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1. a slit in my throat is all I ever— by Stormcursed

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov & Irina Rozanova
   • Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Grigori Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • (Grigori and Irina)
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Light Angst
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Character Study

   Summary

   Irina died on July 15th after she accidentally swallowed a whole bottle of pills. Grigori passes away on a Thursday.
   A conversation about grief, mourning and losing both of your parents before turning 25. How abuse sinks its teeth on you, and how you have to learn to live with it.

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   English

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