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and I've never been myself, I just follow orders
[A Hollanov video set to Fine Not Fine by Spector]
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[Vid/Edit] Pilot With a Fear of Heights by technicallyverycowboy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jan 2026
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I've been thinking 'bout you all night
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Taxpayer Popcorn, or How To Catch Up In One Easy Step by sheafrotherdon for thegrrrl2002
Fandoms: Hawaii Five-0 (2010)
26 Jun 2011
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Steve and Danny sharing a bed and catching a clue
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01 Sep 2025
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Eddie bats his hand away, laughing. His chest aches, and there's a pressure in his sinuses like he might cry, but the laughter keeps bubbling up anyway. "Are you twelve?"
"Come on," Buck says, and does it again, leaving a matching mark on Eddie's other shoulder, a burst of suds sinking into the fabric of his t-shirt. He's shifting closer, a cocky tilt to his chin, something sparking in his smile, and it's exhaustion, maybe, or relief, or that joy that shatters just a little too close to grief, but the air feels suddenly tense and thrumming. Not angry, not the way it was the other night. This is something else. Eddie can't help leaning into it, straightening out of his slouch, taking a half-step closer like something is tugging behind his sternum, and Buck must clock that, because he grins, sharp and challenging. "You're not even a little curious?"
Or: kitchen scene, redux.
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13 Aug 2025
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I want you so (god must be the greatest comedian I know) by paleredheadinascifi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Jan 2025
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Eddie is learning, as many do, that there are five stages of the sexuality crisis. When we find him sitting alone in his sad unfurnished house, he’s freshly greeting stage one.
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13 Aug 2025
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"I don’t like oranges.”
“Since when?” Eddie frowns. “You used to love oranges.”
Christopher shrugs. “I don’t like them anymore.”
And that’s fine, really. Tastes change. Christopher doesn’t have to like oranges.
It’s just that he does. Christopher loves oranges. Christopher has loved oranges since the first time he tasted one, Eddie watching on over a shaky video call from the desert.Or, Eddie knows his kid, and his kid loves oranges. Buck knows both of them better than Eddie realized. He shows it in various citrus-based ways.
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04 Aug 2025
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Yeah, I like you.
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- Part 1 of 2025 Murderbot Vids
- Part 1 of 2025 Kuwdora Fanvids
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Buck stares at the man in the brown jacket with a flower in his pocket for three entire minutes and, impossibly, the man is still Eddie Diaz. Eddie Diaz, his best friend, his straight best friend, is sitting at a table, at the cafe Buck is supposed to meet his blind date at, wearing the brown jacket with a flower in his pocket that his blind date is supposed to be wearing and it’s just not making a lot of sense.
Or, Buck goes on a blind date. Impossibly, so does Eddie.
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22 May 2025
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Buck has never really been a religious type, but if something was going to make him a believer, it would probably be Eddie.
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or, how 8x18 should have gone.
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18 May 2025
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Eddie feels his own eyes prickling as Buck’s cries turn into heavier sobs, his breath gasping between each as if there’s not enough oxygen in the world.
“Eddie,” his fingers are clenching at Eddie’s shirt now, holding him tighter, closer. “Eddie, why – why –”
“I don’t know,” Eddie whispers into his hair, lips grazing along Buck’s hairline with every word. “I don’t know. I’m so sorry.”
“And – and you –” Buck trails off, even though Eddie desperately wants to hear what Buck has to say. He wants Buck to yell at him and tell him off for leaving, wants him to scream at him for being a terrible friend just so Eddie can feel – something. Anything. “You came back.”
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Or, Buck breaks down.Bookmarked by Sepha
04 May 2025
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This would be easier, Eddie thinks, if he were something to Buck.
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Eddie comes to stay with Buck for the funeral.
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01 May 2025
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15 Apr 2025
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Every time Eddie steps through this front door he feels like a little kid again.
Or, not quite. Not exactly. He never had a chance to be a child in this house, after all. But he feels small again. Insignificant. Like only half of a person. It makes his shirt stick to the clammy skin of his back, and his heart beat just that little bit too fast. It makes him long for a different home - a different family - back in LA, where Eddie matters. Where people care about him, and not just the messes he creates.
But he’ll do this for Christopher. He’ll grit his teeth and he’ll grin and bear it, taking every underhanded comment and every brazen insult like a man who knows how it feels to be shot. Who knows what it takes to survive it.
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15 Apr 2025
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Buck has self-control. He hasn’t always used it, but he likes to think he’s gotten a lot better at it, throughout the years.
Evidence: He’s clenching his jaw to the point of pain and very pointedly looking at the TV, like the local weatherman spouting off about a heat wave is capable of holding this much of his attention. If this were—before, they would not be watching the news.
...or, Eddie could just use his words, but where’s the fun in that?
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This is an impulse he doesn't have to worry about, because a) it's only going to cost him two dollars, and b) it's frivolous. Eddie doesn't usually do frivolous, but Father Brian told him to allow himself joy and he desperately needs some right now.
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01 Apr 2025
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Buck’s not sure how it happens, but they find themselves falling into a rhythm. Buck goes on dates, not all of them as disastrous as the first, but none that warrant a second one, and afterwards he makes his way over to Eddie’s. They watch TV; they work on Eddie’s yard together; Buck starts teaching Eddie how to be a better cook.
And if Buck finds himself looking forward to seeing Eddie after his dates more than the dates themselves, well, that’s normal, right? It probably means nothing.
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25 Jan 2025
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when the world's not perfect, when the world's not kind. by dylaesthetics
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
13 Jan 2025
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“Your friend Diego. Were you in love with him?”
Not a muscle twitches on Dad’s face.
“Dad, it’s fine. You can tell me.”
Dad gives him a nod so small, he barely notices it.
Christopher figured. But it’s nice to have the confirmation.
Next order of business, then.
“Are you in love with Buck now?”
Dad shuts his eyes, pained.
When he reopens them, he gives him another nod.
Figures.
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OR In the smouldering heat of El Paso, Christopher Diaz learns all about his dad, one old teenage diary entry at a time.
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- Part 1 of buckley-diaz family feels <3
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On the screen, the camera pans down as they introduce the contestants. Mary, on her 3rd day winning streak, is a dowdy teacher type. Center stage is occupied by a graying man with loopy handwriting named Auggie. And all the way to the right is…
Evan.
Damn.
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One night when Eddie can't sleep, he discovers the hottest Jeopardy contestant of all time (objectively). With the "help" of his team and his fairly good working knowledge of Twitter, they devise a plan to get Evan (from Jeopardy) to slide into Eddie's DMs. It works surprisingly well.
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29 Dec 2024
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4 Minute Window by Speranza
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Jan 2015
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"Look, if they catch me," Bucky muttered, "they're either going to kill me or they're going to put me in a box with a little window and—Steve, I can't."
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- Part 1 of 4 Minute Window
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08 Dec 2024
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Eddie should tell him.
Buck’s standing in his kitchen, wearing his clothes and a smile and a pretty blush, one that’s equally as adorable as it is beguiling, and Eddie should tell him how he feels: that he’s in love with him and has been for so long he has no memory of falling—so long it feels as if they have never been apart.
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Over Christmas hot chocolate and silly banter in the kitchen, Eddie tells Buck he loves him.
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26 Nov 2024