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  1. Public Bookmark 52

    I saw stars by

    Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)  

    04 Jun 2025

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    “You’re not my Kaiser. What happened to you?” This world's Ness keeps repeating, heartbreak bleeding through every word. “I want him back. Give him back to me!”

    “I want to go back, too.” Kaiser dissociates, retreating from the sting of rejection by someone he didn’t know could cut this deep. “This world disgusts me.”

    “Why? Because I see you?” Ness is firm but kind, crawling across the tangled sheets to close the space between them. “Because I know you?”

    "Shut up!"

    Ness falls silent, but there’s a fire in his eyes that lets Kaiser know this version of Ness is dangerous. Maybe his Ness is, too. Because, under Ness's gaze, Kaiser is completely-

    “You wouldn’t let me kiss your neck for the longest time,” Ness says, like he isn’t unraveling Kaiser from the inside out. “Now it’s your favorite.”

    -naked.

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    Kaiser is ripped from the violent hands of death by a soft brush of lips, but when he wakes, he finds himself in a strange, altered world - possibly a parallel universe, or a far-off future - with Alexis Ness sleeping quietly in his arms. Can he survive this second chance, or will the past pull him under?

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    22 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

    You've left me Speechless // So Speechless by

    Fandoms: Haikyuu!!  

    27 Oct 2025

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    Serve Me Gently @vbarchive99
    Replying to @sunarin
    I think jnt gets away with doing batshit stuff because all their members are gorgeous
    Iwaizumi Hajime @iwaizumi207
    Replying to @vbarchive99
    They get away with it because im constantly doing damage control
    Serve Me Gently @vbarchive99
    Replying to @iwaizumi207
    !!!! okay, sir, respectfully, when i say jnt members are gorgeous, i am including you too (respectfully, pls don’t scream at me again oikawa senshu)

    Weaponized flirting, Praise kinks and a Study in Jealousy

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    20 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

    [nski] But a kiss is not a kiss without your sigh by

    Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

    18 Oct 2025

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    Kaiser keeps bringing his hookups home, and Ness is not taking it well.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    [nski] Make me sway by

    Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

    26 Aug 2025

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    Kaiser has always known that Ness's hair grows faster than most people's.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    [nski] Could you hold me through the night? by

    Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

    30 Jun 2025

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    Kaiser's typical night time routine.

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    12 Feb 2026