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I don't believe in god, but I believe that you're my saviour. by ItsAva
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV), Criminal Minds: Evolution (TV)
17 Feb 2026
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Jill nodded slowly, her expression thoughtful. “You’re in love with her, aren’t you.” A smirk etched onto Jill’s as she saw the resigned expression on Emily’s. “Good for you! I was wondering when you’d finally accept it.”
“I’m not in love with her.” Emily said with an unfocused stare. “Not anymore.”
The truth was, that ever since she had met Jennifer Jareau, she thought she would never be able to take her eyes off her ever again.
Or: Jemily slowburn set in s17 where everything goes wrong for both of them all the time.
**finally remembered to update 😎**
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You’re Fair And I’m Insane (Hallucinations, Shame, Guilt, Pain, More Pain.) by ItsAva
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
05 Jan 2026
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Emily’s jaw tightened. She stared at her hands.
“You didn’t come here because you were lonely,” Elizabeth went on. “You came because your body finally gave out before your pride did.”
That hit.
Emily swallowed. “I didn’t know where else to go.” Elizabeth turned back to her then. Really looked at her.
Or: Emily turns up at Elizabeth’s house after the original Doyle mission, clearly not okay
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I'm sick of the chase but I'm hungry for blood. by ItsAva
Fandoms: Agatha All Along (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Dec 2024
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“So you just kept coming back, to punish yourself.” He quickly added. “And her.”
“It's not that simple. It wasn't punishment; or well, it kind of was. I always thought Rio would heal, she usually did.”
“But not now?”
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Agatha kills an old lady, invades Rio's mindscape with the help of Billy and Hela and ultimately figures out where her ex-lover has disappeared to.
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It's not the hunger revealing (Nor the ricochet in the cave) by ItsAva
Fandoms: Agatha All Along (TV)
06 Dec 2024
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"It’s not fair, Rio.”
Rio closed her eyes again, envisioning the life she had wanted with Agatha—the small moments, the laughter, the shared secrets under starlit skies. But the image was marred now, painted over with the ache of impending separation.
"Yeah." Her voice was quiet and laced with grief.
She honestly thought that once she re-emerged back into Agatha's life they could be back together. They could go into her realm, despite needing Agatha to die and have a life together with Nicky.
“It's time we stop fighting,” she said, her voice almost a plea. “You need to let me go. It’s the only way I can be free.”
Rio’s heart thundered in her chest, the conflict raging inside her like a tempest. “Free?” she scoffed, the bitterness souring her words. “What you call freedom feels like a death sentence to me.”
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You were thinking I would play along (you were dead wrong) by ItsAva
Fandoms: Agatha All Along (TV)
11 Nov 2024
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Tonight, she’ll lay in her bed, for the first time in three centuries and be bombarded by memories of smiles and laughter. It’ll feel like a knife twisting in her black beating heart that died a long time ago.
Rio will tell herself that she can go on without Agatha, but then the thought of mourning her lover for longer than she’s known her will break down her walls until there's no more.
Occasionally, the anger will come back. The same anger which will possess her into cracking worn mirrors and dressers. The memories of fights and arguments will tarnish her soul.
Rio will tell herself that she hates Agatha, that she should be angry and filled with rage at what she had done. And, she’ll try and hold onto it.
But it never lasts.
Recent bookmarks
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Emily brings up a desired kink, and the three of you figure out how it might play into your existing relationship.
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- Part 48 of An Ace in the Hole for JJ and Emily
Bookmarked by ItsAva
22 Feb 2026
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Emily is struggling in her new role as Unit Chief. Her doubts and fears have dire consequences on the rest of the team.
Bookmarked by ItsAva
20 Feb 2026
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The familiar sound of his voice makes tears spring to her eyes and for the first time in forever, she allows herself to admit how much she's been longing for this.
"Sorry I missed your funeral, by the way," he tells her lightly. "I was held up in Prague." "So you're not surprised?"
"Of course not," Clyde states with a chuckle, warm and soft, telling her everything she wants to hear without actually saying it, and she has to close her eyes to keep the tears from falling.
She doesn't deserve his forgiveness. But he's forgiven her anyway.Bookmarked by ItsAva
19 Feb 2026
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JJ gets a haircut. Emily goes feral.
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- Part 7 of Blackbird Fly
Bookmarked by ItsAva
18 Feb 2026
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I wanna ruin our friendship (we should be lovers instead) by h0tcheet0s
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
06 Dec 2025
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The origin story of Jemily Bingo: take a peek into Girls’ Night across two decades of cocktails, confessions, and all the things JJ and Emily never quite said.
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- Part 2 of Unmatched
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16 Feb 2026