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"“Dennis! Dennis, baby, it's okay, stay with me. Stay with me, baby!” Robby pleaded, his body moving automatically to pull Dennis into his lap, Dennis whimpering all the while.
The door burst open and a familiar voice was heard, “Robby?! What the fuck is going on—” Jack shouted, having heard Robby scream for help, before coming to an abrupt stop, the sight before him resembling a nightmare, “—Jesus Christ.” He choked."
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Gloria finds out that Dennis & Robby & Jack are together a few months before Dennis becomes an intern rather that med student, she says that she won't tell anyone but that if the higher-ups ever found out that Dennis would be fired immediately. So she suggests to be extra careful until Dennis is no longer a med student. Robby starts panicking that they will accidentally ruin Dennis's career, so he tells Jack they need to break up with him. Jack disagrees but Robby gives him an ultimatum--me or him. They break up with Dennis. A month goes by and Dennis isn't doing good, but it all comes to a head when a patient gets violent.
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If You're Scared (I'm On My Way) by kanekicure
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Logically, Shane isn’t stupid, logically, part of his brain is frantically trying to pull him out of the shock. Of trying to rationalize what he is seeing. But it just doesn’t feel real. Not even as he’s watching the torso of someone still crawling along the pavement. Not until he watches one of the soldiers in the footage turn the gun around onto himself and–
Rose screams.
Shane sucks in a broken breath, the trance snapping free and one name slams into his head- Ilya. Ilya. Ilya.
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or the zombie apocalypse happens and Ilya Rozanov travels the span of America to get to Shane Hollander's side again.
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Shane plans on going into the 2014-2015 season and doing everything in his power to make sure Rozanov doesn’t win the Cup. Fuck Vegas, fuck MVP, fuck that asshole for leaving him on read for half the summer. He’s going to personally ensure that it’s the Metros at the end of it all.
As it turns out, he doesn’t have to.
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An injury recovery fic where Shane and Ilya develop their relationship in the wake of a traumatic brain injury. Takes place after Episode 2 and diverges from canon there.-
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“I think I’m dying.”
Hannibal blinks, feeling blindsided, before a surge of relentless anger floods every corner of his body. Will stares with that same vacant mask he’s built, giving nothing away.
“You are not dying.” He replies, sure as can be. Of course, Will isn’t dying. Ridiculous boy, how could he—
“Maybe I should.”
And Hannibal freezes.
Blood, bones, and tar all turn to ice. His spine straightens without his permission and Hannibal leans back, fixing his unmoving boy with a blank stare that reflects a calmness that he no longer feels.
Will drops his eyes, clenches his hands into fists, then releases. “Maybe I should just let whatever this is…” He swallows hard. “Kill me.”
_________________Will calls Hannibal in a panic after he sleepwalks and ends up in the woods. Hannibal finds him and gets him home safely, but there are more than just nightmares and exhaustion crawling around in Will's mind now, and Hannibal begins to realize that perhaps he pushed too far.
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The world spins, and Quentin doesn’t even feel his knees buckle, or how his head hits the wall on the way down. All he knows is the fall into the quiet dark.
In which Quentin survives the events of 4.13 by taking such bad care of himself he never actually makes it to the Mirror Realm. Also in which everyone loses him for a day, and Eliot is Not Happy about this.
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Ekstasis by unlikelychild
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Ekstasis
/ˈɛk.stə.sɪs/ (EK-stuh-sis)
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Etymology: From Greek ἔκστασις (ékstasis) “displacement, astonishment, trance,” from ek- (“out of”) & stasis (“standing, state”). Literally, “a standing outside oneself.”
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A state of being beside oneself; emotional or spiritual displacement. Rapture, trance, or overwhelming awe in which ordinary self-awareness is suspended.-
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Dennis is grappling with being a newly-turned vampire. He finds unlikely support in the form of Jack Abbot. As they work together to help manage Dennis's new condition, their relationship grows.
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Okay... I see a lot of potential here and definitely need more.
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breathe the same air by ambrorussa
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
30 Dec 2025
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When Shen Qingqiu and Liu Qingge were disciples, they were shoved together on a get-along mission. It went to shit, and they came out of it with a baby that neither of them wanted.
Liu Mingyan doesn’t understand why she was raised by an auntie two provinces away from where the main Liu clan resided, or why her brother keeps his distance, or why the peak lord of Qing Jing sometimes looks at her with cold eyes.
Until, one day, she does.
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You pulled him back from the edge, a life ring to a man that wanted to drown.
Bonded by pain and trauma and sex, you and Robby have to figure out how to navigate a life where you are carrying his child, and he just can't stop hurting you.
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Michael 'Robby' Robinavitch x PregnantAttending!Reader
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Let me do it for you by TheHedgehog
Fandoms: Hollow Knight (Video Games), Hollow Knight: Silksong
16 Feb 2026
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Lace is freshly out of family members and a purpose in life. What is an empty husk to do when the existential crisis hits, but there are no healthy coping mechanism in sight?
Why find a new unhealthy obsession of course! Just look at how well it ended up last time :) Except this time... it kinda works?Join me as we follow our favourite disaster lesbians as they grow and grow closer amid the ruins of a kingdom that must change, severing its dependence on silk, if it is to have a future.
But not everything and everyone wants a brighter future for the land of Pharloom, impending disaster and hidden plots brew beneath the surface, threatening the very future Hornet pried free from the claws of the silk godess.
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Warnings will continue to be added on an ongoing basis and I will continue to mention them in the chapter description ( ╹▽╹ )-
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Peak lacenet
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27 Bones by Ghxst_Bird
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
13 Jan 2026
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Yuji randomly wakes up in late 2006 after what was supposed to be his well earned death.
Suguru has some things to say about watching yet another sacrificial lamb march toward slaughter.
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I haven't even finished this yet but I have to bookmark this because the last line of chapter 8 KILLED me (it may not be a stsg fic but I love that ship so any sort of angst with it will make me want to cry). The rest of it is obviously brilliant too, but that was just perfect.
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BKDK Hunger Games AU by gillotto
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
28 Dec 2025
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the end is here (and we do it a hundred times over) by placebythering
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
07 Oct 2022
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Steve jolts awake, staring up into the dull beige of the camper’s ceiling. There’s a distinct brown stain, likely from a leak. The cushion of the back seat is hard against his back, and if he strains he could hear yelling and laughing from the outside.
He wonders if he’s finally lost his fucking mind.
--or, Steve relives the day of the end over and over again.
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At Midnight (I would tell you how much i miss you) by UchihaSaya
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
04 Dec 2020
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Dazai has fun with his friends for Christmas eve but everything changes when he goes back to his place, drinks, Chuuya calls, Dazai cries-
Dazai ends up in the hospital.
(Aka a fic based on the Christmas Mayoi Cards with a Soukoku twist in the end ..)
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Ilya was quiet for a long moment. "I'm scared I'm going to end up like my mother."
Ilya is struggling while Shane is on the road with the Metros, and the distance, combined with a brutal depressive episode, leaves Ilya spiralling. When everything becomes too much and the intrusive thoughts won't stop, Ilya takes Anya for a walk - and somehow ends up at Shane's parents' house.
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golden hour🌤️ by redsong for oldtalkingbicycle
Fandoms: 김 대리는 아이돌이 싫어 - 퇴사연습생 | Assistant Manager Kim Hates Idols - Former Trainee
14 Feb 2026
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[SYSTEM] Work instructions from your 'Superior' have arrived.
▶️ Assistant Manager Kim, don't tell me you forgot about our contract?
[SYSTEM] ‘Subordinate’ is reminded of the ‘Breach of Confidentiality.’
▷ The severity of the penalty will be determined by the importance and publicity of the leaked confidential information, with the maximum punishment being ‘death.’
Iwol lets the future slip. It spirals.
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Kim Iwol gets punished by the system NOSEBLEEDS AND A MENTAL BREAKDOWN!!
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time bomb in a storm by Laginwords
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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What if Shane doesn't get injured that night and asks Ilya to come to the cottage? What if it doesn't go well? What if Ilya Rozanov really just goes through it? Angst with eventual hope, sweetness, and smut.
"Years ago, without either of them noticing, Ilya had started stealing Shane in small, quiet increments, one look, one touch, one night at a time, until there was barely anything left that wasn’t his."
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The Ocean Unbound by 738188482882
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
28 Jan 2026
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When Annabeth Chase accepts Artemis’s offer and joins the Hunt, Percy Jackson is left behind in a way no prophecy ever prepared him for. Grief does not make him weaker. It makes him sharper.
Percy is forced to confront what it means to be a mortal hero in a world of immortals.-
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“No!” He protests, too loud for the soft moment and making his brother freeze in where he was about to abandon him to the sheets, “Please-” he begs, eyes burning but no tears to be shed as his voice drops back down into a hoarse whisper, “Let me have this… please?”
“Tommy-”
“I just-” he shudders around his own words, “Just this once? Before you go?”
Techno chuffs softly, “I’m not leaving, Runt,” he assures, even though he doesn’t know it's a lie, “I’m not leaving, okay?”
“You will...” Tommy’s eyes flutter shut again, exhaustion dragging him down as he longs to whisper more, “You will… You all do… you all will…”
(Where Tommy dies in prison and ends up in the past with all the trauma to fuck it up again... and his scars keep appearing? What the hell?)
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AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAA!1!1!!1!1!1!!!!!!!!!! IM SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING ON THE FLOOR ONIGOSH YOU GUYS IM SOBBBBIIIINNNNGGNRIWJDIHDJS
This made me feel so many things and I adore how everything played out and especially how each other scars and their origins were interpreted and I just LOOVVVEEE seeing the backstory and how everything I. The story just… flows. It’s so fantastamazingsauce. 12/10
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How Fate, and consequence, turned Hermione Granger into the weapon that ended the war.
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