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She met up with Mustang and looked him dead in the eyes, and greeted him as Edward Elric, and felt part of her die.
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- Part 1 of Songbird
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19 Feb 2026
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you've gotta be starving for it by astradyke (violetides)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
30 Dec 2024
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Strange isn’t helpful. Dan has lived with himself for thirty-three years, and has been in therapy for several of those. He should know the precise words for something like this. It’s a very clunky feeling, is all he can identify. Like heaves and heaves of asphalt filling up a pavement square. Like a body fresh from the burn of quicksand. He’s spilling into something, and he’s entirely too large to heave himself out of it.
It’s a sudden, useless feeling that should not inhabit his body after a satisfying orgasm. But, historically, Dan has felt a lot of unhelpful things after an orgasm.
(there is a matter unresolved, sleeping in the underbelly of daniel howell's mind. after the terrible influence tour, and a haircut done in australia, that something begins to unravel.
in other words: daniel howell, and the wild beast of gender.)
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17 Feb 2026
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i didnt need to think abt my gender crisis rn but wow this is beautiful
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In Bloom For You by parentaladvisorybullshitcontent
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
16 Apr 2018
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"Even if you look...” Dan falters.
“What?” Phil says. Dan's half-smiling, avoiding Phil's eye. “Even if I look what?”
“Like,” Dan hesitates, licking his bottom lip, and Phil's heart squeezes tight in his chest for all of half a second. “Well, you don't look like a trained killer, put it that way.”
In which Phil's an ex vampire hunter who's entirely too preoccupied by Dan's dimple and his eyes and his laugh to notice the fact that he might actually be in love with a vampire (Sequel to Hanging Out With Corpses)
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- Part 2 of Vampire AU
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And we'll make death proud to take us by Literal_Satan
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
29 Dec 2025
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Ghost reluctantly agrees to join Soap in Glasgow for the holidays. Haunted by his past, he tries to remember how to act like a human being again.
He's a better weapon than he is a person; but for some mind-boggling reason, Soap doesn't seem to mind.
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read between the lines (i will if you will) by Ablissa
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
04 Dec 2017
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Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
Dan?danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
yeah?Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
I think I'm in love with you
I just
I can't wait to meet you
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Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.Series
- Part 1 of read between the lines
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17 Dec 2025
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"'Soap?' Ghost asked, dumbfounded. He knew what drag was, he wasn’t fucking stupid, but knowing what drag is and seeing the man you’ve been infatuated with for years at a gay bar, in drag, are two entirely different things to contend with.
Soap tutted, placing one hand on a generous hip–Ghost was certain he’d put padding there–and the other flat on his chest, as if he was offended at the question.
'That's Lady Lather t'you, sir.'"Or
The song Andrew in Drag REALLY did a number on my psyche.Bookmarked by Findussel
11 Dec 2025
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Things That No Longer Need Mention by abriata
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
31 Jan 2016
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The kissing doesn’t stop.
Two weeks later, Dan has a hand in Phil’s hair and Phil’s hand on his spine and he basically can’t feel his mouth anymore, and they were supposed to have left for the BBC ten minutes ago.
Dan still has no idea why Phil is doing the kissing thing, but it’s definitely too late to ask now.
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27 Nov 2025
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There’s a teddy in Soap’s bed; a beaten-up, old brown bear. Well-loved, if the state of the fur is any indication. Ghost lets out a choked laugh, mostly at his own expense. He wishes he was there, suddenly, wishes he was by Johnny’s side as he walked through the doorway and realised that his childhood room was waiting for him like a time capsule. Wishes he got to see the embarrassed scrunch of his face, the way the tips of his ears would flush red.
Soap has a whole second life, outside of the SAS. He’s got a mother, and a poorly-decorated bedroom, and a bear. All Ghost has is a flat that will be the same it is today as it will be the day he dies, like he was never even here at all.
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Ghost's face has been wiped off the face of the Earth. Nobody knows what he looks like, and nobody can find any pictures. That's the point of erasing yourself.
Except in Soap's journal, where he's sketched Ghost's face fifty-seven times.
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25 Aug 2025
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sctreaming crying throwing up?=???? why is this so painful why cant i stop thinmking abiut this WHY IS THIS SO FUCKING GOOD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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whispers waltz, doubts pirouette by miss_vanderlinde
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
21 Dec 2023
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Silent specter witnesses intimacy, secrets veiled, hearts eclipsed.
Field of perilous passion, love's tempest amidst consequences.
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Or, an outside perspective of Ghost and Soap mingling too close, heads ducked low and smiles concealed.
Price (alongside everybody else), happens to be the one who notices.
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- Part 3 of ghost & soap, beloveds
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Consequences of My Actions Chasing Me Right Now by RoyalPest
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
11 May 2023
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Soap keeps giving Ghost the slip. Does Gaz know why? Fuck no. Price seems to though. Roach might too.
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I just wanna see Ghost chasing Soap full-tilt through the base, so I made it happen. POV Gaz because I love outsider POV fics. There are several memes in here because I love me a good crackfic tbh.Bookmarked by Findussel
07 Aug 2025
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friends in low places by knoxinterlocked
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2
17 Nov 2022
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“Don’t like dogs mate?”
Johnny scowled, “No, not a fan” the jagged scar on his chin began to itch.
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soap hates dogs, ghost is owner to a dog, trust builds, shenanigans ensue
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01 Aug 2025
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No Longer A Danger To Himself Or Others by oshikiri_toru
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
13 Mar 2025
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After Simon comes back wrong from a deployment, Tommy does the only thing he can think of to keep his family safe. He asks Simon to leave. After years without contact, the hand of fate places them back together at Simon's wedding.
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04 Jul 2025
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Show Me How You Drive, I'll Show You Who You Are by SharkNoises
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
23 Jul 2023
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"Soap had been struggling with his feelings the past few days. Something clearly had changed between Ghost and himself, but he couldn’t figure out if it was for better or worse. In the two weeks since the incident with Graves, they had barely spoken. Things hadn’t been too awkward around the garage, and Ghost didn’t seem to mind dropping him off at class if the pain in his arm was too much to consider driving alone, but their usual banter was gone. Conversation was polite, professional, sterile. They were two acquaintances again, not close friends. Certainly not two people who had almost kissed in an adrenaline fueled haze while a bullet was dug out of his arm on the kitchen table."
Or, the one where Price's Body Shop on 141st Street is the place to be for cool cars, stray cats and hopeless romantics.
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Johnny was the reason Ghost started looking himself in the eyes in mirrors again. Soap saw so much beauty in Simon's face. Beauty Simon couldn't see for himself, lost a long time ago to scarring and malice and cruelty and an inexplicable self-hatred that thrummed in his veins - mostly dormant, but popping up at random, crushing intervals in time. Johnny didn't care, he embraced the bad as much as the good and if the sergeant could do that, why shouldn't Ghost give it a try?
Johnny was love and security and warm like the goddamn sun itself, breathing a light into Simon's life so fucking bright, he's surprised he hasn't been blinded by it yet.
But Ghost didn't want to say all that.
So he settled for, "I touched a snake."
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- Part 9 of equilibrium!verse
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28 Jun 2025
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High on the spirit and drunk on fumes by storm_petrel
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
04 Mar 2025
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This isn't his knife, it's Ghost's. Molded grip, modified tanto blade, S.R. carved deep into the butt.
If he makes it out of this alive, he's going to have to beg forgiveness for somehow mixing Ghost's knives in with his own gear. Possibly he's gonna have to go to confession because this feels like one of the bad sins.
Or, a mission goes awry, and now Soap's got to deal with hostile terrain, a hit squad of cartel sicarios on his tail and Ghost's voice on his busted radio. Honestly, it's the last thing that probably fucks him up the most.
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26 Jun 2025
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Contrary to what his fellow soldiers think, Soap doesn’t, in fact, hate dogs. Soap would have even considered himself a fan of dogs, with many of his memories as a child and teen encompassing the dogs of his past. The problem is, he’s had too many bad experiences since enlisting involving them.
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The one where the 141 gets Riley (the dog) on loan, and Soap falls for both Rileys.Series
- Part 1 of Let Sleeping Dogs Lie Universe
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16 Jun 2025
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11 Jun 2025
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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28 May 2025