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    Built to Break is an highly requested alternate-universe story within The Quiet Fight series, where Shane—not Ilya—is the one facing cancer.

    During their eleventh NHL seasons, a lingering injury reveals a devastating diagnosis, forcing an early coming out and the potential end of Shane’s career. As Shane fights, he is forced to find a new purpose, proving that even when the body breaks, a life—and a legacy—can still be rebuilt.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a quiet man with very strong opinions about hockey safety. After the world laughs at him for supporting a safety initiative, he becomes an unfortunate victim of a not-so-accidental accident. Ilya must grapple with Shane's life hanging by a thread as he navigates the world, discovering their relationship.

    They do say safety rules are written in blood after all.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    "Did any of you think for a single moment about the fact that Ilya is from fucking Russia?”

    The room was silent.

    “Huh? No? That’s weird. What, Wilson, you are telling me you wouldn’t share a secret that would endanger Roby’s life? How weird.”

    Shane looked around the room, staring each and every player in the eye. He was done being afraid; he was done being ashamed. They should be the ones cowering their gaze, not him."

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    Homophobia, Russia, fear, and everything in between.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Hayden had also told him that after Comeau had been promoted to captain, everyone on the team minus him and J.J. had started treating him like a god who could do no wrong, while not so subtly taking digs at Shane in the process.

     

    Statements like “At least our new captain won't leave us to suck some Russian asshole's dick” and “How much do you want to bet that Hollender gets a train run on him before every game to encourage the team?” had apparently been thrown out before Hayden had promptly shut them down.

     

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    Shane Hollander plays against Montreal for the first time!

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    14 Feb 2026

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    A fun little WAG Ilya fic and how the Montreal WAGs react to learning that Lily isn't who they think she is, and that their partners are assholes. Set after the video leak in the Long Game ( so spoilers!)

     

    Inspired by Please leave a message by Subcorax

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    “Yes,” Ilya says carefully. “We’re friends.”

    Which is true. Technically. In the same way the sky is technically blue. Troy nods, like he’s confirming something he already knew. He takes a sip of his beer, then exhales, a quick huff of air that might be courage.

    “Do you think-” he says, and then stops, grins awkwardly. “This is stupid.”

    “Just say it,” Ilya replies, a little too quickly.

    Troy laughs. “Okay. Do you think I could get his number?”

    The words land wrong. Hard. For a second, he worries his heart has stopped. Ilya turns slowly, fixing Troy with a look that’s supposed to be neutral. Captain neutral. Inside, something hot and sharp twists in his chest.

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    Troy asks Ilya for Shane's number. Ilya does not cope well.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    When Shane Hollander is publicly outed during a routine press conference, the truth is ripped from him before he’s ready. The fallout is immediate, brutal, and impossible to ignore. As the world watches, judges, and demands answers, Shane and his teammate (and partner) Ilya Rosanov are forced to navigate violence, visibility, and a sport that doesn’t always know how to protect its own.

    Through targeted hits, swallowed whistles, media pressure, and one very public fight, Shane learns the difference between what the world takes and what he can claim back; on the ice, in the locker room, and in the quiet moments where love becomes a shield instead of a weakness.

    A story about survival, solidarity, and choosing when to answer.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    The conclusion slammed into him, heavy and final.

    I cheated on Ilya.

    It did not matter that he had said no. It did not matter that his body had not listened to him. He had been there. He had gone out. He had taken the drink. He had woken up like this.

    That made it his fault.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Shane is feeling lonely and desperate since Ilya stopped responding to his texts. He goes to the bar trying to forgot Ilya but the night turns into a nightmare for Shane.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane heard the blade coming down right by his ear. The schlick of it as it sliced through the ice, echoing in the arena, the place eerily silent in a way Shane had never witnessed before.

    Then, a gasp.

    Or, Shane Hollander takes a blade to the throat.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Shane has never been religious. But he found himself praying, to something, to anything, to the wind that can anchor every wish he had for Ilya—to keep him safe, to keep him healthy, to make him happy again. 

    He thinks of Ilya’s cross on his necklace, and thinks of his Mom. 

    Is he going to meet her now? Will he get the chance to tell her how wonderful her son grew up to be? Will he be able to tell her that he tried to love him for the both of them the best way he knew how? 

    Or: what if it's Shane's plane that almost crashed?

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    03 Jan 2026

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    After a sudden, crippling migraine causes Shane to collapse at home, Ilya returns to find him unconscious and surrounded by scattered pills, spurred by Anya’s urgent warnings.

    The scene plunges Ilya into old fears as paramedics rush Shane to the hospital. With Yuna and David at their side, Shane slowly regains consciousness to help the family weave comfort, reassurance, and unspoken love through the quiet moments between fear and recovery.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Shane genuinely never thought this would happen to him. Always thought that this was something you heard about in tv shows, heard about on the local news, read about online. He never thought it would be him.

    Evidently, he thought wrong.

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    shane gets roofied at a club, has one of the worst nights of his life. luckily he doesnt have to go through the aftermath alone

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Set the night after the Hollander parents find out the truth about Ilya and Shane. Yuna Hollander talks to Ilya about Shane's accident, and what she saw on the ice that night.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Everything looked so overpoweringly green for a second then that he had to step away, face the wall, and put both his fists through it. Once. Twice. And only after the third time, when the pain began to focus him, could he return his attention to the man on the bed.
    He knew him. Hadn’t seen him out of the suit in years, and he looked different, but he knew him all the same — would always know him. And up until a minute ago he’d thought he hated him.
    He had wished him pain, and anguish, and death. But had never wished him this.
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    The Red Hood encounters Nightwing at the motel he went to with Catalina.
    Not explicit but please mind the tags.

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    29 Nov 2025

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    Dick tried to forget. He didn’t want to confront the nightmare that was his time as Slade’s “apprentice”. Life, and a case in Gotham, had different plans.

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    07 Nov 2025

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    What if Batman had hurt Robin a lot worse while under the influence of Starro-tech?

    WT 21 Day 21: makeshift splint

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    25 Oct 2025

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    "Bruce had told him he would deliver the rest of Dick’s belongings to him, which obviously meant that Dick was no longer welcome in the Manor or the Cave.

    Or Gotham, if Dick was being honest with himself.

    He had to leave. That was the clearest path ahead of him. He could no longer stay in this apartment, in this city. He had to start somewhere anew, get away from it all, or else he would go insane."

     

    After a conversation with Bruce, Dick leaves behind everything to do with the Bats. But was that really Bruce he'd spoken with?

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    11 Oct 2025

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    When Dick gets dosed with a new strain of fear toxin that causes hallucinations and flashbacks he accidentally reveals some things he's been keeping secret and is forced to confront memories he would have rather kept buried.

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    05 Oct 2025

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