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    “Okay,” Shane said. “Let’s just keep it friendly, yeah?”

    Ilya gifted him a smile. “For you, always fun.” Then he added, “Also, Pike, you play this very badly. Like hockey.”

    Hayden launched himself to his feet. “Oh, I’m sorry, is this coming from the guy who flops like a dying fish every time someone skates near him?”

    Ilya laughed. “Is okay, Pike. Some people are sheep. They follow road. They think they are winning.”

    Hayden whipped around to face him. “Shane, why is your boyfriend like this?!”

    Shane has a problem: his boyfriend and his best friend hate each other. His solution is forced bonding through board games, charity work, cooking classes, movie nights, and a double date.

    Or: Five times Shane tried to make Ilya and Hayden bond, and one time they accidentally did.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Leaning over Shane was a man. He had dark hair and was annoyingly handsome, the sort who looked like he’d never struggled with a grammatical case in his life.

    Shane laughed. Ilya turned his head.

    That was his husband. His Shane. His beautifully focused Shane, with the scattered freckles and the adorable way he leaned into a problem. And he was gifting that hard-won laugh to a stranger.

    “I can supervise,” Ilya said suddenly. “Just to ensure everything is… correct.”

    Ilya is happy Shane is learning Russian. He just wasn’t prepared for how it would feel to watch someone else teach him, correct him, and make him laugh.

    Ilya reacts normally. Which is to say: not at all.

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    08 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    “Seven interlocking links,” Shane said.

    “And where?” Ilya spun his stool closer.

    Shane hesitated. “Ribcage. On the side. Left.”

    Ilya reached for a clipboard, scribbling something quick. “You know that means you’ll need to take your shirt off.”

    Shane gets his first tattoo for meticulously thought-out reasons and leaves the shop with what is almost certainly a date with the dangerously attractive Russian tattoo artist.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s dad dies right before the 2017 All-Star Game, so he never learns that Shane and Rose broke up. While he’s in Russia, a threat from his brother makes him ask Svetlana for help and marry her so he can get a US green card—it’s meant to be a discreet, simple thing, but the Boston tabloids get a hold of it and then it’s all over social media. Three months later, Shane Hollander holds a press conference to share two things: he's leaving Montreal to play for the Ottawa Centaurs, and he's gay.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander takes control of the narrative in his first ever podcast interview.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    It was all Harris' idea, and he'd expected to be fully shut down, given how private Shane and Ilya had been about their wedding and relationship. But they finally had the chance to be open, and set the record straight in a clear way that didn't name any names, that the Montreal Metros had never played with a Shane Hollander who hadn't been in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    (A vaguely spiritual successor to my fic 20 Questions, though this time canon compliant)

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    04 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 80

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    "Do you moisturise?" Rose asked one night, in the safety of her hotel room. Shane felt the silence in his apartment more keenly than usual that day, almost missing the presence of a tall, blond russian in his arms. He gave up on wallowing by himself when he found that he was so distraught he almost burnt his prepped food—that was meant to be microwaved—in the microwave itself.

    "Huh?" was his very elegant response from being half-buried under the sheets. Nose poked out between folds, hair mussed and free from their usual product constraint. Strands of dark hair tickled his eyes—he needed haircut soon—and Shane scrunched his nose, batting them away half-heartedly. Rose watched him with an amused twinkle in her eyes. She sat on the vanity, various products spread on the desk infront of her as she began to dab some cream onto her face. She looked radiant as ever, half-dried hair pulled back with a thick towel bandana, shoulders draped in silky pink pajamas.

    "Moisturising?" Rose repeated. She turned to Shane. "Do you atleast wear sunscreen?"

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    Shane Hollander, skincare, the art of having rituals, and learning to have small joys — an unorthodox character study

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “They want the Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs to be in the penalty box. They want Ilya Rozanov to lose his composure, so it throws him off his game. They want you to lose, us to lose.”

    “But we didn’t.”

    “You’re not listening to me, Ilya! They're using me to get at you; they’re hurting me to hurt you. Don’t you get that?”

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    Five times Ilya fights someone for Shane on and off the ice, and one time Shane fought for Ilya.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “So you’re saying Hollander would’ve beaten Haller fucking unconscious or some shit?” Bood laughs, clearly amused by Ilya’s dramatics. He looks at Chouinard like it’s the funniest joke the evening has brought them so far and then looks back at Ilya. His voice dies down when he gets a wink as an answer, making Chouinard choke on his beer. “Oh, fuck, seriously? Are we actually talking about Holly?”

    Ilya Rozanov regularly gets called out on fighting his husband’s battles. He thinks people should be glad it’s him they’re facing.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    After the heartbreak and humiliation endured at her mama's ball, Penelope Featherington plans to retreat into the safety of the countryside. But Lord Fife has other ideas, ideas that may just pull her out of hiding and into something entirely unexpected.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    After Shane and Ilya were outed through fan mail, they were still playing games on ice and fighting for a playoff spot in the regular season. They faced disappointed fans, hostile teammates, and a world that no longer felt like it belonged to them.

    Ilya was fortunate enough to be traded to Ottawa—
    a team widely regarded around the league as one of the most openly gay-friendly locker rooms in hockey.

    Shane was not.

    The Voyageurs made their position clear—not through words, but through their actions on the ice.

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    In two games, the television commentators witnessed Shane being iced out by his own team
    isolated, ignored, and left exposed shift after shift.
    This wasn’t a mistake.
    It wasn’t a coincidence.

    It was bullying

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    27 Jan 2026

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    The Voyageurs woke up on the wrong side of the bed, so Shane decides they need to wake up in a hospital bed for balance.

    (The Voyageurs chirp, Shane loses his cool.)

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have their first game against the Voyageurs as teammates, and Shane accesses and accepts his anger.

    Shane gets the crash out he deserves and *fuck* Montreal.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “Why did we let Harris rope us into this?” Shane mutters as he fidgets with the unbuttoned collar of the shirt underneath his half zipped jacket, and then fiddles with the first button for a bit. “Should I button it up?”

    “If you want to look like a boring accountant, sure,” Ilya replies, taking Shanes’s hands into his own and kissing his knuckles. He looks up at his husband through his lashes, playing coy, and is satisfied to see a dusting of pink on his cheeks as he looks down at their hands. Ilya keeps his lips pressed to Shane’s hand as he says, “We let Harris do this because he is smart and amazing at his job, and because Yuna says it is ‘good for our public image’, makes us seem ‘approachable’.”

    There’d been more than ‘seeming approachable’, of course: with the specialized media in a frenzy over Shane leaving the team that drafted him and that he’d captained to not only back-to-back Stanley Cup wins but to a third one just the season prior following his being outed as both gay and being involved in a long-term relationship with Montreal’s public enemy n°1 on top of that, they had needed to do something to control the narrative, to sway the public in their favor.

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    26 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 93

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    They were never supposed to be together. The Bratva and the Yakuza are sworn enemies. And yet, Shane and Ilya have kept returning to each other for ten years, risking everything with every stolen moment.

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    20 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 38

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    A Montreal Voyageur is named in Dallas Kent's upcoming trial. The NHL do nothing. The Centaurs do it for them.
    or: The one time they didn't choose violence.

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    20 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 97

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    After that night where they decided to be friends, Shane never stops spilling out his thoughts.

    Shane Hollander (ex #7): How do I convince this guy that I’m seeing that it’s totally super fucking okay to leave marks on me bc Rose Landry has taught me how to hide them using concealer?

    That was the first ever text message that Shane had sent her after he came out to her.

    He never mentions any names, just vague and cryptic description of what seems to be just one guy that he’s seeing. She never pushes any further, happy with the very little amount of details about this supposedly unrequited love story Shane is comfortably sharing with her. Whomever it is, Shane must have a good reason to not tell her.

    She has a few ideas. Maybe it’s another closeted teammate or a childhood friend. It could also be literally anyone Shane met in clubs or press conferences or gala dinners. It could be a big celebrity. Shane is protecting them and Rose respects that.

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    or, Rose hates Lily for treating Shane like shit, even when she doesn't actually know who Lily is.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Jackie Pike broke the quiet, declaring, “I know what we should do next. Never have I ever!”

    Ilya felt Shane sit up a little straighter. Of course Shane could never say no to a game.

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    **Post-THE LONG GAME/Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game**

    Jackie, Hayden, Troy, and Harris join Ilya and Shane at the cottage for a weekend of games, drinking and fun the summer before Shane joins the Centaurs. TMI about Shane and Ilya's sex life is the result. Obviously.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    When Robert "Bob" Floyd returns to Top Gun, his focus is on surviving grueling training and earning a spot on a "Top Secret" mission. That is, until Mickey "Fanboy" Garcia storms in with pockets full of candy and a grin that’s impossible to ignore. From early-morning pre-flights to late-night note sessions, Bob finds himself anticipating more than just the lessons—he’s looking forward to every sweet, teasing moment with Mickey. And if his heart beats a little faster along the way… well, that’s just the sugar rush.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane should probably be worried about his brain’s inability to shut up about Ilya Rozanov.

    Or: Shane tries (and fails) to hook up with another man. He texts Ilya about it.

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    13 Jan 2026

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