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1. I Didn't See You Before But I See You Now by Xielianfp

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike/Jackie Pike
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicide Attempt
   • mostly accidental though
   • Hurt Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Depression
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Blood and Injury
   • fairly graphic description
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Angst

   Summary

   Ilya hadn't cried the first time his father hit him, but he was crying now. Ilya should have been that light for Shane, he should be uncomplicated and caring. Instead he’s sitting on his own bathroom floor covered in his own blood not even considering how Shane would feel upon finding out their tiles may never recover.

   Series

   • Part 1 of My Heart is Yours, it's You that I Hold on to

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   English

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