Lucid
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He called in sick, sat himself on his very uncomfortable couch, and forced himself to think about the startling, life-altering realization that hit him like a truck.
He...
He was...
He was in love.
With HenBuck misplaces his feelings. (Don't worry, he'll get there eventually.)
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The one where Eddie gets emotionally attached to a bag of cookies.
This kicks off right after we saw Eddie drive away from Buck to go to El Paso. AU Eddie's POV of leaving LA and his time in El Paso.
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And then Buck had to go and make it all about him. As if...
Well.
Maybe it did involve him.
Maybe he was part of their little family, and did have a say.
Maybe Eddie didn't want to leave him either.Buck stops Eddie from making the (terrible) decision to move to El Paso. Instead, they go to Christopher and try to bring him home.
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In which Eddie was the one struck by lightning and trapped in a coma in 06x11.
Eddie wakes up in El Paso in an alternate reality where he never left Texas and stayed with Shannon. He knows right away that something isn't quite right.
Once awake, Eddie attempts to rediscover what's worth living for, what's worth fighting for, and how to finally accept the joy that he never believed he deserved.
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Eddie is having conflicting feelings now that Buck is in a relationship with Tommy. Why does it feel like time is running out? And why does Drunk Eddie keep giving him so much trouble?
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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Evan Buckley was out, and proud. He has his first boyfriend, Tommy Kinard. He couldn’t have been more happy. Or at least, that should’ve been the case.
Eddie Diaz has always been able to read his best friend like an open book. Not that Buck made it obvious; Eddie just knew him on a level no one else understood. So when Buck starts changing after getting together with Tommy, Eddie is immediately suspicious. But no one else seems to notice; so what if he’s just making it all up? Maybe he was. or maybe, he just wanted Buck for himself.
But Eddie swears that there is definitely something wrong there.
And he is determined to find out what it is.
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23 Jan 2026
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how do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? by rainny_days
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Dec 2025
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After the shitshow that’s been his life for the past few months, Eddie decides that the best way to move forward is to outsource his life decisions to Buck - after all, Buck has always known how to manage Eddie’s life better than Eddie could. And if it prevents Buck from moving out, then all the better.
Buck is trying to find a new apartment before he gets too comfortable in the Diaz home, but Eddie keeps asking him for things he wants too much to say no to. All he wants is to not hurt anyone, but Eddie seems to be determined to make that impossible.
(Or: the platonic BDSM fic.)
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Moonlight slips through the blinds, both brightening the room in a way that creates a haze of greyish midnight blue and casts lines of shadows across the room. Buck’s side of the bed is nearest to the window, which means he’s facing Eddie’s side of the bed— an empty one at that.
Doubt clouds Buck’s muddled brain, and his eyebrows wrinkle in confusion. There’s no reason for Eddie to be behind him— none that make sense at least— but his hope gets the better of him.
“Eddie?” he croaks out, starting to tilt his head backward.
“Not quite,” the deep voice of an unknown man says.
Buck and Eddie have just started moving into their new house when trouble in the form of two cruel intruders finds its way into their home in the middle of the night.
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Isabel calls to tell them Eddie's been shot on a Thursday afternoon and by lunch on Friday Helena and Ramon are landing at LAX. When they land, they learn Eddie's already home recovering and has been for two weeks.
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Or, Helena (and Ramon) tries to find a way back into Eddie's life and doesn't know what to make of finding Buck around every corner she turns.