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  1. Rec *

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    Shane Hollander has a heart attack and "dies" on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game.

    Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “You’re not Lily,” he said, his voice accusing and his eyes narrowed in suspicion.

    “No, I am not,” she agreed. “Lily sent me here to take you to her place.”

    Shane looked dubious. “You know Lily?”

    “Yes,” Svetlana nodded. “The real Lily.”

    Shane huffed a little. “Then what’s Lily’s favourite colour?”

    Svetlana raised her brows. “Do you even know Lily’s favourite colour?”

    Shane blinked. “No, why do you ask?”

    Svetlana stared at him for a few moments, her mind whirling with the set of circumstances that led her to standing in a hospital room on a Thursday morning with one of the best players in the league on more drugs than seemed necessary.

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    Or, in which the game happens in Boston and Ilya comes up with a very bad, very last minute plan to play Shane's nurse (with the help of Svetlana and identity theft).

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    19 Feb 2026

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    The photo is blurry, timestamped 2:17 AM, but there's no mistaking Ilya Rozanov walking into Shane Hollander's building the night Boston wins in Montreal.

    By morning, it's everywhere.

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    For five years, they've been careful. But one fan with a camera phone unravels it all, and suddenly Shane and Ilya have to answer questions about what they are besides rivals. Shane's team wants him to deny everything. Ilya's family demands the same.

    Canon divergence where the secret comes out three years early, and Shane and Ilya have to decide if what they have is real under intense media pressure. Set right before the tuna melt game would have happened.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane had left. Ilya had told him to go, and Shane had listened. He walked out that door, after driving all this way, all because Ilya told him to.

    God, why did he tell him to leave?

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    AKA: after their fight over the party, Ilya spirals, and ultimately attempts suicide. Shane doesn’t want him to have to pull himself back together alone.

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    19 Feb 2026