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莱纳，我憎恨着你，但我更憎恨就这样轻易地原谅了你的自己。我没办法再忍受自己活着的事实了。还请你背负着我们的痛苦去往新世界，这话很自私，但比不过你。我爱你，再见。
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14 Feb 2026
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“This is so fucked,” Robby says, the laughter in his voice a cruel echo of the way he used to say that to Frank, the we’re-in-this-together exasperation of the ER’s worst days, and he drags his hand down his face to stop himself from flinching when he recognizes it. “Does your wife—”
“Don’t,” Frank says, voice sharper than Robby’s heard it all night. Sharper than he’s heard it in ten months, the sharpest it’s been since Frank had to dull the blade of it and turn it inwards to save his own hide. It’s a bark more than a spoken word, but Frank’s not a dog.
Dogs don’t talk, Robby thinks. Dogs don’t talk, and dogs don’t have wives.
It’s more fucked, Robby knows, that it’s the word wife rotating around in his skull and not her name. He knows her. He likes her, for god’s sake. He’s had holiday dinners at her table and shared fond eye-rolls across the appropriately-themed tablecloth at ridiculous things Frank’s said, that same we’re-in-this-together exasperation, and now — now Robby can’t even give her the dignity of thinking her name with his fingers in her husband’s mouth.
or: frank isn't very good at asking for forgiveness. robby isn't very good at granting it.
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13 Feb 2026
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而我不是什麼偶像。兩手空空，也造不出新世界。我只在心裡發誓，要與此人在大原的田野做愛，在北山的林間做愛，在清滝川悅耳的流水邊做愛，在午夜循環巴士的後座上做愛，我要與他在全京都城的屋頂上做愛。
一名懷疑論者的赤軍親歷口述史。
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30 Jan 2026
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The Tulpar didn't crash. No one knew who to thank, but everyone knew who to blame.
It came down to ten seconds. Ten seconds to impact, ten seconds to the end Jimmy desired. But Curly was faster. The Captain saved the ship, the cargo, and the crew. No one was hurt. No one bled. But the price of survival was the truth. Now drifting on a nearly broken ship with no fuel, and forced to live with the people he betrayed, Jimmy must try to fix what he broke. If that is even possible.
There are no painkillers for guilt.
Or: The story where they survive, but Jimmy wishes he had died.
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29 Jan 2026
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Leading A Horse to Water (please make it drink some, it doesn't know when it needs a break) by wegoodandevilthings
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
16 Jun 2025
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Night shift is never boring. Sometimes you need cup noodles to calm down.
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29 Jan 2026