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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
03 Jan 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
28 Dec 2025
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“Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”
Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.
“Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.
OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.
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- Part 1 of Dog
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Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
22 Dec 2025
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please leave a message by subcorax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Sarah
Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.Jackie
Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.Jackie has added Lily to the conversation
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what is thisOr: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.
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- Part 1 of You Have (81) Unread Messages
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20 Dec 2025
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Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
27 Nov 2025
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come right on me, i mean camaraderie by cherry_apples22
Fandoms: カラオケ行こ！ | Karaoke Iko! | Let's Go Karaoke! (Manga), let - Fandom, ファミレス行こ。 | Famiresu Iko | Let's Go to the Family Restaurant (Manga)
11 Sep 2025
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“Was it your friends?” He asked.
Kyouji continues his ministrations, and cotton floods his brain. “Huh?” He peels his eyes open like a kitten.
“Do your friends think I’m your otousan?”
He sounded far too gleeful.
Of course. He always knew there was something deeply wrong with him.
In which Kyouji continues to terrorize Satomi
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
27 Sep 2025
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That's why, when I die, I'm not going to heaven by pickedaxe
Fandoms: カラオケ行こ！ | Karaoke Iko! | Let's Go Karaoke! (Manga), ファミレス行こ。 | Famiresu Iko | Let's Go to the Family Restaurant (Manga)
22 Jul 2025
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“Do you want to go to a hotel once we’re done?” Satomi had asked him in his usual dry, direct manner. It had been funny, in a way, how there’d been absolutely nothing coy about it. Somehow, it had matched the feeling of the restaurant they’d chosen for dinner. Fluorescent lights, decor 10 years out of date, laminated menus. The opposite of sexy.
Kyouji had finished chewing and answered: “Sure.”
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
07 Sep 2025
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“There. All done.” Kyouji stands, surveying his work. Satomi’s eyes follow him, lips parting soundlessly, barely comprehending what just happened.
“K-Kyouji-san,” he eventually manages. “Why…?”
“Well… Because I’m kidnapping you,” he answers brightly.
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
07 Sep 2025
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Souvenir by pickedaxe
Fandoms: カラオケ行こ！ | Karaoke Iko! | Let's Go Karaoke! (Manga), ファミレス行こ。 | Famiresu Iko | Let's Go to the Family Restaurant (Manga)
18 Aug 2024
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The tether keeping the two of them connected is so threadbare it’s pathetic. But it doesn’t matter as long as he can keep Kyouji coming back just one more time.
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
07 Sep 2025
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this tornado loves you by waterleveldropping
Fandoms: カラオケ行こ！ | Karaoke Iko! | Let's Go Karaoke! (Manga), ファミレス行こ。 | Famiresu Iko | Let's Go to the Family Restaurant (Manga)
05 Feb 2025
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“I just want to spend a regular night in with Kyouji-san,” he’s facing him, but fails to keep eye contact when he says, “so could we just... do that.”
Kyouji’s old heart might not make it through this regular night. “Satomi-kun, you’re so sweet when you wanna be, y’know?”
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
07 Sep 2025
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good things come to those who wait by waterleveldropping
Fandoms: カラオケ行こ！ | Karaoke Iko! | Let's Go Karaoke! (Manga), ファミレス行こ。 | Famiresu Iko | Let's Go to the Family Restaurant (Manga)
16 Feb 2025
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Those short few months hadn’t been so bad, in the end. But even if Kyouji had found him again, that summer never returned.
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
05 Sep 2025
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Here's looking at you, kid. by pickedaxe
Fandoms: カラオケ行こ！ | Karaoke Iko! | Let's Go Karaoke! (Manga), カラオケ行こ！ | Karaoke Iko! | Let's Go Karaoke! (2024), ファミレス行こ。 | Famiresu Iko | Let's Go to the Family Restaurant (Manga)
16 Jun 2024
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Bringing him back to his place doesn’t mean anything in particular. It was Satomi’s idea to get takeout in the first place, and even if the little apartment he crashes in for his business trips ain’t much, it’s still better than Satomi’s cheap little student one. Kyouji’s never been inside, of course, but he’s ‘walked’ Satomi back a few times, taken a look around the building.
Not that Satomi knows that. But what he doesn’t know can’t hurt him.
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
04 Sep 2025
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Eiden rolled out of bed with a yawn, sitting at the side of his bed and getting a few good stretches in. His muscles were still sore from yesterday’s chores but today would be full of them. Each hybrid had a need and farmhand Eiden had just the touch for them.
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
13 Aug 2025
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passive viewer, active participant by Anonymous
Fandoms: 新世界狂歡｜NU: carnival (Video Game)
23 Aug 2024
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Dante sees something he really wishes he hadn’t.
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Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
15 Jun 2025
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“You’re welcome, Lord Jackass!”
“Stop calling me that!”
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Dante doesn't like being called Lord Jackass, so Blade comes up with a new pet name. He doesn't like that one, either. Or. Well, actually... hold on.
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
10 Jun 2025
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dirty boots by beautifulpinata
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
11 Oct 2024
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Early on, Umemiya had recognized that, “there are advantages to having a girl who knows her way around the red light district, aren’t there?” There were, and wasn’t she lucky to love a boy so willing to partake in whatever she found to bring home to him? So sweet and obedient? So perfect?
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Accessories are a girl's best friend. Tsubaki's sweet boy takes a rooftop ride.Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
09 Jun 2025
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didn’t know that i was starving ’til i tasted you by thisismydesignn
Fandoms: Wind Breaker (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga)
13 Jul 2024
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“I didn’t know a fight could feel that good,” Sakura says quietly. Togame turns toward him, waiting for him to continue. “...and no one’s ever called me by my name during a fight before.”
In that moment, Togame knows: Sakura is as lonely as he is.
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
29 May 2025
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Zaidan, an eminent gladiator representing the country of Solaria in the arena, is headed towards his next fight when a familiar figure calls out to him.
A fun OC x Dante gladiator AU!
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- Part 3 of Zaidan Stories
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
24 May 2025
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When nothing is forthcoming, Quincy asks, "How long have you been on suppressants, Sun Lord Dante?" He's losing his patience and it sours the air between them, but he doesn't care to beat around the bush right now. Not when—if he's guessing right—the situation might be worse than Quincy had anticipated. "When was your last rut?"
"What right do you have to know?" Dante grumbles, the barest vibration building at the back of his throat. His eyes dart away, like he knows he's being disobedient to an older, dominant alpha, but he can't help it and he won't back down.
Quincy's voice comes out in half a snarl as he ducks back into Dante's space, nostrils flaring as he takes in a deep breath against Dante's neck. "Because, you smell like you haven't had one in a long time. I know what that's like, and it's nothing good."
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Dante has his first rut in a long time. Quincy tides him over, until reinforcements arrive.
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Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
25 Mar 2025
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Yakumo remembers, once, putting his hand into a bag of rice up to the elbow—the strange, settled feeling that had come over him. And then, of course, his grandmother caught him playing around with the rice and gave him an earful, so he didn't do it again. But for days, weeks, months afterward, Yakumo remembers his mind constantly coming back to it, worrying at it like a loose tooth.
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Yakumo realizes he wants to get tied up. Quincy doesn't mind doing it for him.
Bookmarked by dirtymicrowave (Beardysteve)
06 Mar 2025