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There’s nothing here worth saving by Specifixe
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
22 May 2025
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It wasn’t that Freminet hated pain, it just wasn’t the main motivator for his actions. He deserved to be punished, to be beaten down and feel shame. And what better way to experience that than by his own doing?
A great, big, giant weight had presided in his mind—weighing his head down. He had to cut it out.
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- Part 4 of Ventfics
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Freminet's been struggling lately. Struggling with his emotions, his memories. He thinks, somehow, that maybe he deserves all this.
The parasite in his brain is laughing at him.
(Guess I'm a coward, I just want to feel alright.)
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- Part 3 of Ventfics
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I am not allowed to have feelings, feelings would complicate this by Specifixe
Fandoms: OMORI (Video Game)
05 Nov 2023
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Sunny just can’t help himself.
“Worthless. Useless. You don't deserve to live.”
He's just really tired of everything, like existing.
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- Part 2 of Ventfics
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And an island never cries
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- Part 1 of Ventfics
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Three years is a long time to be alone. Diluc was always around people when he was younger. If he were with people, he would be distracted. Otherwise, he would be alone with his thoughts.
Now, all he had were his thoughts. He couldn't trust anyone. Couldn't find comfort in anyone.
But sometimes, he pretended he could.
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19 Feb 2026
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"Xiao!"
"Adeptus Xiao!"
"Xiao..."
Or Aether enjoys calling Xiao's name simply to spend time with him, and yet when Aether ends up needing him the most, he doesn't show up.
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18 Feb 2026
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“The Grandmaster had been notably seen keeping a peculiar coin in his pocket while the fae had been caught with a bright, teal colored gem on his muted clothes.”
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18 Feb 2026
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Illuga meets and greets the same people almost every day. Even though he had just finished a dangerous patrolling mission, he is more energetic and ever-so kind. Even as he is on the battlefield, his determination never wavers. His father, Nikita even remarks that he is more determined than ever.
He had forgotten to visit Flins at the Final Night Cemetery for a week, so he figured he could take the time to visit late. As always, the night darkens his surroundings. Since Aedon is not here to accompany him as his light, he brings a normal lamp with a simple candle flame inside. Flins greets him and gives him the usual two glasses of water. A simple chat is initiated and without skipping a beat, Flins tells the young Ratnik something.
“You’re not Illuga, are you?”
TLDR; Illuga goes on patrolling, but what comes back… isn’t him. And Flins knows it.
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- Part 1 of faelight drooling emoji
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18 Feb 2026
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whomsoever cradles the flame by shatteredstars
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
05 Feb 2026
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A silver spear with a lantern hanging from the blade. A second lantern, ornate and time-worn, divorced from its usual place at its owner’s hip. Neither of the lanterns are lit with their familiar blue flame.
Illuga is a Lightkeeper. He knows better than anyone in the room what it means when a Lightkeeper’s Oath Lantern has been separated from its bearer.
Flins doesn’t return from the battle against Dottore. Illuga becomes his lantern's keeper.
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18 Feb 2026