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    Based very loosely on events from The Long Game that my brain wanted to put into the first book, somewhere between Shane’s injury, and before Scott Hunter wins the cup - for maximum angst, obviously.

    What if Ilya’s plane had actually crashed? And what if it had happened before he and Shane had the chance to confess their love and know what it was like to be together.

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    A fic so I could write a really needy Shane who can't hide his feelings anymore, and an Ilya who is faced with the undeniable truth that someone cares for him.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    AU — The Centaurs’ plane crashes. No deaths are reported, and that should be a relief.

    Ilya survives. He just isn’t waking up.

    As Shane waits, the world continues on, and he’s forced to confront just how fragile their life truly is.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Three years ago, Shane Hollander left without an explanation and convinced himself it was kinder that way.

    Now they’re in the same city, on the same high-stakes ethics task force, and Ilya Rozanov is done letting the past stay tidy.

    Shane is still controlled, still careful—until Ilya starts asking the kind of questions you can’t answer with distance.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    The one where Ilya is Shane's TA for Intro to Russian Literature and Shane is still a hockey boy.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is traded without warning.
    Shane is left spiraling.
    Between games, everything falls apart.

     

    Or: The one where Ilya Rozanov finds out he’s been traded to the Los Angeles Rush moments before taking the ice against the Montreal Metros.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “He works nights as an exotic dancer.”
    Something in Ilya freezes, his jaw clenches.
    “Exotic dancer,” he repeats, keeping his tone as neutral as he can.
    He imagines Shane’s body. Precise and graceful, even in some grimy club. The thought of this soft and beautiful boy dancing for strangers, his naked body being touched by their greedy eyes, makes something dark curl in Ilya’s chest.

    A stripper Shane x Mafia Ilya AU

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    When he was a boy, Ilya used to play with his mother’s Matryoshka doll. He’d unstack the wooden layers. The biggest, then the next, then the next. Always finding something new, until he got to the smallest, most delicate one at the center.

    Ilya has always known Shane isn’t like anyone else. After their summer at the cottage together, Ilya learns that being with Shane is like unstacking nesting dolls. Every layer is a new treasure to discover, and the man at the center has re-shaped his entire world.

    Or, 5 times Shane unmasks around Ilya and the new ways Ilya finds to love him.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    “Your freckles,” Ilya murmurs, soft enough that Shane almost misses it.

    Shane stiffens. “What about them?”

    Ilya is quiet for a beat.

    Then, “Nothing.”

    “Isn’t that your type?” The words spill out of him, tongue loose from the alcohol earlier. He can feel the heat crawling up his neck again as the seconds tick by without Ilya answering.

    Shane turns around, panicked as he scrambles to explain when the silence is practically unbearable. “Not me. I meant, girls. Just the —you’re always surrounded by a certain…type and they always have freckles.”

    or: shane and ilya are roommates and bad at feelings.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    “Am I speaking with Ilya Grigorievich Rozanov?”

    Ilya went silent immediately. That was not his brother’s voice. Nor was it Katia’s, his sister-in-law’s. It was an aristocratic, cold voice. He went completely still.

    “Yes.”

    “I’m calling from the Child Services Department, Ilya Grigorievich,” the woman continued, and Ilya frowned deeply. “Your brother Alexei Rozanov and his wife died yesterday in a car accident.”

    Twice in his life, Ilya had felt like this. The ice around his heart melted just enough for the numbness to vanish and give way to a sharp, stinging pain. It lasted only two seconds before he managed to compose himself. He didn’t want to feel anything for Alexei, so even if Katia’s death carried a trace of sadness—she was a mess, but she always tried to smile at him and cook warm meals for him when he visited Russia—, he dismissed the feeling entirely.

    “So what?”

    “You are the only living family member of their daughter. Your brother named you as her legal guardian, Ilya Grigorievich.”

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    20 Dec 2025

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    louis is a single father and harry just wants to be part of the family

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    30 May 2018

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    21 Apr 2018

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    “Harry, do you know why people like Louis and me come to the center?”

    Harry’s eyebrows drew together as he considered Zayn’s question, after a moment he shook his head.

    “Well, places like this one are set up so that caretakers can find littles to take home with them to be a family. That’s why we were here a couple of weeks ago, so that we could meet a little boy or girl that we really like and have a… a playdate with them later, to make sure they like us right back, hopefully enough to come home with us.”

    Zayn could practically see gears turning in Harry’s head.

    “Do you like me?” Harry asked quietly and looked between the two men.

    “We do, Harry. We like you a lot.” Louis smiled. “Do you like us?”

    Harry nodded. “You’re nice. Like you a lot.”

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    just a fluffly little ageplay piece

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    23 Mar 2018

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    “Do you think I will die from that height? Is it high enough?” He hears himself ask. He doesn’t know why he engaged a conversation with a stranger that’s likely to see him die. It’s not fair to neither of them. He shouldn’t talk, he should just jump, however there’s something about the stranger’s voice that sooths him and he wants to hear more of it. It’s selfish he knows, but Louis always was weak.

    “Love, I need you to grab my hand for me okay? You could really hurt yourself, it’s dangerous to step over the barrier, love. Grab my hand, I’ll take you to the other side safely ok?”

    The stranger doesn’t seem to understand how far the other side seems to Louis. "

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    Alternate universe where Louis is 16 and Harry is 23.

    Louis has suffered abuse from his father since he was a child. He needs to escape and Harry is there to show him that death isn't the only way to do so.

    (And, necessarily, there is some Ziam in there, Zayn is a bruding artist, because how can he not be? and Liam is a PhD student.)

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    17 Feb 2018

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    It was nice, for a bakery he supposed.

    Then he approached the display cabinet.

    And the foreboding slammed into him. Because every product had letters next to it. Letters. GF, DF, V, O, VGN.

    What. The. Fuck?

    Lifting his eyes to the chalkboard menu spread across the back wall Louis felt physically ill. ‘Gluten-free’, ‘organic’, ‘vegan’, ‘paleo’, ‘dair-…’ Wait, what the fuck was a paleo? He had entered some hipster-trash establishment and it was more than time to get out.

     
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    Louis is a single dad and Harry works at the newly opened bakery down the street.

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    21 Jan 2018

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    Niall has been acting out lately, so Liam and Zayn decide to do something about it. The two boyfriends begin to baby Niall, deciding that age play would be the best solution to the problem. Niall fights it at first, but turns out to like the whole "age play" concept after a while.

    (P.S. I obviously suck at summaries..)

    Copyright © 2014 sayhesinLOVE
    * do NOT post any of my work on any site (including this one) without my permission!

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    18 Nov 2017

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    Zayn and Liam Malik-Payne have been married for twenty-four years. They've had some rough times, but the really great times have made up for them. It took eight years for them to have their first child, Louis. Louis is sixteen and he likes to test authority. He doesn't like rules and he'd made that very obvious from the day he was born. Their second child was born four years later. Niall, who is twelve, is the shyest member of the family. He doesn't like loud noises or being in public places. He has social anxiety and he see's a therapist for it. Harry is the youngest at three. He's funny and charming and really friendly. He has an open heart and mind. He'll trust anyone, which can get him in a bit of trouble.

    The Malik-Payne family maybe a little crazy at times, and they may fight some, but one thing will never change. They love each other no matter what.

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    12 Nov 2016

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