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"Is this your first time with a man?"
"Yeah. Yours?"
"Oh—no."
"Really?"
"Really."
"Who, another player?"
He stopped. He hesitated.
"no, my coach's son back in russia."Just as they begin to believe in something stable and lasting, a scandal erupts: a former Russian national team coach is exposed as a serial abuser, and images from Ilya’s past begin circulating in the media.
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22 Feb 2026
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What I Did for Love by haey1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is good at hockey.
He knows it forgives a lot of other things, being good at hockey. You are not expected to get good grades. You are not expected to know how to dress. You are not expected to know how to make friends or talk to people.
You are expected to be good at hockey. And Shane Hollander is very, very good at hockey.
And maybe that’s what Shane is finding so difficult about being with Rose. She expects him to be more than hockey. Shane isn’t really sure how to do that.
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While Shane is dating Rose, a gay sex tape of him is leaked to the public. He's the first out gay hockey player, by no choice of his own.
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21 Feb 2026
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I Feel Free by FyrestoneSiren
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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He’d seen guys flinch before. Seen rookies go white when they squared up to him on the ice. Watched fear in opponents’ faces when they’d underestimated him and realised their mistake as his shoulder hit their chest.
He had never expected to see it in Shane Hollander’s eyes when he looked at him.
What the fuck did I do? Ilya thought, fingers curling into fists around empty air. What the fuck did hockey do to you?
He didn’t have an answer.
All he had was six years of silence, a thousand nights of imagining what he would say if they ever ended up in the same city again, and the way Hollander had just looked right through him like he was nothing at all.
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21 Feb 2026
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If you ever asked Shane Hollander would say his life was pretty good. Or at least he would have until the video leaked. Now his life was in shambles and so was Ilya Rozanov's. At least they were in this mess together.
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21 Feb 2026
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After a thorough evaluation of Mr. Hunter’s medical records as well as a physical examination by independent MLH medical staff, it is the duty of this investigation committee to confirm Mr. Hunter’s disclosure: that he is now and has always been a primary gender male and a secondary gender Omega.
Scott Hunter has lived his life the only way he knows how, but all things must change.
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21 Feb 2026