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  1. Rec 49

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    he’s rumi. he was rumi before, and he is still rumi now.

    rumi who cut his hair and finally sees himself in the mirror, for once not hating what he sees.

    rumi who likes being called prince and handsome because it makes him feel strong and capable of protecting those he loves.

    rumi who wears confidence like a second skin, who wears his clothes and not the other way around.

    rumi who gets to choose how to live & gets overwhelmed by how simultaneously easy and hard it is, the burden of choice.

    rumi who holds mira's longer hands and rumi who hugs zoey's small waist. a rumi who's grown into himself.

    a rumi who loves and who is loved right back.

    rumi & gender, a love letter to seeing yourself in the mirror and know that's you. it can only ever be you.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    Wasn't originally gonna publicly bookmark this because it gave me feelings that I will not be addressing lol but this is a very good fic, and clearly has had quite the impact on me given how often I come back to it. Feels real without being heavy, and full of fluffy goodness that I will never be ashamed to admit that I love. Fully recommend.

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    Zoey starts to move and Rumi, familiar with how she telegraphs her movements, knows she’s seconds away from lunging at Mira's father. Mira grasps her wrist like a lifeline.

    “Please don’t,” she murmurs. Zoey stands down as he exits the room. “I just want to get through the next day so I can never talk to any of these assholes again.”

    Rumi and Zoey share a look over Mira’s head, the thirst for vengeance crackling in the air between them. This is not over.
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    At her grandmother's wake, Mira learns that her family intends to withhold the only heirloom she cares about - a book of recipes her grandmother promised her. Zoey and Rumi plot their revenge in secret while trying to support Mira and avoid a confrontation with her family.

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    11 Oct 2025

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    I absolutely love this fic. It feels like it was written and edited with care and thought. The story feels very tight, and the characters are on point. It feels like this story is part of a bigger world, with the characters having feelings and experiences outside of this contained storyline, while also being very focused, and I love that feeling. Makes it feel real. A good night read before bed. Highly recommend.

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Rumi was dead.

    It wasn’t a new concept for her. She’d been dead for almost five years now. But something was different. Two new residents had moved into her home. While Rumi wasn't upset with the change in her routine, she now had to deal with something completly unexpected.

    One of them had seen her.

    Now, Rumi was determined to learn everything about her new living roomates to figure out if it was a one time thing, or if she would finally have someone that could help her figure out how she really died. And it didn't hurt that both of them were really hot.

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    An AU where Rumi is a ghost in the house that Mira and Zoey move into, and they try to help her solve her murder while also falling in love.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    An incredible first chapter. I hope the author is working on chapter 2. I will be reading when it drops (manifesting by tagging it as a longfic, but honestly even just the first chapter is good by itself).

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    Her whole life, Rumi was plagued by the shame that was her patterns. The Golden Honmoon would be her salvation, she would finally be free from her shame and self-loathing

    So why could she still not stand to look at herself in the mirror?

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    Rumi blames his dysphoria on his patterns, Mira and Zoey help him to realize there might be more underneath the surface.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    A very interesting look into TransMasc Rumi. Every scene has my heart aching, always for a different reason. Love how the girls handle it, too.

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    She laughed, bitter and hollow. “Sardonic, isn’t it? Three people in a generation who can interact with the Honmoon, and one of them is defective.”

    Silence again—but this one cracked differently. Rumi’s reply came sharp, like a blade drawn without hesitation.

    “Don’t you dare talk about replacing yourself. Is that what you think?” Rumi asked, incredulous. “That we’ll just throw you away like yesterday’s practice gear because you’re hard to handle? Do you know how stupid that sounds? To me?”

    Mira's journey losing her eyesight, and what she found on the way.

    Day 6 of Rumira Week: Pre-debut

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    27 Sep 2025

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    I first heard about this fic on twitter as an AU prompt, and was waiting for Nox (or anyone really) to write it, and I am not disappointed at all. An engaging concept treated with the care and tact it deserves. I will happily come back to this fic over and over again.