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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Shane Hollander is the boy with great expectations. Ilya Rozanov is the boy with none at all. Both have everything to prove, and everything to lose. Two young powerkegs under insurmountable pressure collide on the ice, unravelling the story of love, loss, and the need to win at any cost. This fanwork expands on missing time.

    A fan novel based on the original works Heated Rivalry & The Long Game from the Game Changers Book Series by author Rachel Reid, adapted into a television series by director Jacob Tierney for the Crave Network.

    For my dear friend Josephine, who just can’t get enough.

    This work deals with mature subject matter and may not be suitable for all audiences.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.

    There's just one problem.

    Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    In the split second without Shane's full attention on his surroundings, Marlow took the opportunity to slam him into the boards, where his head hit with a deafening crack. The roar of the fans turned into pure, hysteria-inducing silence as everyone waited for him to get up.

    He didn't.

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    When Shane gets hurt on the ice, he ends up in a coma and Ilya can do nothing but wait and hope.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  4. Public Bookmark 97

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    “I… didn’t expect you to be so brazen about your sex life, now that we are married and all.” Despite himself, Shane blushed a little—in his shock, he spoke like a jealous wife.
    “Ah,” Ilya nodded. “You are confused. Marriage is on paper. I do what I want, you do what you want, yes?”
    And so, Shane was dismissed into his new chambers, beginning his married, incredibly lonely life.
    ***

    Shane is an atypical Omega who ends up in an arranged marriage with an emotionally unavailable Alpha. Though their bodies warm up to each other rather quickly, their hearts need a bit more time.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    "Shane Hollander is retiring."

    Ilya rolled over to look at his wife, next to him in bed in one of his old Boston t-shirts. She was staring at her phone, scrolling rapidly.

    "What do you mean, Hollander is retiring?" Ilya felt strangely winded. He had hardly seen Hollander outside the rink in more than a decade, but he found himself unable to imagine playing hockey without him.

    He thought back to the last time he'd seen — really seen — Hollander. Hollander had Ilya's cock in his mouth. Ilya could still remember the blend of annoyance and need on Hollander's face, the tears in the corner of his eyes. Ilya had wanted to dominate him, to take him apart, to wreck him and then put him back —

    Svetlana interrupted the memory.

    Or: Ilya and Shane stopped seeing each other before the Sochi Olympics. When Ilya hears Shane is retiring, he decides it's finally time to reconnect.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  6. Public Bookmark 16

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    The universe made a great joke. Shane hoped that whoever was in charge of destiny enjoyed the show.

    Out of all people, of course his soulmate had to be his arch-rival.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

    ***
    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shane likes where he works. He likes the people well enough, even if sometimes it feels like he’s working with a spooked horse when he’s at the ashes desk, it’s good work. His best friend Rose, who works at the front desk had recommended him the job and he had applied and gotten it almost immediately. That was a few months ago, almost nine, he realized after a few too many drinks with her one night, and he has only felt himself assimilate more and more into the workplace culture as time has gone on.

    It’s all pretty dark, considering what they deal with. Dark humor to deal with a dark workplace.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya’s skating wasn’t like him; it wasn’t sustainable. Not smart. Shane pushed off and intercepted him mid-loop.

    “You’re overstriding,” he said quietly.

    Ilya didn’t slow.

    “I’m fine.”

    Shane’s chest tightened.

    “You’re overcompensating, Ilya.”

    That got a reaction out of him.

    “Play your game,” he said sharply. His tone wasn’t to be missed. It was small, but wrong. Shane stiffened as the words reached him.

    Across the ice, Wyatt visibly perked up like a man spotting live television drama. There it was, the hairline fracture.

     

    Or when Shane and Ilya are teammates on the Centaurs, and the imbalance of power and authority begins to bleed into their personal relationship.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  10. Public Bookmark 24

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    to make space for a possible POSSIBLE Shane's version...

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  11. Public Bookmark 44

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    Shane has been working his entire life to finally, finally get a position as an NHL referee. But what happens when the attractive Russian he can’t get out of his head turns out to be hockey’s most chaotic captain?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  12. Public Bookmark 42

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    Photos of Shane and Ilya are posted earlier in their career and everyone is wondering why the two rivals are together after a game. Que the commissioner calling saying that he doesn't care what they're doing but they need to be smart and crush any rumors that could "ruin their careers". Shane, still not comfortable with his sexuality, agrees, and Ilya goes along with it because he cares about Shane and, well Russia.

    The two go on their separate ways not talking outside of chirping on the ice and in interviews. Ilya still transfers to Ottawa because he wants to start new after leaving Russia behind following his father's passing.

    Shane continues to hide himself and is playing hard for Montreal to avoid his problems- to avoid thinking about Ilya. That's until he takes a hit on the ice that changes everything. His career is over and all Shane wants is more time.

    Shane is wallowing in his own pity when Ottawa calls. They want him to help coach the team. The only problem is that's where Ilya Rozanov is and Shane never stopped loving him.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.

    He thinks, Ilya.

    He doesn’t remember much after that.

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    SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
    The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…

    Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  14. Public Bookmark 49

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    “I have had concussion before, Hollander. I do not need babysitter.”

    Shane ignored Rozanov and continued, “If you insist on not telling anyone, and I’m the only person that knows, then you need to let me take care of you.” Shane readied himself for the rejection.

    Rozanov looked perplexed. “You do not know me. Why are you acting like you care about me, Hollander?”

    Well, Shane hadn’t expected that response. “It’s not- I’m not saying I- I just want to win fair and square, Rozanov. It’s nothing more than that. I can’t have you collapsing during the game.” There. Totally convincing reason. Shane almost believed it himself.

    or

    Shane sees Rozanov for the first time and is shocked to see how Rozanov is treated by his own father. Shane decides he'll be the one to take care of Rozanov.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya Rozanov "agreed" to an arranged marriage his brother coordinated, eyeing more money and wanting nothing more to do with Ilya. He and Svetlana fly to Canada to meet Shane Hollander, a man who somehow agreed to this arrangement as well. Ilya had no idea who would want this. He wanted to find a way out of it if he could.
    But then he meets Shane and suddenly has very different ideas about what his future could be. He wasn't hoping for love, but he could see some version of freedom.

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    Chapters:
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    12 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

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    "And… and this is a particularly strange coincidence, but we're getting reports in that Ilya Rozanov, Captain of the Boston Raiders, is also being removed from his game against the Admirals in Boston tonight after he collapsed, similar to Hollander here. Rozanov is not currently responsive, according to the commentators of that game."

    Or: Ilya and Shane form a soul bond and become a package deal, much to the dismay of everyone involved.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  17. Public Bookmark 4

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    Jamie and Tyler’s first time hadn’t been nice and loving, or even wild and passionate. It had been violent and forceful and blind, deaf, angry.

    Tyler wished sometimes that Jamie knew that they had actually started in the soft muted space in between cities, in a clear blue sky while Tyler was wrapped up in his scent and their knees touched in a way that meant nothing but demanded Tyler’s awareness all the same.

    But what would that matter, really? What would that change? Would it be less terrible if Tyler at least loved him when he hurt him?

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    11 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    What if Shane doesn't get injured that night and asks Ilya to come to the cottage as planned? What if it doesn't go well? What if Ilya Rozanov really just goes through it?

    Shane gets hurt after a fight. Ilya has to decide how much he’s willing to reveal to be by his side.

    Angst with eventual hope, sweetness, and smut.

     

    "Years ago, without either of them noticing, Ilya had started stealing Shane in small, quiet increments, one look, one touch, one night at a time, until there was barely anything left that wasn’t his."

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    Chapters:
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    11 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  19. Public Bookmark 62

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    A few months after an accident that forced Shane Hollander to stop playing hockey, he's asked to tutor the very same man that replaced him on the team: Ilya Rozanov.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Unfinished

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane desperately needs a job and applies to be a House Omega, not realizing it is for a member of the Russian mob.

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    Comments:
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    84,529

    09 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Unfinished

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