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    Nicolò set aside the water skins to refill at the river and stood to take off his boots and clothes. As he finished peeling off his breeches and socks, he turned to face the river and froze.

    Yusuf had just risen from the water. He stood knee deep in the calm current, clear liquid streaming down his skin, setting him alight in a glittering display, like twinkling stars, as the sun highlighted every perfect feature. Nicolò stood transfixed.

    Rivulets of water cascaded all over Yusuf’s body. His skin glowed a deep bronze, giving off an aura of vitality and strength. Water droplets fell from the tight, dark curls at his brow, framing his face in a curtain of water, his beard shimmering in the sunlight, and then in a move that had Nicolò’s heart stopping in his chest, he lifted both hands overhead to sweep his hair off of his face, running them up and back over his head, accentuating his broad chest, covered in a light dusting of hair, that tapered into a narrow waist and deep grooves of muscles that rippled around his rib cage.

    Or, Nicolò cannot control his reaction to Yusuf and feels horrible about it, but Yusuf is elated to finally have a sign that his feelings are returned.

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    Hi Shane. This is Troy Barrett. Rozanov gave me your number.

    Shane stared at his phone.
    What the actual fuck?
    Why had Ilya given Barrett his number, and what did Barrett want?
    Three dots appeared under the message. It looked like he was about to find out.

    So Roz took me to the Kingfisher. You know, Scott Hunter’s gay bar. And we got to talking. Mind if I call?

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    "I'm not gay...but I think I'm in love with Buck."

    At a wine night with Hen and Karen, Eddie admits to both being in love with Buck and extremely confused about his sexuality. Amidst much silliness, some unsupervised Google searching, a trip to a club for "research," and far too much alcohol, Hen, Karen, and Eddie try to figure it out.

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    Bzzzzz.

    Robbe’s belly fluttered as he checked his notification.

    Sander.

    It didn’t matter what the message said, just the thought of Sander made his pulse quicken and the butterflies roosting in his stomach roar to life. They were always there, those butterflies, always ready to leap into action and take his stomach from calm equanimity to a free fall, the immediate uneasiness akin to falling off a cliff.

    The butterflies lived for Sander. Loved Sander.

    Robbe had loved him for so long that it was hard to remember a time when he didn’t want to be near him, to hear from him, to touch him.

    Or, Sander takes Robbe on a picnic. Robbe overthinks.

    ***Written for the SKAM Reverse Bang 2025***

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    As Eddie took his last sip of coffee, preparing to stand, Buck broke the silence with a hammer straight to Eddie’s heart.

    “Thanks, man, for letting me crash your morning. What am I going to do next Valentine’s Day when you’re not here, and I’m invariably single again?” Buck had pasted on a fake smile, but it slipped. He frowned into his empty mug before standing, grabbing the plates from the table, and pulling Eddie’s mug from his frozen hands.

    Because Eddie couldn’t move, couldn’t think, couldn’t–

    He was shattered.

    Broken.

    Lying in tiny pieces on the floor.

    Because in choosing to follow Chris to El Paso, he was leaving Buck behind.

    He was leaving Buck.

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    “What the fuck is this?”

    “Laundry,” Sander responded wryly, coming up behind him. He leaned casually against the wall. “You know, it’s when I wash and fold your clothes–”

    “I know that, asshole. I mean, why the fuck is it on the bed. On my side of the bed where I’d like to take a fucking nap?” To add insult to injury, Sander’s side was pristine, unmarred by impediments.

    “So that you’ll put it away.”

    Sander’s answer had him seeing red. “That’s passive aggressive.”

    — Written for SKAM December Festival 2024 —

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    A bright laugh soared over the squeals of delight and joyful chatter filling the common room. Robbe didn’t even have to look up to know who it belonged to.

    Sander.

    Robbe would know his voice anywhere. His laugh. His smile. His eyes. His…well, it was rather pathetic. He really shouldn’t continue.

     

    — Written for SKAM December Festival 2024 —

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    Rival French Horn players, Robbe and Sander, meet when they are in high school and immediately dislike one another; however, at a summer music camp they learn that they don’t have to like one another to take advantage of the spark that ignites whenever they’re alone. Cue a years-long clandestine, secret…something. Can they call themselves fuck buddies if they’re not actually friends?

    How do these two rival musicians weather their non-relationship as their lives interweave and change, as they make choices that take them far from one another? Is it only convenient, or is it something more?

     

    ***Written for the SKAM Big Bang 2024***

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    Buck has a revelation at work and then promptly falls on his face.

    Eddie Diaz's ass: 1 Evan Buckley: 0

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    “What do you mean there’s no reservation?” Robbe asked in French, his voice wobbling against his will.

    “I’m sorry, sir, but there’s no reservation under either IJzermans or Driesen for this weekend,” the man said calmly, as if he weren’t ruining Robbe’s Christmas surprise, as if he weren’t destroying Robbe’s one chance to treat Sander the way he deserved, to wine and dine him, to give him something nice, something that wasn’t cheap or handmade.

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    Written for the SKAM December Festival 2023

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    1/1
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    With a thunk the puck slams home, a series of loud clanks following as it slides back into its resting spot. Shane growls and throws his arms into the air in frustration.

    Fuck.

    “I thought you were good at hockey, Hollander,” Ilya drawls, his tone dripping with smug amusement. He unfurls his long frame, standing tall and crossing his arms over his broad chest. His eyes sparkle wickedly, belying the angelic effect created by the dark curls falling into his eyes and the white cable knit sweater that Yuna gave him last Christmas. He looks fucking beautiful.

    “Ice hockey, asshole. Not this air hockey shit.” 

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    “C’mon, Sander, go out with me.”

    “Robbe, you’re drunk.”

    Robbe swayed unsteadily before leaning against the wooden counter. “Doesn’t have to be tonight. Tomorrow. Sunday. Monday. Any night. Every night…” his voice trailed off, dreamy.

    ---

    Written for the SKAM December Festival 2023

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    Buck returns from a special assignment in San Francisco to find that he's been teamed up with the new guy: Eddie Diaz. Eddie immediately throws him off balance, and Buck struggles to control his attraction while remaining convinced that he should never date again.

    On their first patrol, Bobby sends them to the Shadowmarket in search of a mysterious poisoner, and a chance encounter with a Faerie leads them down a strange path toward…dating...each other. Because somehow, for some reason, he has to date the hottest guy he's ever seen to solve this mystery. Just great.

    Will Buck be able to keep it together, or will he implode from the overflow of emotions and insecurities brought on by dating Eddie Diaz for a whole week?

    or, the fake dating Shadowhunters au

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    “Any idea when your next tour will start?”

    Fuck, he’d hit the paps and reporters. Robbe ducked his chin, keeping his gaze resolutely down at Moyo’s heels. A large flash popped right next to him, and Moyo shouldered a papparazi who’d moved too close out of the way.

    “Robbe, any truth to the rumors that you’re dating a super model?”

    Robbe’s head snapped up. He knew that voice. Sander Driesen, a freelance photographer for Glitz and Glam. Robbe scowled, glaring daggers at Driesen, who, now that Robbe had acknowledged him with a look, stood there smugly waiting for an answer. Another photographer jostled him, but his eyes remained fixed on Robbe.

    “You know I don’t answer personal questions, asshole,” Robbe shouted back, practically leaning into the crowd to make sure his voice carried over the din.

    “One of these days you’ll slip up and answer one, so I think I'll keep asking.” A crooked smile danced on his lips, like he knew he had the upper hand, and Robbe wanted to smack it right off of him.

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    Imagine a universe where Sander saw Robbe at the spraying club and immediately realized he should probably break up with his girlfriend, thus missing the beach trip and his chance with Robbe.

    Fast forward 12 years, divorced dad Sander is at the zoo, sketching animals for his new children’s book series, and a beautiful zookeeper catches his eye. Afraid to date and introduce more adults into his daughter’s life who might leave, Sander is happy to admire him from afar. When, by chance meeting, he finds that the zookeeper is actually a kind veterinarian, always willing to step in and help, his crush becomes impossible to ignore. Can Sander learn to balance his protective instincts with his growing feelings, or will his fear of abandonment win?

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    As quickly as possible, Robbe showered and dressed again. He closed the front door behind him, barely stopping himself from begging Rascal to “be good” while he was gone. He bolted the lock and…ran into a wall of dogs.

    Dogs of all breeds and sizes littered the corridor. Most stood excitedly, but others had flopped down on their stomachs. Robbe counted twelve in all. Who would own twelve dogs? His eyes tracked the leashes to their owner, and Robbe found himself staring at the most beautiful man he’d ever seen leading a thirteenth dog out of the flat next door.

    Definitely not his neighbor.

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    “I know this changes things between us, perhaps even for the three of us,” Buck says, waving a hand down the hallway at Christopher's room. “But it doesn’t have to change much. I totally understand that Chris comes first. I get that. You don’t have to worry about me being upset or…” Buck’s voice trails off, and his eyes scrunch up. He tilts his head, confused gaze fixed on Eddie.

    It occurs to Eddie that he must be making a face, a pretty expressive one to stop Buck in his tracks like that, but Eddie has no idea what he looks like. None. Because his mind is back on Buck making himself secondary in their relationship—no, in their family—before they’ve barely begun.

    OR

    Eddie has parallel conversations with Buck and Christopher about the vastness of love.

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    Lucas, Eliott, Daphné, and Basile work at a pet store, and they get a surprise delivery.

    — A 1000-word ficlet written for SKAM Secret Santa 2022 —

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    1/1
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    “C’mon, Cap, there’s gotta be someone else. Send anyone else,” Buck pleaded, adding in a hasty, “Please,” as an afterthought. 

    “I can’t, Buck. It’s your turn this month.”

    “But…I wanna be out there with you, being useful, not stuck giving a lecture to some bored out of their minds teenagers.”

    “Then don’t make it boring,” Bobby said with a reassuring smile, giving Buck’s shoulder a firm squeeze as he walked towards the stairs. 

    Buck groaned and sulked the whole way to the locker room. Tomorrow was going to suck. Teenagers were the worst! At least little kids were interested, their eyes glowing and growing round with each piece of gear he pulled out. They asked questions and made it fun. Teenagers just sat there and stared miserably off into the distance…or slept, or doodled, or found some other way to not pay attention and prove to him that he was wasting his time. 

    Career Day was the fucking worst!
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    Or, Buck shows up for Career Day at Eddie's school, and both of them struggle to rein in their attraction.

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    2/2
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    “I’m gonna stop you right there,” Eddie said, tone suddenly stern and sincere. “You are not a back up plan. You never were a back up plan. You have always been my choice to parent Christopher in my absence, and today I realized that you are also my choice to parent Christopher in my presence.”
     

    Or, Buck gives Christopher permission to finally watch Jurassic Park, and it sends Eddie down a feelings spiral.

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    English
    Words:
    11,444
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    118
    Kudos:
    2,251
    Bookmarks:
    490
    Hits:
    17,859

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