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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    Ken spends the night at Yuriko's.

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    07 Jul 2025

  2. Rec 2

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    06 Jul 2025

  3. Rec 4

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    If she was any good at chopping wood, he would not survive the next couple of minutes and series of events. Not with the knowledge collected over the past months, since Ostagar, since meeting her, what he found attractive in women, or having a type. Did he even have a type before she waltzed into his life, insulted him and passed out in front of him back then? Doubtful because these women seen or met in passing after gaining his freedom with the Wardens were not Lenya...and she was all there ever was for him.

    Alistair grapples with his ever-growing (sexual) attraction to Lenya, especially as she sets out to chop wood, right in front of his sala...err eyes! Oh the humani...elfinity? Either way, Maker help him and his poor heart. Or yet another story of how Alistair loves women who could kick his ass in several dozen ways :D

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    06 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    The shadow-cursed lands are filled with nothing but undead.

    Miz'ri makes sure that Astarion isn't going hungry.

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    1/1
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    15 Feb 2024

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Katara's ambition, so long set aside for the good of others, breaks free and sets fire to her soul. Or, Katara has a vision of her canon future, casts it aside, and becomes a world-changing politician instead.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    04 Feb 2024

  6. Rec 21

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    You can fuck anyone — but with whom can you sit in water? -Ilya Kaminsky

    Miz'ri helps Astarion wash the blood from his hair after Cazador.

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    04 Feb 2024

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    She’s made of light; he’s never felt darker.
    Moments, scenes and variations. Rated M for canon typical things, most intimacy in this is non-sexual.

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    Chapters:
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    06 Jan 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Hiraeth is a seasoned adventurer, a bard traveling from place to place in search for orphans to rescue, gold to steal, and hearts to break. When they're kidnapped and infected with an illithid tadpole, they take it in surprising stride. The only thorn in their seemingly carefree side is one pale elf intent on cringing, whining, and arguing whenever they dare to show a sliver of kindness toward anyone but him. Unfortunately for them, he is also funny, theatrical, and decent to look at. Hiraeth is nothing if not a firm believer in making bad decisions for the bit, and he seems like a mistake waiting to be made.

    Astarion is a slave -- or was a slave. He doesn't know which yet. All he knows is that his freedom depends on another; a chipper, powerless bard, whose large mouth won't close and whose songs are more annoying than entertaining. He has no choice but to let them lead, as those who would better oppose them seem to inexplicably accept their authority. But authority is exactly what he desires, and if Hiraeth has it, then he will have them. It is, of course, only their protection he wants. And not for the pretty love songs they sing to be about him.

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    06 Jan 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 55

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    Cazador spends all night carving poetry into Astarion's back.

    This is what happens after.

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    16 Dec 2023

  10. Rec 50

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    It was at that precise moment that everything clicked into place.

    Astarion wasn’t a person.

    Vampires look like people. Smell like people. Walk like — actually, Astarion had a recognizable gait, a sort of bounce to his step, not really elven. And it turns out they can talk and act like people too, beautiful people that make your head spin, make you feel as happy and desired as you’ve never been.

    But it’s all just an act — an act of predatory mimicry, designed to lure and entice, to make you drop your guard and voluntarily turn yourself into fucking bread.

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    In short: Tav refuses to believe vampires are thinking, feeling people. And if someone is not a person, you don't have to treat them as one. The abuse is strictly psychological, no violence. Consent is seemingly given, only the reader knows it's insincere.

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    16 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The perfect anti-fic to those other melodramatic, "gritty and realistic" (porn) Astarion fics. Seeing Astarion "on the other side" and an indifferent, cruel Tav is refreshing.

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Astarion doesn’t need a reflection to know himself – two hundred years of servitude has shown him exactly what he’s good for. Odd that his new partner seems to disagree.

    Or, five times Astarion regretted being seen over the past centuries, and one time he didn’t.

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    18 Sep 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 32

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    "Being close to someone - any kind of intimacy - was something I performed to lure people back..."

    Astarion's story hit me directly in the grey-ace feelings and so I created this, an examination of Astarion's feelings regarding sex, specifically sex with his favourite travelling companion, mostly because I wanted to see it. After all, sex must be a complicated thing after 200 years.

    Also I melded two scenes for the ending, and made the hug longer because god knows that man deserves a longer hug than the game gave him.

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    06 Sep 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 9

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    Thea takes advantage of Lann being tied up to shower him with some well-deserved love.

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    18 Jun 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 14

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    After a date that, to Lann's surprise, was a success, they moved to her chambers. For one reason and one reason only.

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    17 Jun 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 9

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    A one shot examination of Ria Neath, her relationship with her son, what led to her leaving him, and her determination to find him again. Contains Chapter 3 spoilers for one of Lann's personal quests. Something I started writing for mother's day but got sick and couldn't finish in time.

    Lann/Commander relationship is referenced but not the focus of the story.

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    20 May 2023

  16. Rec 51

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    This started as Owlcatober 2021 prompts inspired by lunarowena's list. Still sticking to the prompts mostly but deviating when needed for the narrative. Featuring an iomedae-worshipping dhampir who decides her existence isn't confusing enough and what the heck, let's become an Angel too.

    A majority of these focus on Lann and the commander's relationship.

    This is roughly a straight retelling in order by chapter, so later chapters will have major spoilers, both endgame and angel route.

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    23 Apr 2023

  17. Rec 42

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    Three years, three galactic crises, three lives—two for her, one for him. The road to saving the galaxy takes them to the strangest places, but when the chips are down, they know how to find their way home. 

    Kaidan, Shepard, and how true love always comes back around. 

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    Comments:
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    17 Aug 2021

  18. Public Bookmark 49

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    After a short and steamy encounter with Alistair, Kalya Tabris' life is irrevocably changed. When Alistair leaves for duties in the Korcari Wilds, Kalya heads to Highever hoping to be recruited into the Wardens herself, but much more is at play that she could have possibly imagined. A retelling of Origins from a slightly different perspective.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    70/?
    Comments:
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    10,470

    30 Nov 2020

  19. Public Bookmark 10

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    She has always been watching him, hasn’t she? From the moment she met him. Maybe it was inevitable she would start seeing other things.

    Language:
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    1/1
    Comments:
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    1,606

    26 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Perfect balance between asshole astarion + PC with a strong personality

  20. Public Bookmark 34

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    In which the Vicar meets his match.

    Plans change, even Grand ones. So do people. Your captain on this flight is cryo-sick, dissociating, and might be dead. Prepare for turbulence.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    97
    Kudos:
    204
    Bookmarks:
    34
    Hits:
    4,740

    26 Nov 2020

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