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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Selfishly, he imagines Till’s voice, gentle as it whispers into his ear.

    ‘I love you, Ivan.’

    He cannot bear the sound, and tears pour unfalteringly from his eyes like shooting stars. Ivan wishes he were normal. Human. Loveable. Capable of love.

    OR Ivan's Ivanism and Till's feelings

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,800
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    78
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    02 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    It starts with Sakura getting a call from his little brother telling him that their parents are dead.

    It ends with Sakura’s little brother coming to Makochi. For good.

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    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    40

    15 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    ivantill high school au. read in order :)

    Words:
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    3

    24 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    Are you willing to destroy your body for someone you love? To carve yourself apart just to be seen as enough?

    Are you prepared to carry the scars, the pain, the price that never fades?
    And when it’s over, was it ever truly worth it?
    Do you regret everything you’ve lost?
    Would you go back, if going back meant facing the same emptiness again?

    This is not just the story of Ivan’s desperation, this is the slow unraveling of a man who hated himself too much to live as he was, and the cruel weight Till must bear in loving him.
    Because love alone cannot stop someone from breaking, and sometimes, saving a person means watching them shatter in your arms.

    Main Story – For What I’m Not
    First Sequel – For What I Am, With You
    Second/Final Sequel – Borrowed Flesh

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    Works:
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    Bookmarks:
    38

    14 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    8

    03 Sep 2025