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    Ilya is…he’s Shane’s entire heart. The air that he breathes, the reason for everything he does. None of it would matter without Ilya. This is the closest he’s ever come to losing him, and the thought of it - the possibility that everything they’ve been fighting for could just be lost - had struck Shane so acutely, so agonisingly.

    He’d once thought that losing hockey was the worst thing that could ever happen to him. He knows, now, that isn’t true.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    There’s no plan. He doesn’t have a destination in mind, and debates the ice machine, the hotel gym, or going out for a walk as he wanders. The latter is simultaneously the most and least appealing. The city’s going to be upset after their loss, and while they can’t be worse than Philadelphia, Shane isn’t quite keen on being out and about. But the fresh air would be nice. 

    He ends up standing in front of the elevator, waiting for the doors to part so he can see if the rooftop is open. If not, Shane decides, he’ll go to the gym and work off the excess energy. 

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    Shane and Ilya are not friends. They blew past that line a while ago, and still haven't realized they're on the other side.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Three seconds inch by while Shane reconciles Ilya’s teasing with their discussion just before he’d started sneezing, and then he pouts at him. “Leave me alone.”

    “No,” comes the immediate protest, and Ilya moves forward with both arms. He presses a soft kiss to Shane’s neck, then another behind his ear as he finishes turning over the patties. They stand like that for a minute longer, Shane pushing some of his weight back into Ilya’s steady presence and savoring it. This kind of trust, for them, doesn’t exist outside of sex. There’s never been a moment to just stand together, lean, know the other will lean back.

    And, it seems, they’ll never have any longer than a moment: Ilya’s quick to push himself back from Shane, making up for the absence of his body with a steadying grip on his waist, and hurriedly aims a rapid triple toward his right shoulder.

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    Every relationship asks for effort. Shane is figuring out where to put his.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Three times Ilya takes care of Shane and one time Shane takes care of him.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't fight.

    Doesn't, however, does not mean can't.

    Too mad no one told Tanner Gagnon that.

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