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Love is the sea of not-being
And there intellect drowns
-RumiBookmarked by Jaysin
15 Feb 2026
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Love is the sea of not-being
And there intellect drowns
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His body is good for two things: hockey and sex—even then, the latter comes with an asterisk. He’s good at being available for sex, he supposes, and that is a thought he cannot afford to entertain.
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11 Feb 2026
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His body is good for two things: hockey and sex—even then, the latter comes with an asterisk. He’s good at being available for sex, he supposes, and that is a thought he cannot afford to entertain.
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Malysh - ‘baby’ as in child or partner.
A woman comes forward claiming she is the mother of Ilya Rozanov’s eight year old child.
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11 Feb 2026
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Malysh - ‘baby’ as in child or partner.
A woman comes forward claiming she is the mother of Ilya Rozanov’s eight year old child.
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The Raiders beat the Sharks 6-1 and Rozanov gets three points and the first star of the game and there's no text waiting for Shane about how Shane should be planning the way he's gonna reward Rozanov the next time they see each other.
It's fine. It's only been a week—nine days—and it's not like they were frequent texters before. Rozanov was always the one to initiate their exchanges, so Shane is doing well to follow his lead and not be like that girl who hooked up with J.J. and couldn't catch a hint afterwards, increasingly desperate texts being passed around the Metros locker room until finally someone suggested he block the crazy bitch.
Shane processes his first time with Rozanov.
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- Part 1 of afterglow
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09 Feb 2026
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The Raiders beat the Sharks 6-1 and Rozanov gets three points and the first star of the game and there's no text waiting for Shane about how Shane should be planning the way he's gonna reward Rozanov the next time they see each other.
It's fine. It's only been a week—nine days—and it's not like they were frequent texters before. Rozanov was always the one to initiate their exchanges, so Shane is doing well to follow his lead and not be like that girl who hooked up with J.J. and couldn't catch a hint afterwards, increasingly desperate texts being passed around the Metros locker room until finally someone suggested he block the crazy bitch.
Shane processes his first time with Rozanov.
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victory lap by Ccainao3
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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I like beating you, Shane had said, once, half-drunk on pleasure in a rumpled hotel bed. I like it– afterwards, when you’re–
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09 Feb 2026
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I like beating you, Shane had said, once, half-drunk on pleasure in a rumpled hotel bed. I like it– afterwards, when you’re–
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Shane finds getting himself off boring.
At least, he used to. Before Ilya Rozanov got involved.
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- Part 1 of Buzzer Beater
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06 Feb 2026
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Shane finds getting himself off boring.
At least, he used to. Before Ilya Rozanov got involved.
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you, plural.
or: Svetlana has Ilya, and then she does not.
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05 Feb 2026
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you, plural.
or: Svetlana has Ilya, and then she does not.
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Fractured Lights by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Shane’s preferences are simple: older, rougher, married men who lie to their wives and gone before morning.
Ilya Rozanov is nineteen, Russian, and already moving into his dorm.
Cue in covert hookups, stupidly questionable life choices, and a rookie who stares at Shane like he’s a particularly fascinating bug under a microscope.
Now he has to explain why he keeps getting texts from "Mr. Chicago" while trying to teach this kid how to use the campus laundry without melting his sweaters.
Campus life promised new experiences. It failed to mention the experience of being psychologically dissected over instant ramen by a stupidly handsome blond Russian who hasn't blinked in seven minutes.
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Bookmarked by Jaysin
03 Feb 2026
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Shane’s preferences are simple: older, rougher, married men who lie to their wives and gone before morning.
Ilya Rozanov is nineteen, Russian, and already moving into his dorm.
Cue in covert hookups, stupidly questionable life choices, and a rookie who stares at Shane like he’s a particularly fascinating bug under a microscope.
Now he has to explain why he keeps getting texts from "Mr. Chicago" while trying to teach this kid how to use the campus laundry without melting his sweaters.
Campus life promised new experiences. It failed to mention the experience of being psychologically dissected over instant ramen by a stupidly handsome blond Russian who hasn't blinked in seven minutes.
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Rozanov's physical presence was Shane's own personal aphrodisiac; if he could organise every waking minute of his day according to his preferences, half of it would on the ice and the other half in bed. They wouldn't even have to fuck. Well. They would a hundred percent fuck, some of that time. But the rest of it, Shane could just sit in Rozanov's lap, keeping his dick warm, just a nice soothing fullness while they napped and talked and answered emails or something. He'd even let Rozanov smoke, if he really had to.
"Aw, is this compromise?" Rozanov crooned when Shane was panting out this plan in little incoherent gasps, face down in the pillows. "So sweet. Did not know you could do that."
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- Part 1 of unstoppable force, immovable object
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Bookmarked by Jaysin
02 Feb 2026
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Rozanov's physical presence was Shane's own personal aphrodisiac; if he could organise every waking minute of his day according to his preferences, half of it would on the ice and the other half in bed. They wouldn't even have to fuck. Well. They would a hundred percent fuck, some of that time. But the rest of it, Shane could just sit in Rozanov's lap, keeping his dick warm, just a nice soothing fullness while they napped and talked and answered emails or something. He'd even let Rozanov smoke, if he really had to.
"Aw, is this compromise?" Rozanov crooned when Shane was panting out this plan in little incoherent gasps, face down in the pillows. "So sweet. Did not know you could do that."
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L: It’s easy to quit if you really want to.
L: I just didn’t want to.Ilya Rozanov quits smoking for the umpteenth time. Or – everything is about smoking, except for smoking which is about Shane Hollander.
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02 Feb 2026
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L: It’s easy to quit if you really want to.
L: I just didn’t want to.Ilya Rozanov quits smoking for the umpteenth time. Or – everything is about smoking, except for smoking which is about Shane Hollander.
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catch and release by Ccainao3
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Dec 2025
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Shane kicks Ilya out of the playoffs. Afterwards, he makes it up to him.
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29 Jan 2026
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Shane kicks Ilya out of the playoffs. Afterwards, he makes it up to him.
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Ilya gives Shane a gift. Shane has a sneaking suspicion it cost more money than Ilya is letting on.
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- Part 2 of Triple Gold
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23 Jan 2026
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Ilya gives Shane a gift. Shane has a sneaking suspicion it cost more money than Ilya is letting on.
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If it wasn't for that meddling kid by ARustySpork for TastyTeeth
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”
“Yes.”
The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.
“Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”
Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”
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or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house
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21 Jan 2026
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“I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”
“Yes.”
The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.
“Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”
Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”
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or, Ilya stays in Boston, get's a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house
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brain bleed by thathastu
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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"In the pile-up, Kent said some shit that I guess the refs missed in the chaos." Shane rolls his eyes and scoffs. "And it pissed me off, and I figured, hey, we're up by two in the third period, Toronto hasn't scored shit all night. I could probably take a major and the team would be fine."
He shrugs, suddenly sheepish. "Of course, I mostly got my ass kicked, but–"
Ilya makes sure that he's grabbing the unbruised part of Shane's face when he plants a firm kiss right on his split lip.
Or; Ilya watches Shane lose a fight, and then helps him scratch an itch.
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- Part 2 of KNOCKOUT!
Bookmarked by Jaysin
16 Jan 2026
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"In the pile-up, Kent said some shit that I guess the refs missed in the chaos." Shane rolls his eyes and scoffs. "And it pissed me off, and I figured, hey, we're up by two in the third period, Toronto hasn't scored shit all night. I could probably take a major and the team would be fine."
He shrugs, suddenly sheepish. "Of course, I mostly got my ass kicked, but–"
Ilya makes sure that he's grabbing the unbruised part of Shane's face when he plants a firm kiss right on his split lip.
Or; Ilya watches Shane lose a fight, and then helps him scratch an itch.
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"Quiet, I'm trying to say something." Shane waits. Ilya says nothing, but taps the side of Shane's head, as if prompting. "Okay. Well. I think… I think I kind of liked it?"
Ilya continues to not say anything for a long moment, and then he grabs Shane's face and peers down at him. "Did you get new concussion while I was not looking?" he asks, brow furrowed. The genuine concern in his eyes makes Shane bristle. "Did you not see glass and run into the window like dumb bird?"
"Fuck off," Shane sighs, rolling his eyes. "I'm being serious."
"So am I!" Ilya insists with real worry. "Either your old concussion is not gone and it is making you say things, or you got new concussion 'cause you liked it so much! And both is very bad!"
Or; Shane discovers that he sometimes needs to get literally knocked out of his own head for some much needed peace and quiet. Ilya has never pulled his punches, and he doesn't intend to start now.
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- Part 1 of KNOCKOUT!
Bookmarked by Jaysin
16 Jan 2026
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"Quiet, I'm trying to say something." Shane waits. Ilya says nothing, but taps the side of Shane's head, as if prompting. "Okay. Well. I think… I think I kind of liked it?"
Ilya continues to not say anything for a long moment, and then he grabs Shane's face and peers down at him. "Did you get new concussion while I was not looking?" he asks, brow furrowed. The genuine concern in his eyes makes Shane bristle. "Did you not see glass and run into the window like dumb bird?"
"Fuck off," Shane sighs, rolling his eyes. "I'm being serious."
"So am I!" Ilya insists with real worry. "Either your old concussion is not gone and it is making you say things, or you got new concussion 'cause you liked it so much! And both is very bad!"
Or; Shane discovers that he sometimes needs to get literally knocked out of his own head for some much needed peace and quiet. Ilya has never pulled his punches, and he doesn't intend to start now.
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Ilya had never denied himself anything. He liked to feel good, and usually wanting felt good.
Bookmarked by Jaysin
16 Jan 2026
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Ilya had never denied himself anything. He liked to feel good, and usually wanting felt good.
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Childhood histories.
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- Part 1 of patch of clean earth
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"I'd say I've gone mad, but I-" he cut himself off, something like a car engine stalling behind his eyes. "It's good to see you."
It was an odd thing to say, but still, it cut her to the bone. He'd said it like he hadn't seen her in years, not just since last night at bedtime. "You, too," she offered, tightening her grip on her knees. "Do you know what happened?"
Louis licked his lips. "I think I was hunting frogs." His accent slipped into groove on hunting, no G, all Louis. It did not relieve her. "Then—" he stopped. Looked up at the ceiling. Claudia pulled a loosed thread from the hem of her skirt, wondering if he'd ever talk again. "You ever felt like you slipped outta your skin?"
Or: One night in 1921, everything changed.
Bookmarked by Jaysin
09 Jan 2026
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"I'd say I've gone mad, but I-" he cut himself off, something like a car engine stalling behind his eyes. "It's good to see you."
It was an odd thing to say, but still, it cut her to the bone. He'd said it like he hadn't seen her in years, not just since last night at bedtime. "You, too," she offered, tightening her grip on her knees. "Do you know what happened?"
Louis licked his lips. "I think I was hunting frogs." His accent slipped into groove on hunting, no G, all Louis. It did not relieve her. "Then—" he stopped. Looked up at the ceiling. Claudia pulled a loosed thread from the hem of her skirt, wondering if he'd ever talk again. "You ever felt like you slipped outta your skin?"
Or: One night in 1921, everything changed.
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Rozanov posts on Instagram a lot. Not on his feed, but his stories.
Every time he lands in a city, he posts a story. Usually it's just back of his seat, or sometimes the view out the window—on the tarmac, never anything exciting, one of just many cities their lives are broken up into—and a location tag. Low effort.
It’s pretty obvious what it is. Guys laugh about it, call it Rozanov’s Fuck Signal. The easiest way to get the hot girls who follow him to slide into his DMs.
Easy pussy.
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Bookmarked by Jaysin
07 Jan 2026
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Rozanov posts on Instagram a lot. Not on his feed, but his stories.
Every time he lands in a city, he posts a story. Usually it's just back of his seat, or sometimes the view out the window—on the tarmac, never anything exciting, one of just many cities their lives are broken up into—and a location tag. Low effort.
It’s pretty obvious what it is. Guys laugh about it, call it Rozanov’s Fuck Signal. The easiest way to get the hot girls who follow him to slide into his DMs.
Easy pussy.
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birds, nests, and the hands that topple by homebaked_hermit
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Jan 2026
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Home is a place is a person, he thinks to himself, and the beating thing inside his chest goes tight and tender.
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06 Jan 2026
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Home is a place is a person, he thinks to himself, and the beating thing inside his chest goes tight and tender.