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    He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
    And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
    Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.

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    OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.

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    Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Stiles has encountered a fair share of monsters before, way out of his league - the kinds that children are afraid are hiding in their closets and under the bed.

    He’d even become one himself when he was void. The nogitsune was in his house, his body, and his mind.

    But the worst monster he’s ever faced took even more from him and got away with it.

    It’s why Stiles has never really been as terrified of werewolves and kanimas and darachs as he should have been. They’re really not that scary, relatively speaking, and he has a whole team on his side. They always found a way to win - until they lost someone they really loved.

    Stiles doesn’t know how to be normal, not after everything he’s done and everyone he’s hurt. The nogitsune is gone, but another monster is on its heels.

    His uncle is back. And Stiles has never felt more alone.

    NOTE - This story is 14 chapters + a short epilogue. Any postings beyond 15 are “extra” materials, such as an alternate ending, bonus scenes, author’s notes, etc. This story is complete at 15/15, but installment counts will go up (16/16 and so on) with extras.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Before Buck can go back to work after recovering from his injuries from the ladder truck crushing his leg, he finds himself struggling in more ways than one, leading to him having to move back into his Jeep after he thought he'd never have to again. Struggling to believe he deserves the help he needs, he keeps this secret to himself, accepting that maybe it's just what he deserves.

    just an fyi this is very much not a character bashing fic! we love all of the 118 firehouse crew here

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    20 Dec 2025

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    About a week after starting back at the 118, and about three weeks before he was supposed to start getting a steady check again, Buck quietly moved out of his loft—

    —and into his jeep.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    “Have you ever been told you’re a carrier?”

    Buck blinks, the words not processing right in his brain.

    He’s not. He knows he’s not.

    “No.” He says eventually. “No, i- i can’t be. I’m not.”

    “Buck-”

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    Or, Buck thinks Eddie made his choice, so when he finds out he's pregnant, he says nothing.

    #KnockBuckUp2025 day 4: Buck conceals his pregnancy from Eddie.

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    12 Dec 2025