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    Shane’s been acting distant lately. Not so much cold and aloof as closed off and introspective. Usually, thats not a good sign. Usually, it means Shane is overthinking again. Something bad is coming, Ilya can tell. He’s just waiting for the other shoe to drop.

     

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    Shane tries breaking up with Ilya. It doesn't really go as planned.

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    14 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 94

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    Clark is super shy about taking the next step in their relationship, good thing Bruce is experienced.

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    08 Sep 2025

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    Chris seems to be looking anywhere but into the camera; he won’t look at Buck, not even over the phone. He lets out a big sigh, and with a twitch of his nose, mumbles something that sounds an awful lot like, “I’m sorry.”

    Whatever Buck had been expecting, it wasn’t that.

    “For what, buddy?”

    “For not calling you.”

    Even in context, it wouldn’t make much sense to anyone else, given that they’re currently on a FaceTime call Chris initiated. But Buck knows damn well that the kid doesn’t mean this call.

    OR: A few days after leaving for Texas, Christopher reaches out to Buck.

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    13 Jun 2024

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    Buck’s voice was soft and hesitant, but full of patience when he finally spoke again. “Did I do something to upset you, Chris? I can leave—”

    “No!” Chris whirled on him, a complete shift from the standoffish vibe he had been giving a second ago. The tears he bravely held back finally broke free from his eyes, sliding down his rosy cheeks from behind his glasses. He shook his head vehemently, the yellow crayon falling to the table. “No, I’m not mad. Please…” His words turned to whimpers, his lip trembling. “Please don’t leave me too.”

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    22 May 2024

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    “You look great, kid!” the clerk says, winking down at Chris. Chris, who immediately mumbles something about not being a kid anymore. “Would you like for me to help find matching ties for you and your dad?”

    Buck’s heart drops in his chest. He seeks out Eddie immediately, looking for a reaction. It might not be the first time someone’s assumed Buck was Christopher’s dad, but it’s the first time it’s happened within Eddie’s earshot.

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    OR the Buddie roommates fic where Buck’s apartment burns down, Christopher teaches him Gen-Z slang, and Buck finally snaps.

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    21 May 2024

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    “Family doesn’t have to be you, and Christopher, and a woman that could maybe be his mother. It can just be you and Christopher. It can be you, and Christopher, and the people around you that love you enough to never stop trying.”

    “Like Buck.” Eddie doesn’t mean to voice it, but it feels nice to do it anyway.

    “Sure,” Frank nods. There is a smile on his face, one that Eddie doesn’t think he’s seen before. “Like Buck.”

    ***

    Eddie Diaz’s life is going great. He’s in therapy, he’s got a great girlfriend, a great kid, his friend is getting married to the woman of his dreams, and his best friend just came out to him.

    Now his best friend is dating their new friend.

    Things are going great. He promises.

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    21 May 2024

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  7. Public Bookmark 16

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    I always liked the rain.
    as a kid I’d go out and jump in the puddles, I loved running around in it.
    And when I got sick and got to skip school that wasn’t so bad either.

    When I would lay in my bed at night feeling so small and alone the sound of the rain was comforting.

    Then I got older, and I became a firefighter I found another reason to love the rain.

    Then the tsunami happened, and the rain was the background noise to the worst night of my life.

    I never thought I would hate the rain.

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    17 May 2024

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  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Buck, come on. Nothing's gonna hurt you,”

    (or when buck's traumas start to manifest themselves as bugs)

    title and fic based off the song "The Bug Collector" by Haley Heynderickx

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    17 May 2024

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  9. Public Bookmark 53

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    Once upon a time, he thinks maybe before he started looking too much like Daniel for his mother to bear, Margret Buckley would brush Evan's hair.

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    Buck and his experience of love and trauma, told through his hair.

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    17 May 2024

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  10. Public Bookmark 35

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    Buck is struggling; he has been for a while. As every new trauma in his life piles up, Buck finds himself increasingly needing to talk to someone about it. He'd had Dr. Copeland for a while, but she'd retired and he couldn't muster up the energy to find someone else.

    He should talk to Eddie. After all, Eddie had been present for or involved in so much of Buck's recent trauma, it made sense that he'd be the easiest to talk to about it. But Eddie had made so much progress with Frank, and Buck wasn't about to interfere with that because of his own problems.

    Buck could—would deal with it. He'd suck it up and carry on.

    Unfortunately for Buck, his life was hardly ever that easy.

    Or, Buck gets stuck in a time loop knot reliving his greatest traumas.

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    17 May 2024

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  11. Public Bookmark 48

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    Depuis leur rencontre, l'année précédente, Eddie et Buck sont les meilleurs amis du monde. Mais lorsque leurs sentiments évoluent, tout devient plus compliqué à gérer.
    Ils apprennent donc à tâtons et cherchent leur équilibre.
    Mais quand le passé s'invite dans leur présent, l'avenir devient incertain.

    🍋 Annonce des chapitres avec des scenes un peu plus explicites mais vous savez 😅

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    17 May 2024

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  12. Public Bookmark 45

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    So, Buck is…not fine, but relatively, given all the shit he’s been through, he is. Fine, that is.

    Except he isn’t. He isn’t, because every time that he eats or cooks meat and he sees a blood vessel, he has to leave the room to puke. He isn’t, because any time he’s at Bobby and Athena’s and Athena offers him a glass of red wine, he declines and gets all queasy. He isn’t, because he hasn’t been able to have ketchup in over two years because of what it reminds him of. He isn’t, because the taste of the blood of someone you love isn’t something you forget.

     

    or, When Eddie got shot, Buck found out what his blood tastes like, and that has lasting effects.
    (Read notes!!!)

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    17 May 2024

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  13. Public Bookmark 47

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    Buck doesn't know what to do after lev, doesn't know how to go on, but Eddie is there to help him.

    “Very funny, Eds,” Buck laughs hollowly.

    He doesn't feel warm anymore; he feels like stone. He feels like one wrong move, and he'll collapse into a heap on his floor all over again. Everyone leaves, and everyone dies, and he gets left behind.

    or: Buck crashes out after a bad call and Eddie helps him pick up the peices

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    17 May 2024

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  14. Public Bookmark 80

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    In the grand scheme of things, how they felt about each other the day they met isn't all that important. The friendship that quickly blossomed, the trust that was gradually built, that mattered more. The undeniable love - what kind would always be up to debate - that grew from the moment the grenade exploded to the very second when the lightning struck them both, that’s what mattered.

    They don’t start dating until Eddie gets shot and Buck saves his life. Feelings were already there, long before they even stepped foot onto that street. There’s something about almost losing a loved one that puts everything into perspective. It makes him think about priorities and reminds him that he could lose someone he loves without the privilege of loving them first.

    How ironic, considering where they are now.

     

    OR : the buddie cheating fic

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    17 May 2024

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  15. Public Bookmark 74

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    He feels like he’s still underwater.
    The wave might have receded physically, but it’s overwhelming him inside.

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    Buck deals with the aftermath and trauma from the tsunami, because it wasn't covered much in the show, and clearly this boy has not been through enough already.

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    17 May 2024

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  16. Public Bookmark 75

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    Evan Buckley gets a phone call from an old friend he served with during his time in the navy. He didn't know what to except when he got the call but it certainly wasnt this.

    TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE ATTEMPT/DEATH

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    17 May 2024

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    17 May 2024

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  18. Public Bookmark *

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    “Maybe try going to the zoo this time, something inland.”

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    Buck and Christopher spend the day at the zoo and Eddie totally doesn't smile like a love-sick idiot with each text.

    *Minor updates to prev. chapters bc it's been awhile TM*

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    17 May 2024

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  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Buck is back in Los Angeles after a two-year absence. He is married and has just had a baby. The team learns that he experienced new traumas during his absence and a new one is added when he arrives in town. Everyone surrounds him and helps him to overcome this terrible ordeal. Eddie does everything to help him become himself again and perhaps hope to win him back, gently.

    This fiction is a translation of my French versions. I'm not very good to English, so please forgive any mistakes I didn't spot (there may be a lot.)

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    17 May 2024

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    "Sir, please come down from there. I'm a police officer, my name is Athena Grant, I can help you."

    Buck wanted to say something, he wanted to scream that it would never be okay and that no one could help him, but he didn't want Athena to discover that it was him.

    Because along with his team, Athena was one of the people who could talk him out of this whole action. That's why he had chosen this bridge, because-

    "Oh my god. Buckaroo, is that you?"

     

    Please read the tags for possible triggers!!

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    17 May 2024

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