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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “Did you just say wine night with the WAGs is tonight?” Shane asked frantically.
    “I… yes?”  Shane groaned miserably into his hands. Ilya stood and moved towards his obviously very distressed husband in record time. “Was a reminder on my phone. It just popped up. What is wrong?” 
    His husband heaved out a tired sigh then held up his phone. A message from the Centaur group chat was on the screen.
    “Tonight’s guys night at Chouinard’s.” 
    Ilya blinked. Oh, fuck. 

    Ilya and Shane are the first ever hockey players to also both be WAGs. This causes some unintended issues.

    (Now with the actual WAG wine night!)

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Rec 29

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    Hayden has been having sex with Shane and Ilya for a few months now. Jackie and Hayden welcomed their fifth child, Jackson. Jackie for some reason was totally fine with Hayden having sex wtih the boys. He primarily topped Shane or fooled around with both men, but never bottomed. After seeing how much Shane loves it, he is curious but doesn't know how to ask for it. Can he ask Ilya to top him? What would Jackie think? His life is perfect but also confusing.

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    21 Feb 2026

  4. Rec 20

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    After a game, Shane struggles with going down into headspace. Luckily, however, Hayden stays after the game to look after his best friend until Ilya could arrive and get the Canadian home safely. Nobody anticipates the events that unfold.

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    Shane struggles with regressing properly, Hayden stays a few hours after the game until Ilya can arrive, and when Ilya comes to get his Little, Shane has his first accident.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    has your brain ever been so consumed by gay hockey players that you suddenly feel compelled to make nsfw art? yeah me too.

    (a collection of my nsfw hollanov art. very nsfw.)

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane returns from the showers to find the locker room far more animated than when he left it. Everyone has their phones out, and when he sees Shane coming, JJ says, “Câlisse, Hollander, about fucking time! Ilya Rozanov got caught kissing a man.”


    After the tuna melt debacle, but before Rose, Ilya makes the reckless decision to go to a gay bar to take his mind off of Shane. When photographs get published, Shane has a realization and devises a plan: he's going to ask Ilya Rozanov to marry him.

    Ilya's going through enough without things he can't have being dangled in front of him. He needs to figure out a different way to avoid going home, because eventually Shane Hollander will realize what Ilya already knows: Ilya isn't worth what Shane wants to do for him.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.

    They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.

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    or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    A place for my half-baked Hollanov NSFW. It was inevitable folks. This is NSFW fanart.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “Puppy!” Came Jade's happy cry as Chiron licked her face. Both of Hayden's twins lay giggling on the floor of the Ottawa locker room, a squirming puppy bouncing between them.
    “Can we get a puppy, Uncle Ilya?” Ruby's voice rose even louder as she spoke, eyes pleading towards Ilya.
    Shane heard the door slam open behind him. Hayden Pike, his best friend and beloved father, staggered to his side. Out of the corner of his eye, Shane could see him taking in the mess in front of them.
    “Well, shit.”
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    What if Shane and Ilya's relationship was revealed to the Ottawa Centaurs before Hayden's video. It was still Hayden's fault though.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “Papa?”

    “Yes, solnyshko?”

    “Can I tell you something and you promise not to tell Dad?”
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    or, ilya reminds their son that genetics don't make a family, love does. and his dads love him very much.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Having to go away for the weekend, Shane and Ilya enlist Hayden to watch their pets Anya, the angel of all angels, and Pork. Ilya is not only looking forward to a Pork-free weekend but also looking forward to Hayden being bullied by Shane’s hairless, evil cat. Because, surely if Pork disliked Ilya, he’d dislike Hayden too?

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    17 Feb 2026

  15. Rec 41

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    Shane has wet the bed for three days in a row, what the actual hell is wrong with him?

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    15 Feb 2026

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    The entire time Hayden has known him, and known of him, he has been Ilya Rozanov; violent player and serial womanizer. The media was saying those things about a child, and no one had given a shit, because Ilya had never spoken up for himself. He’d never protested their unfounded claims, and he never tried to prove them wrong, either.

    Which, now that Hayden knows the things he does, makes perfect fucking sense.

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    Hayden finds himself unlearning everything he thought he knew about Ilya Rozanov

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    15 Feb 2026

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    It’s not Ilya’s fault that Pork gets out.

    Okay, well, maybe a little bit. But it is almost equally Shane’s fault.

    The facts are thus: Ilya’s home nursing an injury, and Shane’s on a roadie, and maybe he and Shane have managed to get a little codependent after just one season playing together.

    And so, while Ilya was making lunch, he got distracted by his very pretty husband facetiming him from the hotel shower. And perhaps the water evaporated and the noodles caught fire a bit.

    And in the chaos of smoke and fire extinguishers and flinging open every window and door in the house – Well. Pork’s always been a bit of an escape artist.

     

    Or: Shane’s horrible hairless cat gets out and Ilya has to hunt down his least favourite child.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane volunteers to be mic'd up on his first game against the Voyageurs in his first season with the Centaurs. What could go wrong?

    A lot... He hopes.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    As his eyes adjusted to the gloom, Ilya understood why Shane had been so insistent on him coming over.

    He had been struck by the change. The one no one could understand. That science couldn’t explain and was still rarely spoken about out loud.

    Or: Ilya helps Shane through an unexpected predicament.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    When he looks up to check if anyone noticed, Hayden has put his phone away and his eyes are trained on them, arms crossed together.

    Hayden is still watching them, and Shane feels his blood turn into ice-sludge when he realises that Ilya is pushing inside him steadily enough that anyone can see how their hips move into each other. Shane stares back. Hayden’s eyes trail down from his face to where Ilya’s hand is visibly on Shane’s waist under the blanket, and—Shane tightens up enough for Ilya to double over and muffle a groan into his neck.

    And Hayden’s eyes are still on them.

    A beat, then two, and a wicked look takes over his face before he mouths: Having fun?

    Shane is horny. Ilya provides the perfect solution. Hayden is just here for the show.

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    09 Feb 2026

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