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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

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    03 Mar 2026

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    The one where Ilya has a lot of questions.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “I am normal,” says Shane, rearranging his silverware on the table. “And I will pass Logic, ignore Ilya Rozanov, and continue to be normal forever until I die.” When he reaches for Rose’s fork to move it parallel to her plate, she grabs his wrist and gently sets it on the table.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “Maybe he has a crush on you or something,” Hayden said when he first noticed Ilya’s interest in his best friend.

    “Jesus,” Shane responded.

    “What? Isn’t he bi?”

    “I have no idea,” Shane said, even though he knows. Ilya is charming; his sex appeal is off the roof (even he, Shane Hollander, can admit that), and Ilya constantly flirts with people- both guys and girls. That’s why the concept of Ilya Rozanov taking an interest in him is out of question; the guy is a legend on and off the ice

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    Or, the College/University AU where Ilya is the captain of the hockey team, who may or may not have a crush on Shane Hollander.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov play on the same team in college. However, for some inexplicable reason, Rozanov seems to hate Hollander's guts. Little does Hollander know that the one whose been leaving him love notes in his stall has been Rozanov all along.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “You are so pretty, Hollander. Your freckles err— take my breath.”

    Shane glares. “Rozanov, you can’t say that here,” he says through gritted teeth. “They can hear us.”

    “Who gives a fuck?” He declares with a careless shrug. “Whole world knows we are lovers, so what?”

    The world most definitely does not need to know that he’s on Ilya’s extensive fuck buddies roster.

    Or

    According to Ilya, Shane is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. If you ask Shane, he’ll tell you they are just fuck buddies.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “Your space is nice,” Hollander whispers back, leaning in, breath warm against Ilya’s chest. “Smells like mint.”

    Ilya stops breathing.

    Hollander’s eyes are half-lidded, dazed, soft in a way Ilya has never seen. “Ilya,” he murmurs.

    And Ilya nearly chokes. The first name. His actual first name. Whispered like something intimate. Sacred. They’ve never called each other by their first name. Always Hollander. Always Rozanov. Ilya is so stunned he almost doesn’t process the next words, almost can’t translate them despite living in the States for almost four years now.

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    or: ilya is spiraling about what his roomate could be doing on a random tuesday night. he's not prepared when the night takes an unexpected turn.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Shane says truthfully. “Who was staring at me? Rozanov?”

    “Ignore him,” Hayden cuts in. “He thinks you two hooked up at their party.”

    Shane chokes on his water. “I’m sorry, what?”

    Troy studies his face, “You did! I fucking knew it, I’m about to cash in. Kappa Tau has this huge pot going, on whether Rozy has the balls to hook up with another frat brother. I knew he’d be a sucker for your freckles Hollander, he’s always had a thing for you.”

    “Stop!” Shane rushed to say, seeing Troy’s thumbs fly across his phone. He started panicking, “No! No! We did not fucking hook up, what the fuck Barrett?”

    Or the one where Shane and Ilya are presidents of their own respective fraternities and Shane has the stupidest idea to fall for his rival (feat. a pining Shane and whipped Ilya.)

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    01 Mar 2026

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    When he finally looked at Shane again, Shane knew exactly what he was going to escape his mouth.

    “Don’t,” Shane croaked. “Please don’t say it.”

    Ilya sighed, “Sweethe—Shane. This… I should not have done that. That was a mistake.”

    Rejection washed over Shane, a dirty and miserable feeling.

    (Or what happens when Shane confesses and Ilya pushes him away? Ft. a jealous, jealous Ilya Rozanov)

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “He’s showing off for you, Hollander,” says Barrett from his right. Shane whips his head to the side.

    “What?”

    Barrett is looking at him, smirking.

    “I know how he feels. If Harris was sitting watching me play from 5 feet away at every game, I’d look over at him after every goal too.”

    With the help of Troy Barrett and Centaurs YouTube compilations, Shane discovers how obedient Ilya can really be.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Puck Buzz @puckbuzzgossip
    Shane Hollander-Rozanov hangs up his skates for the night to sit with the other SAPs (Spouses and Partners) at tonight’s pre-season exhibition game between the Ottawa Centaurs and the Montreal Metros 👀. We’re told Shane’s other half will be on the ice tonight, so watch this space!

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    A couple instances of Ilya being exposed for the Lover Boy(tm) he is online.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Ilya dropped to his knees.

    The hardwood pressed sharply against him. Humility burned hot across his cheeks, but he forced himself to focus on Shane, who now looked absolutely horrified.

    “What? No. Get up,” Shane demanded.

    “No, no, this is right grovelling position. I Google it,” Ilya insisted quickly.

    “I fucked up. I broke us. I am so sorry. Take me back please.”

    (or Ilya’s humorous attempts at wooing back his ex.)

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    28 Feb 2026

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    His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,

    “Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”

    He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.

    They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.

    Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Buck forces himself to slow down, take a second. Replay the last five minutes in his head. He can look at this logically, assess the facts: he and Eddie had gone out. He and Eddie had a few drinks. He and Eddie had been shooting the shit and now he’s rifling through his nightstand, grabbing for a device that keeps your dick from getting hard.

    Because Buck said he’d show it. To Eddie.

    or: fȯr-ˈber-ən(t)s [noun] - patient self-control; restraint and tolerance under provocation

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.

    Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.

    (or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Ilya has been very good today. Shane decides to give him a reward.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Jason Rozensteel was perfect, handsome, chiseled and a pilar to the community. Ilya Rozanov was married to the most handsome and stunning man in the world, and he assumed everyone wanted a piece of his personal pie.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Ilya never saw himself as the possessive type, but realized he'd never been inspired to possess anyone except for Shane Hollander.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Am I too boring for you?”

    He doesn’t mean to ask. Doesn’t mean for those words to come out. They fall from his lips before he has a chance to stop them, and the second they’re out there he wants to take them back. He wants to swallow them down so they can’t hurt anyone but himself.

    Because Ilya…Ilya flinches.

    “What.”

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Rozanov needs a place to stay. His visa won’t allow him to go home to Russia over the break, and we don’t have the cash to put him in a hotel.”

    Did the Harvard dorms completely shut down over the winter break? What about the dining hall? Shane supposed he didn’t really know. He’d never stuck around to find out, when he was younger. 

    “Okay?” 

    Coach raised his eyebrows. “So, he’s staying with you.” 

    Shane’s eyes went wide. 

    “What?” 

    “Come on, Captain,” Wiebe looked down his nose at Shane. “Try not to look too thrilled.”

     
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    or, Shane's a senior captain with an empty house over winter break. and Ilya's the freshman who will be crashing his Christmas. 

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    23 Feb 2026

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