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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    Looking at Akutagawa's motionless body, pale, not dead but not alive either, Atsushi decides he must bring him back.

    (or, following in the footsteps of orpheus, atsushi goes to the place where souls rest to look for the soul of the one he used to call his enemy.)

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    23 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SSKK x Orpheus in the most oneiric
    prose.

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    They are young, but one is jaded and one is full of fire.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Atsushi slumps back in his chair and clenches his fists in his lap. Akutagawa assumes that he wants a complex, wide-ranging talk; he wants the words to leave Akutagawa's mouth incessantly, to explain everything there is to explain. Akutagawa cannot offer him that. His emotions have a weight that he prefers to carry on his chest for the rest of his days, because in a world that has done nothing but take everything away from him, at least this is his to keep.

    (Complex emotions, all transformed into anger because being angry is easy. They will be ruined inside him, but he is used to the rot).

    Akutagawa doesn't know how to touch anything without leaving bloodstains on it.

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    24 Aug 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I can't.

    Have you had this feeling of finding out that there is a fic with the exact vibes you have been looking for? Well, this fic gave me that feeling

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    When Akutagawa answers the phone, Chuuya has already worked himself into a frothing, spitting rage—meaning Dazai must have called.

    All Chuuya has to say to him—once they make it through the usual fucking cunt, blah blah, shit-eating bastard, blah, brain-damaged asshole—is: "You're robbing some tech big-shot. Call that fucking tiger-kid and work it out yourself."

    Then he hangs up, presumably to drown himself in single-malt.

    Typical.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I never wanted a fic to be completed as much as this. That’s how good it is.

  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    “Jinko.”

    “Would it kill you to use my name?” Atsushi grits back, rolling over to face Akutagawa. He’s smiling, the asshole.

    “Probably,” Akutagawa mutters.

    or: the five times akutagawa admits he's dying, the one time he doesn't / the five times atsushi grieves, the one time akutagawa does

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    19 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Good grief. Quite literally.