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    What If Ilya never made it to the cottage in Heated Rivalry? What if he texted Shane, told him he wasn't going, and basically disappeared?
    What if, four years later, they met again...

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    18 Feb 2026

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    The second time Shane Hollander wakes up on November 16th, he has a panic attack.

    The problem is — he tries to explain through gasped breaths after Hayden basically knocks down his door, shouting that they’re going to miss their flight — the thing is, Shane’s already woken up on November 16th. He’s already flown to Boston. He’s already been to practice, and he’s checked into the hotel, and he has lived this day before.

    He doesn’t mention that he’s also already fucked Ilya Rozanov twice and had a fucking tuna melt that Rozanov made and drank the ginger ale that Rozanov bought specifically for him. He doesn’t mention that they’d snuggled on the couch watching TV like some kind of couple, like boyfriends.

    He doesn’t mention that he fell asleep thinking about how Ilya — fuck, no, thinking about how Rozanov had called him sweetheart and Shane, and that, even now, he can’t quite get the cadence of Ilya’s voice out of his head.

    Or: After the tuna melt fiasco, Shane Hollander wakes up in a time loop.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn't let Ilya take him apart after the pain he displays in the hotel room after the all-stars. He can't, so he doesn't, instead he suggests something else. Something less painful than the emotions he bared to the other man before. Something that might save them, sort of. Friendship. But Ilya seems to laugh, so maybe arch rivals is all they can ever be.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Scott Hunter comes out quietly. Ilya doesn't go to the cottage. They break up.

    Ten years later, Shane and Ilya have both retired and are adrift. They find each other again.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    What was he supposed to say? Yes, Hollander. I have a soulmate. All I know is that he has played hockey in Canada before. Oh, that could apply to the entire league? Oh, that could apply to you? Oh, you are now having a panic attack in my bed?

    Yes. That would not have gone well. 

    (Or: Soulmate AU where the marks that appear on your body appear on theirs. Ilya finds out that Shane is his soulmate long before Shane does. They are idiots in love.)

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