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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    This had to be one of the shittiest weeks of Yoshiki's life.

    He's certain of it.

    Not as shitty as the week when he saw Hikaru's corpse. Or the village almost getting completely whipped out from the face of the earth.
    But it certainly was on the top 3... Maybe 5th... 6th.
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    Or why sometimes is good to indulge in the things you want to try. L̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶P̶u̶p̶p̶y̶p̶l̶a̶y̶.̶

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    22 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    Hunger. Sexual Desire. Fear of death.

    These are instincts that Hikaru doesn't have.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    He crosses his arms around his chest, hunching over himself. "So, um. Is it... real different than bein' in a human body?"

    It clicks at him again. There's an answering shiver in Yoshiki's ribs, a mix of fear and itchy curiosity. Against his better judgement he inches forward, lifting his hand into the space between them. The thing tracks his movements with a noiseless twitch.

    "Do you feel other things the same, too? Like... if I touch you, can you feel it?"

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    21 Dec 2025

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    01 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    Humans are complex. Monsters are rather simple.

    What does that make you?

    “I don’t want ya to force yourself to be human,” Yoshiki says again. “So if it helps…”

    You nod, eyes wide. Your insides shiver in anticipation. Even just the prospect of it has you excited. It’s lame, it’s so lame, but you can’t be bothered to care.

    “Yeah,” you hear yourself say. “Let’s do it.”

    Or: Love can be difficult when your love is not quite human.

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    06 Nov 2025