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Me: What if I rewrite the entire series but give Justin cystic fibrosis
Season 5.
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- Part 5 of Long Live
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17 Feb 2026
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It’s been exactly seven months and nine days since Sam left for Stanford. Since he packed up his protein shakes, his meds, his inhalers and his nebulizer and walked out of the door.
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17 Feb 2026
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What We Refuse to Lose in the Fight by WatchingKnight_911
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“How long has this been here?” Shane asked.
Ilya frowned. “What?”
“This,” Shane said, pressing gently.
Ilya flinched, more surprised than hurt. He twisted awkwardly, reaching back, fingers searching. “I don’t feel anything.”
“You don’t feel that?” Shane asked. His voice sounded wrong to his own ears.
Ilya sighed, irritation creeping in. “You’re poking me. Of course I feel that.”
“Ilya.”
“It’s probably nothing,” Ilya said, already pulling away, sitting up. “Muscle knot. I don’t know.”
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Ilya is used to surviving alone. Shane won’t let him. When illness forces their lives to change overnight, they learn what marriage really means. Not in vows, but in the relentless decision to stay.- Language:
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15 Feb 2026
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Another AU where the fire fam don't know about Buck, but there's a twist.
The fire fam is about to meet him, when they're called to the Diaz Residence.
Buck suffers from a chronic illness.
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- Part 1 of The Tremor 'verse
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12 Feb 2026
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“Sirius,” Remus said.
That was the only warning.
He said it softly, like a statement, almost casually– so casually that Sirius turned expecting him to ask something about what they were having for dinner, or telling him he wanted honey in his tea, or complain about how off brand sports-drink didn’t taste as good as Gatorade.
Instead, Remus’ knees were already buckling. His arm was sliding off of the granite corner of the countertop, and his shoulder was colliding with the barstool to his right, and his body was thudding against the hardwood, and the only warning Sirius got was his name. That was it.
He was moving before he even realized what was happening.
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- Part 2 of the coffee shop au
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12 Feb 2026
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Like Real People Do by third_crow for barelyevenhere
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Jan 2023
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“Could I get a name for the order?” Marlene asked.
“Serious,” the man replied. “Like the star,” he clarified, and Remus mentally scratched out 'Serious' and rewrote 'Sirius' in his head.
“The… star?” Marlene asked, her pen hovering over the cup as she hesitated.
“S-I-R-I-U-S,” Remus said. He stocked croissants into the display case, not looking up. “The Dog Star,” he added, “brightest star in the sky, actually. Visible from both hemispheres.” When he looked over, the man– Sirius– seemed surprised, his eyebrows raised as Remus spoke, and when Remus finished, he blinked a few times before smiling lopsidedly.
“Er– yeah,” he breathed a laugh. “That.” There was a baby on his hip. Somehow, it had taken Remus a second glance to notice that.
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Or, Remus works as a barista and Sirius comes in every morning with the world's cutest baby, and man, these two just wrote the book on mutual pining, huh?
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- Part 1 of the coffee shop au
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12 Feb 2026
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Dear Ilya, Please Let Me Love You by Meishali
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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Yuna Hollander takes care of Ilya Rozanov during one of his “quiet” episodes and attempts to communicate through the universal love language of food.
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16 Jan 2026
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lost color in my face by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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“Do not worry,” Ilya breathed against his lips.
As if Shane had a choice in the matter. As if worry hadn’t kept Shane awake past midnight for weeks, as if he wasn’t scared to leave the house for too long in case Ilya did something stupid in his absence. He’d promised he wouldn’t. Several times over. Shane wanted to believe him, he did, but the worse Ilya’s depression got the more hollow the promise felt.
“I always worry about you,” Shane said softly, pushing Ilya’s hair back from his forehead.
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16 Jan 2026
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Shitty Mornings are Better Together by CaNiTOuCHyoUrMaNgoEs
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jan 2026
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Mornings suck. Especially injured at 6:00 am on the road when your husband is having an off day and there’s nothing you can do to fix it.
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16 Jan 2026
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today i'm empty, my love by kenhinasuga
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Jan 2026
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Galina has warned him it wouldn’t always be that way, that love isn’t a miracle drug. Ilya would nod his way through the lecture. Yes, he’s still sad sometimes when Shane is right there, but it’s easy to forget when Shane smiles at him, holds his hand just because, tells him I love you, drops to his knees.
Distractions, Galina would shake her head, disapproving and understanding at the same time. But Ilya really thought it’s enough, wanted to believe so badly that for him love does fix everything. He knows the crashes after seeing Shane are always the worst. So empty and meaningless, sadness a knife splitting him open until the void threatens to consume him, its ugly head baring teeth.
Ilya’s luck has run out.
Or: Ilya has a bad depressive episode when he's at the cottage with Shane.
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16 Jan 2026
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When The Ice Breaks by LeviosaWitch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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Shane hides a career ending injury from Ilya for months, terrified of disappointment and loss. When his body gives out, so does his carefully constructed facade.
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Shane is stubborn and doesn't want Ilya to worry.
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03 Jan 2026
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Ilya sat straight up after falling, and he looked to his immediate left, seeing the motionless body sprawled out on the ice. It didn’t register to him right away, though it should have. Then, he noticed the blood, a small pool starting to form under Shane’s head. No. no no no nonononono. He glanced down at his skates, noticing a small trace of blood on the tip of his right blade. He felt like he was going to puke.
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03 Jan 2026
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Fuck Cliff Marlow by aliame
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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A concussed Shane pushes himself too far whilst staying at The Cottage. Ilya freaks out.
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02 Jan 2026
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“We have to accommodate you. Just like we have to accommodate Zach on father’s day. Just like you guys have to accommodate me and my ADHD. Do you see that as ‘dealing with stupid shit’?”
Alex shook his head, a soft no escaping from under his breath. They were pretty much the last two people in the arena at this point so Charlie was able to pick it up.
“Exactly. We love you. Plain and simple.” Charlie squatted and took both hands in his, kissing his forehead.
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alex pushes his body to the limit at a concert and gets frustrated...his boyfriends will have NONE OF THAT
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02 Jan 2026
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the summers of silence by roxykris
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022), The Summer I Turned Pretty Trilogy - Jenny Han
26 Sep 2025
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Five summers, five seizures, and the way a family learns to love around the sharp edges of chronic illness. Conrad Fisher's epilepsy shapes not just his life, but the lives of everyone who cares about him.
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- Part 24 of tsitp sickfics
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02 Jan 2026
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Spencer Reid is just getting to grips with handling the overwhelming environments at the BAU. He's just found the courage to tell his team about his autism when his physical health decides to make a show.
A terrifying event causes the BAU team to scramble to figure out the medical reasoning behind Spencer's failing health - the answer - a seizure disorder that throws his life off balance, in more ways than one.
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02 Jan 2026
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Concussion Protocol by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.
In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.
But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.
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A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.
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- Part 1 of Return-to-Play
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01 Jan 2026
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too broken to fix by sochilya (93kooker)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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“Are you going to be a dick and not talk about it?” Shane finally asks.
Ilya is not a dick. Not always. Only when he really wants to be.
“I get worried when you’re like this.”
“You will have panic attack, Hollander.”
“Ilya.” Shane rolls into him and buries his face into Ilya’s chest. Ilya leans down to take a long breath of his damp hair. Being close to him should be enough. Isn’t it enough? “I’m serious. I notice things.”
(or; Ilya is fucking depressed again. The only person who helps is Shane.)
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14 Dec 2025
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hold you as the water rushes in by justhockey
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Dec 2025
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“Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”
He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.
“Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”
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14 Dec 2025
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Carefully, quietly, knowing that Dean will kill him if he wakes up, Sam eases out of his own jacket and drapes it over his brother's sleeping frame.
He holds his breath when Dean stirs, mumbling something in his sleep, before he hunkers down in Sam's jacket, tugging it tighter over his shoulders. He doesn't wake up.
Sam sighs, and starts the car. He turns the heater on as warm as he can stand, and pulls them back out onto the road.
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06 Jul 2025