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    “This is Ilya. Ilya Rez-Ruz…”
    “Rozanov”, The boy said. Shane was surprised by the strange accent and deep voice of a boy his age.
    “Yes. Ilya Rozanov. He is your age, and he comes all the way from Russia. He doesn’t really know a lot of English, so Cooper and I have thought that it would be very helpful for both of you to be together. You can help him with the language, and, believe me, he can teach you a lot from hockey. He’s European; they do things differently there. Yes?”

    or; Shane and Ilya go to the same hockey summer camp every year. How much can their relationship change during those 5 years?

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    Chapters:
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    15 Feb 2026

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    Two sets of twins; two sets of secrets.

    (Or: Ilya, Shane, Hudson and Connor go into the cottage…and the truth comes out).

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    14 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Professors Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are professors of English Literature and Philosophy, respectively. Everyone in both departments knows of their rivalry very, very well. So, when word gets out that both professors have partners in the University, will the departments be able to set aside their differences long enough to realize that this rivalry isn’t quite what they think it is?

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    1/?
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    60
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    13 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Imagine…,” Ilya had murmured into Shane’s ear, his gaze travelling across their bedroom and towards the plush chair in the corner, which Shane liked to sit on and read in the evenings.
    “Imagine that… Cliff Marleau was sitting in that chair…” He let go of Shane’s hair, who promptly fell forward against the pillows, letting out a moan into one of them. Ilya gripped his hips to drive harder into the man beneath him, “…watching you get fucked by me…” Ilya didn’t exactly know why he was doing this. He especially didn’t when he felt himself get embarrassingly close from his own words.
    “…seeing how pretty you are when I fuck you.” Shane’s moans were all Ilya needed as proof of how into this Shane was. And it was a fucking lot. “
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    Or: Shane is really into the idea of some kind of threesome with Cliff Marleau

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    475
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    5,890

    12 Feb 2026

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    “It makes sense for you to go to Ottawa,” Cliff said slowly. “Because it’ll be a lot closer to Shane Hollander.”

    This time, Ilya did drop his beer.

    “Fuck.” Ilya moved to clean it up, Cliff’s words bouncing around in his head. “Sorry, the bottle was damp, my fingers slipped, I-”

    “Hey, it’s okay, man,” Cliff said, bending down to help him. “The bottle and…the other thing.”

    “The other thing.” Ilya gulped.

    “Yeah. Look, I’m sorry, man, I didn’t mean to spring it on you like that, but I know, Roz. Shane is your Montreal girl. Your Jane, right?”

    or

    Ilya tells Cliff that he is not re-signing with Boston, only to find out that Cliff has known about him and Shane basically the entire time.

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    08 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    "Ilya?"

    "Hm?" He knew Ilya was half sleep already but he needed to get this out of his chest, and out of his mind.

    "Do you… do you know how lately you've been…" He stammered. God, this was embarrassing.

    "Yes?" He sat with his back against the headboard to let him know that he had his full attention and scanned Shane's face, he was blushing. Cute.

    "Lately you've been… spanking me… and I-"

    Oh no, Ilya's heart sank to his stomach. "Shane, did I hurt you? I- I thought you liked it, we talked about it-"

    "No, no! I love it, that's the thing. I want you to do it… more."

    "Shane Hollander, are you saying that you want me to punish you?"

    Shane loved this man, he loved how he knew him so well. He didn't have to say it, he didn't have to go through that embarrassing moment because Ilya knew, he always knew. "Yes."

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    1/1
    Comments:
    21
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    6,493

    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn’t like to ask for what he needs, but when Ilya is around, he doesn’t have to.

    or five times Ilya fixes it without making Shane feel bad, and one time he doesn’t.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
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    05 Feb 2026

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    It's 2016 and Ilya Rozanov has just been added to the WAG group chat as his alias lily, he is immediately befriended by them! There's one problem though... they don't know his true identity and wine night is in 3 weeks.

    Readers do not be put off by word count, most of the story is inserted through images of text conversations :3

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    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    1,420
    Kudos:
    7,329
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    101,245

    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander has always loved hockey, but being a trans man made playing the sport professionally complicated. Instead, he found a way to stay close to the game he loves, working as a physical therapist for some of the league’s top teams.

    When star player Ilya Rozanov takes an interest in him, Shane is determined to keep his distance, afraid of revealing the secret he’s worked so hard to protect.

    The only problem? Shane can’t deny that he’s taken an interest in Ilya too.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    110
    Kudos:
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    138
    Hits:
    5,567

    04 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 25

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    A security lapse forces Shane’s team to assign him a full-time bodyguard. Ilya Rozanov is a little unsettling, and the way Shane finds his autonomy stripped away for the sake of safety grates at him.

    The line between protection and possession inevitably begins to blur.

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    Chapters:
    1/15
    Comments:
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    60
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    566

    04 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 27

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    He looked down and saw that he typed:

    We didn’t even kiss.

    Seeing it in black and white only made the hurt more real. He knew it was just sex. He wasn’t looking for a boyfriend or heavy intimacy especially from someone like Rozanov but it just made him feel worthless. He felt cheap.

     

    Without thinking he pressed send.

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    3,315

    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander gets rushed off the ice and to the hospital when he’s injured in the middle of a game. The concussion and broken collarbone were bad enough, but the mysterious spot that showed up on his x-ray was much scarier.

    He knows the relationship between him and Ilya Rozanov needs to stay a secret, but Shane can’t resist calling him from the hospital. He’s surprised by the concern in Ilya’s voice, and even more surprised to find him at his bedside when he wakes up the next morning.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    04 Feb 2026

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    “Mr. Hollander,” Dr. Jackson said. Shane looked at her again, and got a creeping sensation up the back of his spine. She continued, “Are you aware that you’re pregnant?”

    Shane blinked. Pregnant? There was no way.

    He knew he was a carrier, but he’d always been so careful about birth control and condoms. Militant about it, in fact. His hand drifted down to his stomach. Shane had been feeling nauseous lately, and maybe a little tired, but he’d chalked it up to too much training. The few pounds he’d put on were written off as a result of sneaking one too many Snickers bars when he was stressed.

    “That’s–that can’t be right,” Shane said, shaking his head. He felt bile rise up in his throat again, and covered his mouth. Dr. Jackson quickly reached into a cabinet and handed him a blue bag, which Shane then proceeded to empty the contents of his stomach into.

    --

    After getting his bell run by Marleau on the ice, Shane finds out he's pregnant.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
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    04 Feb 2026

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    Ilya stopped before Shane’s door and took a deep breath, holding it in until his lungs burned. Peeking through the little window on the door, his heart sank at seeing Shane lying there, hooked up to various monitors with his arm in a sling. Before he could talk himself out of it, he turned the handle slowly and slipped inside, shutting the door quietly behind him.

    Shane blinked awake, gaze sleepily settling on Ilya. Ilya lingered by the door, unsure of what to do or say.

    Clearing his throat, Shane sat up a little straighter and gave a curt nod. “Rozanov.”

    Ilya’s heart stopped.

    Rozanov.

    Not Ilya.

    Just… Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    35,442

    03 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 91

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    “Dad, wait!” Shane exclaimed at his father’s back as he felt the towel on his shoulders slip to the ground. David froze standing next to the driver’s side door, turning slowly to look at his son. Without the shadows of the house through the windows, Shane could better see the trepidation and uncertainty crease across his father’s face. Shane just hoped that when he got a closer view, he would not see any shame.
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    What if David Hollander hadn't made it to the car after catching Shane and Ilya together at the cottage?

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    Comments:
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    03 Feb 2026

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    To Ilya’s horror, Shane’s big doe eyes are glassy when he drops his hands back to his lap. Ilya’s heart drops to his stomach. 

    “No, no moya lyubov, no sorries.” Ilya straightens up and rushes to stand by Shane’s side. He cannot stand the sight of a teary-eyed Shane Hollander. Ilya cradles Shane’s face in his hands delicately, thumbs brushing over freckles that have darkened beautifully over the course of the past week spent in the sun. “Ya tebya lyublyu, Shane. I love you, yes? It is never chore to take care of you. You are feeling overwhelmed; I want to help. Is my duty as boyfriend, sweetheart.” 

     

    Or: Shane is still riddled with anxiety after coming clean to his parents. Luckily for him, Ilya is dedicated to the art of unraveling Shane Hollander.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    13,308

    03 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 47

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    Ilya shifted his legs, drawing attention to the way his shorts clung to his open thighs. He extended his legs across the gym floor, almost brushing them against Shane’s. Shane’s foot twitched towards Ilya’s, and he felt a hot bolt of arousal in his gut.

    Oh yeah, Shane was fucked.

    Or: My interpretation of the gym scene followed by porn. Featuring t4t Shane and Ilya!

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    4,737

    03 Feb 2026

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    03 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 27

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    "So pretty Shane. You take me so well. Such a good girl for me."

    Ilya continued to kiss down Shane's neck and then his chest expecting Shane to lean into his touch yet he stayed stone cold lying flat against the bed. Ilya pulled back slightly looking at Shane who was staring off, straight up at the roof.
    "Shane." Ilya called leaning up on his hands and knees over Shane obstructing Shane's view while leaving a slight space between them. Shane flinched slightly as their eyes met before turning his head to the side tears pooling in his eyes.

     

    Or Ilya accidentally called shane 'good girl' during sex and it opens the opportunity for Shane to finally tell Ilya about him being non binary.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    347
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    27
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    2,745

    03 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Can I touch” Rozanov asked quietly.

    “Um… what?” asked Shane. Was he about to get thumped?

    “Can I touch your soft skin Hollander?” Rozanov repeated.

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    Shane is an MLH rookie, and also a stealth trans man. He has his routine, everything is under control... until Rozanov shows up.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    197
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    2,369

    03 Feb 2026

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