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John is about to either ruin his life or make it insanely better. His brain keeps telling him the first option is what's going to happen though...
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- Part 7 of My rdr2 works
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26 Feb 2026
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They’re doing the same thing, fighting the same fight. It was easier when he was dealing with Ross, when his former gang members were just dark shadows, or faraway enemies standing behind insurmountable defenses. But now? He sees the same look in Javier’s eye as he sees in himself. And he’s so tired.
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- Part 1 of Justifying Means
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21 Feb 2026
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Read Between the Lines (if there are any lines at all) by tulo
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
13 Feb 2026
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He had gathered the courage to ask Javier to dinner, Valentine’s day Friday. Javier had given him that look that makes John all itchy in the hands and argued that he was only asking so Javier would buy him food, but he had agreed.
That was supposed to be the hard part.
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15 Feb 2026
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Tantas veces que Javier le salvó la vida, John no puede subestimar su sacrificio, no será el mejor en mostrar afecto pero lo que sea para dejarle en claro como le debe de por vida.
(John le come la concha a Javier)
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08 Feb 2026
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Everything Javier did pissed John off, and Javier went out of his way to rile him up. They had been on the verge of a fist fight before Karen made them sit apart from each other in her cramped van as they made their last leg of the journey home.
Fight it or fuck it out, she had said, just not in my goddamn car.
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04 Feb 2026
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“You wanna fuck me, hmm?” Javier’s voice is low, lips a breath away from John’s.
Here’s the predicament.
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03 Feb 2026
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Blowin' off Steam (but at what price?) by BlueKingDedede
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
20 Dec 2020
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With everyone breathing down his neck, John seeks nothing but a getaway. He's tired of the lectures, tired of being treated like a goddamn child.
Nobody seemed to value or need him... except for Javier.
And when the man offered to take care of John's needs, who was he to refuse?Series
- Part 3 of Cowboy Smut
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01 Feb 2026
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John recognizes that body anywhere.
After all, it’s his.
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29 Jan 2026
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The musician’s eyes are shut, brows relaxed and expression soft. Like he’s lost in the music, at home playing for the others.
“He’s got real talented hands,” Abigail continues. John looks down to where she’s laying, finds her staring back.
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- Part 5 of Homecoming
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23 Jan 2026
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After the horrifying attack in the Grizzlies, John faces a new dilemma that no one can know about: he's a monster. Running away is what he does best, so he does as many nights as it takes to keep his family and friends safe. Unless, of course, one of those friends comes after him.
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23 Jan 2026
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Hongjoong can’t say he’s entirely sure where the line between hatred and obsession blurs anymore. It used to be a clear-cut thing, so obvious that he didn't even have to think about it. He’s a pirate, Seonghwa a member of the royal navy. They’re natural enemies, bound to hate each other and chase each other until one of them eventually prevails and the other is killed.
But as time goes on, Hongjoong finds that inevitable ending slipping further and further out of his mind's eye. All the rage that has carried him through his past confrontations with Seonghwa, all the desire to see him suffer and bend and break for ever daring to cross paths with him has morphed into something almost unrecognisable to him.
It still feels like desire.
Desire for what, exactly… He just can’t be sure anymore.
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21 Jan 2026
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His blood thrums under his veins as he approaches the room. Tonight feels different, somehow. Maybe it’s just because he’s had to wait. Because he hasn’t been able to touch Javier like he wants to. It has him feeling like an impatient child, having to put travel and secrecy as a priority over his wants, his needs. But now, it’s merely a few steps away.
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- Part 4 of Homecoming
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13 Jan 2026
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Neither of them can find comfort, find home as easily as the others. Maybe that’s why this space, this bit of safety that they’ve found within the gang, within this building, is so sacred to them. Why whatever this is threatens to bowl her over, the weight of it so heavy.
She keeps trying to find reasons as to why this is happening, when it’s just as easy to say that he’s handsome, and he wants her. And God, does he want her.
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11 Jan 2026
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“Huh.” He plucks the little thing from its stem, real careful, turning it between thumb and forefinger to inspect its petals. “It's a forget-me-not.”
He turns to look up at Javier, who's raising an eyebrow back at him.
John stands from the ground, tiny flower in hand, and presses it to the lapel of Javier's jacket with a chuckle.
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A series of flowery vignettes spanning from 1898 to 1916, set in the universe of my fic Silver-Toed Boots and Kerosene.Series
- Part 7 of IEYW-verse
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09 Jan 2026
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John is going to have to tell Jack about he and Javier eventually. Procrastination can bite you in the ass, turns out.
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- Part 3 of Homecoming
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08 Jan 2026
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When John peers past the door, his heart nearly stops.
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- Part 3 of Weight
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07 Jan 2026
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Beecher's Hope is in ashes, the Marston family on the run. Abigail tries to piece together what her life has become. Sadie hopes to help.
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- Part 2 of Homecoming
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01 Jan 2026
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Javier has fed on others at camp. Some offer out of the bond they share, being in the gang. Others to sate their own curiosity.
John might be his favorite, though.
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- Part 2 of Weight
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01 Jan 2026
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He knows he’s lying to himself. He’d just hoped that if he believed in the anonymous, detached killer that is Javier Escuella, that he would come into existence. Not this collection of dust and scars and loneliness that keeps breathing despite the world’s efforts to let it die.
Javier is left alive in El Presidio.
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- Part 1 of Homecoming
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27 Dec 2025
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“Did you ever hear those stories?" Javier asks. "The ones your mother tells you when you’re young to stay away from the dark?”
“Didn’t know my mom,” John says.
“Monsters,” Javier continues. “Ones that look like us. The sun burns, and I’m so hungry, John.”Series
- Part 1 of Weight
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25 Dec 2025