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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    31 Oct 2025

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    At nine o’clock on a random morning in April an alarm peals out on Dazai’s phone.

    And it will continue to, until he finds out why he is living this same unremarkable day again and again.

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    18 Jun 2024

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    One day after all this Meursault-Tripolar-Singularity mess is over, Dazai finds himself waking up just before noon to finally drag himself out of bed and to the ADA, he opens the doors to his apartment to see none other than Chuuya—casual clothes Chuuya, no less. Dazai is, needless to say, left confused and speechless.

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    14 Jun 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    “Stop thinking so much, stupid mackerel,” Chuuya slurs, drunk. Dazai laughs and pulls him in for another kiss. They are nineteen and in love, and Chuuya is leaning on Dazai’s side like he’s belonged there for his entire life. They kiss the night away, until the alcohol doesn’t matter, and all of their issues fade into the background like meaningless noise. At one point, they dance, laughing and stumbling over themselves, whiskey making their movements slow. They kiss in the middle, then return for another round of drinks.

    Dazai, nineteen, won’t remember the love confession he makes in the middle of the night. Chuuya will not remember the way he looks into Dazai’s chocolate eyes and tells him, “I love you, too”.

    Right person, wrong time.

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    or: what if dazai & chuuya DID meet after dazai initially defected from the mafia? over the years they find themselves meeting in bars, over and over again.

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    18 Apr 2024

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    Dazai takes his hands, squeezing his fingers. “I’m leaving the Mafia, Chuuya.” He gulps, breaths in, asks– begs: “Please, come with me.”

    Chuuya stares at him, for so long Dazai’s heart gets lodged in his throat. His eyes, as blue as ever, are searching his face for signs of a lie, like he can’t believe the words Dazai’s saying: “You want– to leave together?”

    Dazai nods. “Yes.”

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    15 Apr 2024

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    It twists him, turns him, curls in his chest like something alive, something he knows but can’t dare to name. Chuuya curses the red-black petals that fall from his lips, these nearly rotten things that tear him apart from the inside out. Part of him wants to rip his own traitorous heart out, through a ribcage shattered by feelings he can’t contain.

    Anger is easy, a thing he’s learned to control. This— whatever the hell this is— is not.

    Or at least it’s easier to feel as though this is beyond his own control, because Chuuya is not in love.

    (It feels like a lie even to himself.)

    After he's hit by a strange ability, Chuuya is forced to consider truths he'd much rather keep hidden- but not everything is as simple it seems.

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    07 Apr 2024

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    Reading over the sentences, Chuuya is hit with waves of confusion. There is no other way to describe the feeling Dazai is portraying other than…

    Love? A crush? It seems like Dazai wrote this when he was sixteen given the context clues. Could Dazai have forgotten about his teenage woes in this notebook and accidentally gave it to Chuuya for the report?

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    Or, Chuuya accidentally receives a journal full of love letters written by Dazai to someone else that span over multiple years.

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    24 Mar 2024

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    He didn't even register Chuuya getting up and to him before he was lifted up by his collar, the other's freckled nose an inch from his own, cheeks slightly rosy and his eyes filled with a fury that suit him. Dazai swallowed.

    “Listen, dipshit,” Ah, he thought. What a poet. “I do not trust you. If it was up to me, you'd already be dead in a ditch.”

    “Yes,” Dazai muttered. “You already made that crystal clear.”

    “And don't think I won't end you if you so much look at somebody the wrong way while you're here.” Dazai didn't offer any new comment. “You won't leave my sight. You won't speak out of line to the others. You'll behave, or they'll have to scrap whatever remains of you off the floor. And I'll make it painful.”

     

    (Or: Shirase is overjoyed that they scored a well-known hacker for their group. Chuuya is definitely, definitely not, and has no intention to ever, ever let him out of his sight. Dazai would just like to leave, please.)

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    25 Feb 2024

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    “Seems like it’s two different abilities. While Akutagawa is under the Mafia’s care and in a coma… Nakahara seems to have simply vanished. He’s nowhere to be found.”

    Dazai cracks the pen he was holding.

    Nakahara Chuuya just turned twenty-four.

    Except when he wakes up, he's seventeen.

    Or: Yokohama is under attack and Dazai Osamu will become the Demon Prodigy again if it's what it takes to bring Chuuya back.

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    14 Jan 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 64

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    Chuuya goes to a house party for Halloween and it’s going perfectly fine until a person he hasn’t seen in four years steps into the picture. Tension ensues, feelings resurface, and soukoku discover they really are “worth each other” in every way possible.

     

    OR: modern AU with (past) friends to lovers to (present) strangers to hopefully lovers again

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    22 Dec 2023

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    “Cat fur?”

    Ranpo nods enthusiastically. It looks like the whole situation is more fun than anything else to him, whereas Atsushi still feels quite worried and confused.

    “Seems like our ability user wasn’t one, after all. And that our dear Dazai got turned into a cat!”

    Dazai nullifies abilities, not witchcraft.

    Or: Dazai gets turned into a cat and is picked up by none other than his former partner, Nakahara Chuuya.

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    17 Oct 2023

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    It is widely known in the Port Mafia that Nakahara Chuuya has a hundred and ninety ways to exact revenge on Dazai Osamu.

    Shooting him in the shoulder is the 10th mildest method listed in their arrangement.

    "Why did Chuuya save me?"

    "Ha? You called, dumbass."

    Or: 'You came. You called.' but make it Soukoku after episode 11.
    And I needed to feed the “Chuuya patched up Dazai’s injuries in Meursault” brainworm.

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    02 Oct 2023

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    Chuuya Nakahara is the escaped government experiment known as A5158. Osamu Dazai is the notorious boss of the Port Mafia. It only makes sense that they meet in a library.

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    02 Sep 2023

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    He must have knocked. Some time after, the door hauls open.

    "That's just great," the short redhead in the doorway sighs with disgust, all silken lavender robes and flat eyes, "Just what I needed after a long flight back home. Shitty Dazai, the last thing I want right now is to see your ugly-ass face, so fuck off out of here."

    Dazai is staring at Chuuya blankly, and can't remember what made him think he could come here.

    "Right." His whisper is thin, raspy. Right. Of course.

    Like a ghost that doesn't know it's dead, he turns around, and he begins to leave just the way he came.

    "Dazai?"

    _______

     

    After Odasaku's death, Dazai ends up at Chuuya's door, rain-soaked, dissociated and grieving.

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    29 Aug 2023

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    “Hey, shitty Dazai, let’s go out.”

    Dazai, who started to walk again after composing himself from their almost crash, stumbled a bit on his next step while his head snapped in Chuuya’s direction with an alarming crack. He regarded Chuuya with one curious eye, then he chuckled.

    “Don’t be silly chibi, we are already outside. Your tacky hat is clearly eating your bra–”

    Chuuya’s irritation flared anew. From the corner of his eye, he could clearly see the two figures coming closer and closer, and he knew he had only mere seconds until the inevitable would happen.

    “No, you fucker. I meant, go out with me,” Chuuya pressed on, throwing all his pride and dignity out of the window, then he gulped around the dry cotton suddenly clogging up his throat before he uttered his next words. “As in, date me for the week.”

     

    Or: DarkEra!Skk and their seven days of dating, mixed with Chuuya's obliviousness, idiots in love, and a fair amount of smut. Oh, and Odasaku ships skk in this one.

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    19 Aug 2023

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    Instead of broaching the topic in a way he might have with someone from his new life, Dazai found himself broaching it just as he would when they were teenagers—angrily, to the point, and with no regard for the other party. “You’ve decided you have a death wish, which is supposed to be my thing by the way, and have dragged me into it.”

    “Hah?” Chuuya said, face slackening and head lifting from his chin as he looked at Dazai in something close to bewilderment. His voice raised in volume somewhat. It stoked something inside of Dazai, something famished and starving. “What the hell are you talking about?”

    “You don’t trust me anymore.”

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    Or; Dazai loses Chuuya's trust after the situation with Lovecraft and handles it somewhat poorly. ((but also effectively, in the end))

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    07 Aug 2023

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    Fifteen years he’s been a prince, but those days have come to an end.
    Now, he’s a soldier.
    A lowlife.
    He’s—

    Or: the royalty AU where Chuuya's life takes two sudden turns, one after another, while all that he wants for himself is to lead a life away from the politics and annoying expectations

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    02 Aug 2023

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    Dazai Osamu is a creature of habit. He thrives off of the predictable, the consistent, and he loathes the concept of change. To change means that something is lost. Something that, more often than not, was something he was fond of. If not fond, then it was something familiar.

    He likes familiarity.

    He does not like to lose things.

     

    or,

    Chuuya drunk calls Dazai a few times.

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    26 Jul 2023

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    Chuuya doesn’t have much time left, but he doesn’t want his memories of Dazai to die with him. He needs someone who would cherish them and keep them safe.

    Someone out there…

    Someone…

    Even from another world.

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    Or BEAST!Chuuya shares his memories and emotions with OG!Chuuya, and Dazai has to fix the mess he created.

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    20 Jul 2023

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    “Fuck you,” Chuuya spits, his voice trembling. “This isn't a fucking game.”

    “Chuuya,” Dazai insists, ignoring him. “Truth or Dare?”

    Chuuya stares at him incredulously for a few seconds, frozen still, before letting out a sigh. “Dare,” he says, inevitably giving in, because this is the only way they know how to communicate, the only way they learned how to.

    Droplets of warm blood continue to trickle down Dazai’s throat, dagger cold against his skin, and Dazai lets out a slow breath. “Kill me.”

    Or: Truth or Dare but make it Soukoku but ramp it up to trauma level 3000

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    6,910

    17 Jul 2023

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