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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Neither of them can really remember how it started.

    Heavy, lust-laden words panted in ears as they made love, secret whispers in the dead of night of a desire they discovered almost simultaneously and wished beyond yearning that was physically possible.

    “Come in me. Fill me up, get me pregnant,” Evan’s lips wrapping around Tommy’s earlobe as the words tip him over the edge, spilling inside his love. It’s the hardest he’s ever come, his vision darkening around the edges as an image of Evan, belly round and swollen with his child flashes through his mind.

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    05 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    "Simply put, DID is a mental health condition where you have two or more separate personalities that control your behavior at different times.When personalities switch it can cause gaps in your memory. These identities are usually caused by traumatic events that happened during childhood.”

    "B-but I haven't experienced something traumatic." This earned him a little flinch from his sister who looked like she knew something that he didn't. Dr. Wolf noticed this and tried to start his analysis.

    "When you introduced yourself, what did you say?" Dr. Wolf asked him genuinly which made Buck shuffle with his feet nervously. Suddenly his shoes seemed to be much more interesting.

    "Buck. Because that's my name."

    "Buck is your nickname, but your file says that Evan is your given name?"

    "He doesn't like to be called Evan.. it started a few years ago when he insisted that everyone calls him him Buck instead." Maddie explained.

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    In which Buck got diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Dean Winchester was twenty-six years old when a car accident killed his father and left him paralysed from the waist down. A year and a half later, Dean is in a wheelchair and lives in a care home in Kansas, where he spends his days waiting to die. It's only when Castiel Novak starts volunteering at the care home that Dean starts to wonder if a changed life always equals a ruined one.

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    04 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    Eddie is on the cusp of breaking down. Everything that can go wrong, has gone wrong. Even a fucking tsunami, of all things.
    He’s boiling over, and needs release. All these intense feelings he’s carrying are becoming too much.
    He comes across a flier for “Crossroads”. An underground exclusive nightclub aimed towards dark clubbing and exploration of self with full anonymity. A place where he can release, let loose, and maybe learn more about himself, and examine some… feelings he’s starting to come to terms with.
    Feelings he definitely wouldn’t mind exploring with that masked, tall and hunky dancer on that stage over there who just happens to remind him of Buck.
    No one will know about his desires, about his fantasies. Why not indulge himself.


    Dark clubbing, sexual exploration, reality-bending adventure.

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    02 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    Tommy opens his beer with his belt buckle and Buck is horny about it.

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    02 Mar 2026