Neeska
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Confessions of a (Dumbass) Pop Idol by lemonlush, Neeska for Neeska
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
15 May 2022
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"Dear Diary,
I’ve been informed that it would be “healthy” to learn how to better express myself. I do believe that my brother likes to think he is my therapist in addition to my manager. He means well, but I do not see how this will help me.
Regardless…Allow me to introduce myself. I believe that is normal behavior. It feels right, and since I will be telling you many personal thoughts, you should know who I am.
Hello. My name is Lan Zhan. It is a pleasure to make your acquaintance."
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Or: the fic where Lan Zhan works through his complex emotions regarding Wei Ying's leggings in his diary.
(Written for the RBB, 2022)
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The Long Way Home by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.
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Bookmarked by Neeska
20 Feb 2026
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shane hollander boy kisser confirmed! by chuyasexual
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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In 2021, Shane Hollander reveals his relationship with former rival Ilya Rozanov to the shock of chronically online people worldwide, who’ve spent the last decade convincing the world he’s secretly in love with his teammate Hayden Pike
feng (she/her) @flowerfeng · Apr 3, 2021
gotta feel bad for shane hollander. like imagine everyone wishing you were in a secret gay relationship. and you gotta spend your career swearing you’re not in a secret gay relationship. but you ARE in a secret gay relationship. just w the wrong guybooboo the fool @cinnacin · Apr 4, 2021
shane hollander w a hand on the bible: no im not in a decade-long secret relationship w fellow hockey player hayden pike
roger cromwell: ok say it again without the hayden pike part
shane hollander: sweats nervously(Or, imagine if #Shayden was the #LarryStylinson of the HR/GC universe)
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- Part 1 of boy kissing and other illicit activities
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Bookmarked by Neeska
19 Feb 2026
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What if... Shane didn't leave after the argument on Boxing Day by Ihaveaskedyouthrice
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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Bookmarked by Neeska
19 Feb 2026
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“That man has a boyfriend,” Rose says, certain.
“He does,” Rae agrees easily, their voice equally certain.
“He’s never gonna tell me who it is,” Rose says.
“Definitely not,” they agree.
“I’m gonna figure it out,” Rose says.
Rae doesn’t comment on that, just dips their sponge back into the blue paint. Silently begins to layer it over the back of Rose’s hand, carefully dabbing to make sure that it fills the creases of her knuckles, the dips between each finger.
It’s impressive, really, how much doubt Rae manages to communicate though the gentle press of a sponge.
Whatever. Rose figured out Shane’s sexuality before he did. It shouldn’t be that much more difficult for her to figure out who his boyfriend was. She does have excellent gaydar after all. Though she really wishes it would more frequently kick in before she started sleeping with yet another gay man.
Or, Shane Hollander has a boyfriend. Rose is going to find out who it is, one way or another.
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- Part 3 of The Lily Files
Bookmarked by Neeska
19 Feb 2026
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Various fics capturing twitter moments of the HR universe
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Bookmarked by Neeska
18 Feb 2026