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1. Laurens, Do Not Throw Away Your Shot: Part 1 by ImmaDoAThing

   Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Underage Sex
   • M/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   27 Feb 2017

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Underage Sex
   • Alexander Hamilton/John Laurens/Gilbert du Motier Marquis de Lafayette/Hercules Mulligan-future
   • John Laurens
   • Alexander Hamilton
   • Gilbert du Motier Marquis de Lafayette
   • Hercules Mulligan
   • George Washington
   • Martha Washington
   • Elizabeth "Eliza" Schuyler
   • Samuel Seabury
   • Margaret "Peggy" Schuyler
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Foster Care
   • Trans Character
   • ftm character
   • Trans John Laurens
   • Trans Problems
   • Dysphoria
   • Pre-T Trans Character
   • Non-binary character
   • Non-Binary Peggy
   • Gay Characters
   • Bisexual Characters
   • Just the Whole Damn Rainbow
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Past physical abuse
   • Emotional Abuse
   • Homophobia
   • Transphobia
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Internalized Transphobia
   • Therapy
   • Anxiety
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • endgame of big happy family
   • They are all just trying their best
   • I feel like I have to apologize for all of this…
   • Just don’t hate me…
   • I should probably tag this as slow burn
   • Slow Burn
   • like the slowest of burns ever
   • also pining
   • so much pining
   • i write forests not fanfics
   • there is so much pine
   • Alternate Universe - High School

   Summary

   John Laurens has one shot. One shot to make a good impression in the Washington Household. One shot to convince his therapist about his gender identity. One shot to make good friends and build a life. One shot to put the past behind him. But how can he when the voice in his head keeps telling him all the things he doesn’t want to hear?

   Navigating your teenage years is already difficult, but it’s even harder to fit in when you can’t even pass. Dealing with dysphoria, therapy, new people and places, homophobia and transphobia, not to mention a mixed bag of feelings directed at his new roommates may just be the end of him. But if he can rise up, John Laurens just might be able to not throw away his shot.

   Part one of three total Laruens, Do Not Throw Away Your Shot story arcs. This time I’m giving you Christmas!

   Series

   • Part 3 of Call Me John Laurens

   Language:

   English

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