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    Ilya gets injured during the Centaurs hot streak and spirals. Shane takes care of him, and has to get creative about it (aka they both have to grapple with some role reversals + Ilya gets railed for a change)

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    20 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 94

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    They’re arguing in bed about something stupid — “Are there more wheels or doors in the world?” — and Ilya says something snarky, so Shane reaches out and pinches his nipple.

    He expects Ilya to jerk away and say “Quit it, Hollander” or to laugh it off, but instead what he gets is a moan. A loud one, too unexpected to be stifled in time.

    Or, Shane makes an important discovery.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane answered his phone halfway out of the living room, the voices of his parents becoming vaguer with each step. “Hey, what's–”

    “It is gone,” Ilya said, his quiet voice heavy. 

    Shane immediately tensed. “Are you okay? Has something happened? What’s gone?”

    There was a pause, and Shane’s heart started beating, his mind racing with all the possibilities that could have happened.

    “My necklace. It is gone."

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    15 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    "You're freezing," Shane said cautiously.

    “No, no, I am so warm. But it is great! Here, look, I made food,” Ilya said and all but tore his hand back because Shane was trying to turn it over to where the cut was. He turned back to the frying pan.

    The meat was burnt. Why did that keep happening?

    “Ilya. You're really, really freaking me out right now.”

    ---

    Ilya was a hiker. He lived on mountains and in their ravines. It was life as he had known it for over a decade. It was how Ilya was, a trait passed down from his mother.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    "биполярное расстройство."

    Shane was quiet for a moment, ticking through the words he had learned and picked up over the years. As Ilya suspected, this was not one of them.

    Inevitably he asked, "what does it mean?"

    It was Ilya's turn to be quiet.

    Or a continuation of Ilya getting mental health treatment after the Long Game ends that nobody asked for and him coming to terms with being diagnosed with bipolar 2.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya nodded, pink lips slightly parted as he stared expectantly at the screen. “Yes. Yes, please, sweetheart, I’ve been so mean. Help me, please.”

    Help him, like whatever correction Shane doled out was something he needed. Like it was a kindness, something to be grateful for. Fuck, Shane was so hard. He liked this. Ilya needed help. Ilya was helpless.

    Shane was going to help him.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    "Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."

    "You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"

    "I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."

    -

    Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “I think you are silly all the time, but not for this. Do you want to?”

    Shane felt like he had whiplash, especially because he had found it increasingly hard to concentrate once Ilya’s hands had started roaming his hips and brushing his thumbs under the hem of Shane’s shirt.

    “Want to— what?”

    Ilya pulled him forward in one smooth motion. Their hips were flush together and Shane could feel his own erection bumping against Ilya’s. 

    “Do you want to fuck me, Hollander?”

    based on the prompt: it's shane's first time topping a man. he tries not to cum as soon as he gets the tip in (it's okay if he fails)

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    08 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 98

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    The first picture could almost be construed as innocent. Maybe.

    Shane makes the rookie mistake of opening his texts from “Lily” before his game against Buffalo.

    ——

    Or: Ilya teases Shane before games. He pays the price.

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    03 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 61

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    Shane had never known an omega that was more averse to heats than Ilya.

    Admittedly, though, the sex in between his existential crises was good.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    “I didn’t know Montreal put the elderly out on the ice,” Ilya took a drag of his cigarette, blowing it out with a shit eating grin. “Makes sense as to why you didn’t get much play time, Captain.”
    “And what makes you think you’re hot shit?” Shane growled back, gripping onto the straps of his bag tightly to try and get his anger out.
    Ilya tilted his chin up just so, letting him look down on the Metro captain. “Everyone is saying that I’m going to beat your record,” he pushed off the wall he’d been leaning on, sauntering over to Shane where he simmered in the cold. “And I intend to. So hold on to it, Shane Hollander. Hold on tight.”

    Shane Hollander is thirty-four years old and on the brink of retirement watching as Ilya Rozanov, the next star player, threatens every title Shane ever won. It does something to him.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “What the fuck?” Shane breathes, and he knows it’s the wrong thing to say when he sees the hurt flicker through Ilya’s eyes in the dark of his room.
    Ilya falters, just for a second. “Problem, Hollander?”
    “No!” Shane is crossing the room in a second and crawling into bed. (He’s still wearing his pants; he never wears his outside clothes in bed.) Ilya is good at hiding his hurt from Shane, but he’s ‘Hollander’ again, he’s not Shane, he’s not baby, he’s not moya lyubov. He’s on his knees between Ilya’s legs. From here, he can hear everything: the wet sounds of Ilya’s fingers sliding in and out, the rustle of the sheets. His entrance is puffy and swollen, slick with lube. There’s a spot on Shane’s comforter, like Ilya was overzealous with the lube, like he wasn’t sure how much to use on himself.

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    22 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 20

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    Shane was playing well until he looked at Hollander and remembered their visit a week ago. The collar, the leash, the way he loved being Ilya's little puppy. It felt dirty and degrading and so fucking sexy. It was like nothing they'd ever done.
    Ilya wasn't playing well until he looked at Shane and Shane blushed hard. He knew Shane was thinking of the same thing he was. How pretty he looked and how perfect his collar fit.
    He had bought another gift for Shane and Ilya was so excited to see Shane's cute face when he opened it.

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    22 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 4

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    Not really forced but definitely fem Jean-Yves × Jeremy

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    22 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane tries to find meaning after Ilya dies.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    "I think," Damianos said softly, "that you have not been treated the way you deserve."

    For the first time in his life, Laurent did not know what to say back.

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    10 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 2

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    “Do you want me to do that, Jean?” Neil asks, “Do you want me to cum inside you and get you pregnant?”

    “Oh,” Jean whispers. He doesn’t stop Neil from continuing.

    ~ ~ ~

    It's been three weeks since Kevin, Jeremy, and Andrew left their boys alone in their shared apartment. It's been three weeks since Neil last let Jean Moreau cum. It's been three weeks since Neil had gifted him the outfit.

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    07 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 58

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    Aaron is the first to notice that Kevin’s alcoholism is an actual problem. He’s an addict, too — he never misses the signs.

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    06 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 79

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    The box lay on the table between them and Ilya scowled at it.

    Antidepressants.

    He could practically hear his father scoffing from beyond the grave.

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    04 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 2

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    There’s a version of Andrew that Sam doesn’t get to see. A version of him that existed in Ed’s voice, in his words, in his stories. A version of him that lived in Ed’s shadow, bared teeth and clenched fists, waiting to be unleashed. A version of him at heel, collared and pretty and patient, waiting for the choke lead to slacken.

    But there’s no one holding the lead anymore, and Andrew is done waiting.

    Sam’s back is against the wall, hackles raised and boxed in, when Andrew moves. It’s smooth. Practiced. Easy, though not quite casual. Not quite anything, really. It just is.

    It’s Andrew’s fist crushing bone and cartilage. It’s blood spattering Sam’s face, the tile, Andrew’s knuckles. It’s Beau Halse on the ground, fetal and groaning, and Andrew staring down at him with a look Sam only recognizes because he’s seen it on Ed Fulton’s face.

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    Or, the follow up where Andrew gets to punch Sam’s dad in the face.

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    03 Jan 2026

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