it more often.
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14 Feb 2026
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“I love you so much, you know that?”
“I do. You wrote it.”
Varka huffed, smiling against Capitano’s lips.
“Kiss me fully, you glorious bastard.” He whispered, thumbs running across Capitano’s scarred cheeks. “Kiss me like you mean it.”
“Challenge accepted.”
Colors exploded behind Capitano’s eyes as he finally kissed his soulmate- no, Varka. His love. It was warm, Varka’s beard scratching against his skin, calluses stroking over darkened skin as he drew Capitano in so close that their chests touched.
How had he ever doubted this man before?
TL;DR: Varka and Capitano are soulmates. This goes about as well as one would expect.
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13 Feb 2026
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Surrounding Childe were not ruins and dust, but the indoors of a lavish and colorful palace, a wing of which Childe had just destroyed by jumping through many floors.
He couldn’t help but stare in astonishment. Where was he?
He'd just taken a step towards one of the imposing doors at the end of the corridor he’d found himself in, when a blinding light enveloped him. Instincts kicking over, Childe tapped into his Delusion again, jumping back towards the hole he’d made in the floor.
“I would advise against standing there, the ground is crumbling under your feet.” Childe couldn’t believe his eyes, why was Zhongli here?
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or, time is fickle and likes to mess with Childe's relationship.- Language:
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13 Feb 2026
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Childe wishes for more time, his last thought before death. His wishes fall upon his God's deaf ears.
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13 Feb 2026
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Just two men, facing the same storm
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07 Feb 2026
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Night and Day are Fading by mixy
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Jan 2021
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At Gojo’s extended silence, Nanami adds, “I know you have no concept of personal boundaries, but this is a lot, even for you.”
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03 Feb 2026
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hold me tight by buddhaghost
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
05 Mar 2022
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From what Nanami’s parsed together in the time since Gojo showed up at his door, unannounced and uninvited and undeniably in need of assistance, is this; Gojo’s been running on fumes for as long as Nanami’s known him, and then some. Sent from mission to mission with barely a chance to even debrief with the higher-ups before being assigned out again. Somehow between it all, he’s managed to fall ill. And the exhaustion, coupled with the fever, made space for careless mistakes.
Like getting hit by a curse that apparently leaves one in dire need of human contact.
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or; Gojo gets hit with a curse that causes excruciating pain, with the only solution being human contact. Nanami is, unfortunately, on the receiving end of this- Language:
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03 Feb 2026
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when the fog breaks, so breathes the dawn by soaperdoodle
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
10 Dec 2025
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When Furina leaves Fontaine to live her life as a human, Neuvillette all but drowns in the workload she left behind.
Exhaustion is inevitable, and it pushes him towards less-than-healthy coping mechanisms, until one day, while meeting with Duke Wriothesley over tea, his facade shatters.
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31 Jan 2026
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Formerly titled: The D in Diluc stands for Depressive Episode
...💀Dilus x Sudden Onset of Depression & Suicidal Ideation. That's it. That's the fic.
Fair warning tho, this fic is heavy on the angst near the end. It explores not only suicidal ideation, but also the act... of it. There are sharp items used in this fic. I'm not sure how much more explicit I'm allowed to get, but just watch out before reading this. If you're not in a good headspace, please don't read the fic or follow anything described in it.Diluc really isn't doing so hot guys.
Also first fic. Might get a part two!
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28 Jan 2026
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Crepus always wanted a Vision and he finally got one, but at what cost?
Part of Crepus Week 2024 Day 1 Vision/Delusion.
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28 Jan 2026
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Kunikida was able to force Dazai to go to the hospital when his mysterious illness kept getting worse.
Kunikida was able to force Dazai to get medical tests done.
But he wasn't able to force Dazai to get treatment after his illness was found to be cancer, and the guilt eats him alive.
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28 Jan 2026
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I fell (you pushed me) by ASillyEdgyTeen (Conniesno1fangirl)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Aug 2023
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This time was bad.
Worse than anything he’d had before.
Episodes like this were nothing new to Dazai; in fact, they were one of the most constant, familiar things he had in his life. Like an irritating older sibling, it felt as if their existence predated even himself.
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Dazai goes to Chuuya for help when he’s on the brink of collapse and it doesn’t quite pan out how he expected it to.
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28 Jan 2026
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When he thinks back on it now, what Dazai remembers the most is how listless he was. He hadn’t cried. He hadn’t felt anything. It had felt more like following a line of thought to its natural conclusion—what happens if I do this?
He remembers the sensation registering dimly, more pressure than pain at first, and the strange disappointment when it didn’t immediately turn into something bigger, something clarifying. He remembers the blood, too, sticky and warm and everywhere.
The adults around him had panicked in a way that made no sense to him, voices rising, hands shaking, someone yelling his name like it mattered. Dazai had watched it all from a careful distance, mildly confused by the urgency, wondering why this was what finally made them react.
or: Rain makes it worse. The migraines leave Dazai half-blind, nauseous, and barely verbal. Chuuya comes to yell at him and instead finds something he wasn’t supposed to see.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day nine - Old injuries (Alt)
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28 Jan 2026