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    Shane has always lived inside himself.

    Inside his head. Inside his routines. Inside the version of him everyone trusts to hold it all together. He has learned through the years how to be disciplined, successful, untochable—how to carry love and expectation withouth letting either slip.

    What he hasn’t learned is how to ask for help.

    Luckily, his boyfriend Ilya, who everyone believe is his rival, notices first. He starts to see the patterns Shane won’t name out loud and the silences that last a little too long. He loves Shane, and that means paying attention, even when what he finds is frightening, even when he struggles too.

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    Shane slowly develops an eating disorder during the time he and Ilya are secretly dating while still playing for Montreal and Boston, and Ilya is the first one to notice, and the first one to try to do something about it.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Set in the If You Like Causing Problems universe, Hayden Pike is absolutely, definitely going to tell his aggressively normal, French-Catholic, nine-kids-deep family that he’s not straight. Probably. Eventually. Maybe.
    Unbeknownst to Hayden, his mother seems to think she already has all the pieces put together. For a moment, Hayden almost believes she does too, until she calmly offers Shane a ginger ale and calls him “Emily Elizabeth.”

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    14 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Hayden’s grandmother has a ranking system.
    Ilya Rozanov is now on it.
    This is unacceptable.
    Or: pelmeni, petty jealousy, Russian grandmothers, hockey boys pretending they’re subtle, and one ill-advised group chat named “Chains & Whips.”

    Set in the same universe as "If You Like Causing Problems in Hotel Rooms"

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander walks in on something he absolutely should not have seen.
    Marlow threatens murder.
    Hayden is one stress-induced nosebleed away from a breakdown.
    And Ilya Rozanov is having a deeply personal crisis about his gaydar.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    What if when Ilyas dad died he had a sister to protect? What if he convinced the team that it was worth it to let him care for her on the road?

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    12 Feb 2026