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“He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank.
Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck.
He seeks new memories. New… etches.
So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov.
Shane knows it’s risky.
But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.”
When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.
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18 Feb 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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16 Feb 2026
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“I’m pregnant.”
“Pardon?”
“I’m pregnant.”
“Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”
“Take it back? Why would I do that?”
“You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”
“Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.
“Holy fucking shit.”
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Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.
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21 Jan 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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18 Jan 2026
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a splinter you couldn't remove with tweezers by bonesandcacti
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
03 Jan 2026
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Mike chose a bad time to take a sip of his coke, and this time he can’t keep himself quiet as he chokes on the drink.
“Seems like Will might not have mentioned his heartthrob status to Mike,” Candace notes as Will pats Mike’s back.
“No,” Mike forces out, his voice hoarse. “He didn’t.”
“I didn’t think it was important!” Will defends. “Besides, they were all girls, so it’s not like I said yes to any of them.”
Mike glares. “You got asked out by four different girls?”
“Will’s the resident heartbreaker of our class,” Charlene tells him. “So many girls had their hopes and dreams shattered when they found out he doesn’t swing that way.”
And with that, another realization settles heavily into the pit of his stomach—Will might not only have been asked out by girls. If he didn’t tell Mike about breaking girls' hearts, he might also have neglected to mention going on dates with guys as well.
or, Mike finals finish before Will's, so he goes to stay with Will at his dorm before they fly back to Hawkins together for the summer. There, Mike learns they've both changed more during their first year of college than he expected.
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04 Jan 2026